#also.. the angst (sorry im an angst liker)

[amoneki-ramblings]

Help me Amonhaise/Amonsasa is taking over my brain rn

Sillies... I wish they could actually interact ... if only

[inumatsu]

hey, do you know why so many wlws and lesbians have osomatsu as their favorite? from what i've seen a decent amount of wlws/lesbians really like him but like. what does osomatsu have that draws wlws and lesbians to him (i'm also unfortunately an osomatsu liker, i have him as my third favorite matsu along with totty but i'm not wlw, i'm asexual tho if that counts)

OH MY GOD I AM. SO SO SORRY FOR ANSWERING THIS ASK SO LATE I GOT SO BUSY WITH COLLEGE WORK BUT IM ON SUMMER BREAK NOW!!!!!! this got crazy crazy long but tl;dr hes got the stupid loser babygirl vibes

fair warning i havent thought abt ososan in a hot second lol but. ive never really… thought about it before this ask? i just thought it was a funny little phenomenon. at least for me, i like osomatsu the most bc hes the most relatable out of all the sextuplets for me (HUGE RED FLAG HORRIBLE I KNOW) but hes just like me fr. i love characters i can kin. hes got like. sloppy dyke energy lol. like my own flesh and blood mother upon seeing my osomatsu dakimakura cover for the first time said “oh he looks like you!” so um. yeah

BUT ANYWAYS!!! i think the best explanation would be lesbians love osomatsu the same way nyaa chan falls in love with osomatsu in that one s3 skit. when that episode aired literally every osomatsu liker i knew posted how they felt targeted. we know he sucks! hes a gross pervert with no redeeming traits! hes the absolute shittiest one out of them all! but like... we know lol. oso likers enjoy that episode the way no one else can. hes far from the perfect man, and thats what makes him lovable. and of course nyaa realizes she shouldnt date someone like him and i would hope that oso fans sapphic or not realize that too lol.

not that dating ANY of the sextuplets would be good but, osomatsus literally the worst. thats the fun abt liking fictional characters!!! like the beni mixer episode he looks fun to shoot the shit with, even if you like him or not! hes fun and he makes me laugh. he is roger rabbit to me.

like this post abt pathetic slug women? this is how i feel about osomatsu

hes not a “man” to me. hes my babygirl. hes just cute and silly and funny! and isnt that all you need in a man? he encapsulates the feeling of “just a guy” the most to me. his personality is literally beer and gambling, he doesnt get a cute symbol to be associated with in merch lol. and dont even get me started on osomatsu angst analysis lesbians love a guy with problems

of course i dont speak for the whole sapphic osomatsu community but like. out of all the brothers, osomatsu fits all those text posts abt talking about fictional male characters in increasingly weird ways the most. like idk go through my #me and osomatsu tag. theres so much cute aggression towards osomatsu lol. genuinely tho the bond between lesbians and their weird male favs is unexplainable

[rigil-kentauris]

When you get this you have to put 5 songs you actually listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favourite followers!! here ya go!!

OH NO JUST 5????

lets see

hm. im going to take the definition ACTUALLY LISTEN TO and translate that to listen with a capital L, put that song on and melt into mattress, listening to that song is a Task.

1. Nothing Left To Say/Rocks Imagine Dragons EXCEPT i dont listen to rocks i do not like it. i got this album for free back when google play music was new enough to coax people with free music if you can believe that. anyway this song is too big to listen to while walking. i will listen to it while driving but i think i shouldnt. its very. hm.

its very sad. it reminds me of people ive left behind. and places i cant go back to. situations that are over without a choice or chance of reprieve. sometimes it just be like that.

but as sad as it is i think lots of parts of this song are also hopeful. the chorus is entirely about giving up, but ever verse ends with i keep pushing on. i think the idea that you keep pushing on and on is the kind of hope that makes all the sad worse. the first time i wrote a piece of fluff, coming off of a solid career of angst, the person i was writing with was like, see, now that they are happy, you can make them even sadder! because once, they were happy! and i think this song is a bit reverse of that. things suck, and you keep going. theres nothing left to say about it.

anyway, i think this song says about me that i am depressed but what is new there. my favorite line is all of them. god ive decided to pick lines. so i would say that. despite liking individual lines more, i think my favorite line is when it goes

But I keep pushing On and on and on and on

or when it goes and instead of but. i think it contrast is what makes the song powerful. im tired, and im lost, and everything hurts, and im giving up but im still going. im falling but im pushing on. theres nothing i can do and nothing i can say. im pushing on. what a very modern tragedy. ill stop now before i go in circles.

grumpy side note. i think If you could only save me/I'm drowning in the waters of my soul… could be improved. this whole song has been internally driven until then, and then the song gives the spotlight moment to a desperate wish that someone else could save me/us/you. pah.

also fuck rocks. im sorry if someone reading this is a rocks liker but i am not.

