#also this was supposed to be a single paragraph blurb. but as u can see. i have many thoughts about this

[jjstein2]

idk if ive ever talked about this but i really like the idea of henrik and chase fucking. i dont see them being like an 'endgame' ship or whatever BUT it is very canon that chase has a big ole crush on henrik. but its more in the "oh wow hes hot and mean but is nice to me" and less of being actually in love.

id like to think chase accidentally lets it slip that he finds henrik very sexually attractive but hes really scared to act on his feelings cause he doesnt like the fact that hes attracted to men. so chase is all flustered and embarrassed but henrik is like. yeah its been painfully obvious this whole time you want to fuck me.

but henrik isnt offended or weirded out, and well. they do start making out a little, and chase hasn't ever kissed a man in his life up until this point and its just. a lot for him. he didnt expect it to feel so good, and he never thought he'd get to have this with henrik. and being this close, feeling henriks warm hands on his sides and his tongue in his mouth is making him really desperate all the sudden, making him pant and shake and whine. he doesn't even realize he had started grinding against the other man until henrik breathily says they should probably get off the couch and go back to his bedroom, if chase is okay with it.

obviously chase really, really wants henrik to fuck him, he wants it more than anything, but hes still really scared, still carrying shame about how he feels and how really, he has no clue what hes doing. but henrik is very nice with him, going slow and easy, nice and careful so chase doesnt get hurt or uncomfortable.

the whole time chase is very shy and cant stop hiding his face in the sheets, in his hands, in the crook of henriks shoulder. he whimpers and whines when hen starts easing into him, not really used to the feeling but still kinda enjoying it. henrik tells him that its okay, hes okay, hes doing very good, he can make noise if he wants to, hes so good, its okay.

it takes a bit but it stops feeling weird and starts feeling really, really good. chase moans and gasps and holds onto henrik tight while he rocks into him, praising him softly. they both eventually stop worrying and really start enjoying this, chase very quietly begging for more and henrik gasping and keening in his ear, going deeper and harder until chase is basically crying.

henrik finally coaxes chase into letting go and coming for him, and fuck, when he shakes and squeaks and finally cums with a choked groan, nails digging into the other man, it only takes a few more thrusts for henrik to peak too.

then they lay there, bodies plastered together and trying to catch their breaths. henrik gently kisses chases sweaty and tear-stained face, telling him how well he did, how good he felt, if anything hurts, if he needs anything. chases brain is literally fried at this point and hes so fucked-out he just kinda wants to fall asleep right there in henriks arms, which henrik is perfectly fine with.