2. Well now that we've got a a bog standard answer I'll put All My Friends by LCD Soundsystems for the umpteenth time. I won't make everyone sit through this ramble again. I think this song also says about me that i am a depressed zillenial.

i genuinely cant pick a single line. if im picking one part then that means im not picking another

in general i think this whole song is. regrets and nostalgia bound together. lives youve lead. mistakes youve made. people who have come apart from you just as it is. losing yourself to the grind but also living. this whole verse is

It comes apart The way it does in bad films Except the part Where the moral kicks in Though when we're running out of the drugs And the conversation's grinding away I wouldn't trade one stupid decision For another five years of life

And its like. life is coming apart. we're coming down of the life of living and being young and being in the moment. theres no moral to this story. just entropy. and despite that. despite all that. i wouldnt give any of it away. everything has lead me here and i- i am not just happy with that. i wouldnt take five more years worth of chances in exchange for the one shot to change what ive been

i think its pretty aspirational

theres another song i like to listen to that has a theme of even the mistakes weren't really mistakes at all. i think. eh. i think these aspirations are useful. i think we can find happiness even if the past is sad.

anyway all of these are my favorite lines. this is another one i listen to in the car even though i shouldnt.

3. DID I SAY STOP BEING MAUDLIN I MEANT START HARDER. Wide Open - Chemical Brothers after about a million hours listening time i am becoming slightly immune to this one though.

tbh the lyrics arent particularity striking to me but the whole combination of everything is just MAGICAL. plus theres like four whole words in the song. but since ive decided to make myself pick lines, im going to go with the chorus Slow me down/It's getting away from me

4. OH OH. OH I WANT TO PUT. Hm. I think this might not count but i've written almost an essay about this one and i listen to it critically so I think it fits the definition of Listen listen to. Truth Despair and Hope, FE8, Saki Haruyama, Yoshihiko Kitamura, Yoshito Hirano. im mentally ill about this song re: how it blends storytelling and music.. i'll tell you how ill i am about this song i dug up my exhiled FE blog (nobody @ me there i wont see it) to find what i wrote about it [long eyes emoji post with timestamps][a shorter post that i DID NOT FINISH ELABORATING ON???? but i think is more insightful and important analysis of the story/song meld]

anyway. its not like. a song on my playlists. its just like the only music ive every done serious analysis on voluntarily and because i once said if this song was a person i'd marry it. also help i managed to avoid putting any of these songs on while writing and now ive failed and i cant turn it off. im worked up about this again. its about teh WEAVING OF THREE DISPARATE TALES EACH ALIKE IN MEANING EXCEPT WHEN VIEWED THROUGH THE LENS OF THE OTHER. WHO IS TRUTH? WHO IS DESPAIR? WHO IS HOPE? WHO IS WORKING THAT SICK ASS BASS LINE? THIS SONG AND ITS TRIO OF PARTS (okay i count four in several parts but yknow) HAUNT ME

this one doesnt have lyrics so i cant have a favorite one. my favorite part i think would be the bass from 0:30-0:45

5. there are better candidates for 5, but i spent a week on internal debating and if i dont pick a 5 im never going to. in the spirit of something more cheerful than the prior, im picking Where the Streets Have No Names which is by U2. so, for reasons i wont get into, i have been flying on planes regularly for most my life. this is my Plane Song. i dont listen to it very often because like. the atmosphere. has to be: you are squished into your window seat. its fucking BAKING hot because the sun in magnified on you. it is also FREEZING because youre on a plane. you are squished like the sardine with a stranger and your leg hurts from playing the cant touch anyone anxiety game. and youre tired from getting up early or staying up late and youre unrelated, slightly dozy because the whole process is a stress and theres the tremendous white noise of the massive engines leaking in through your very worn earbuds. and theres the minute vibrations of your tiny metal tube, and you are looking out the baking hot window and there are clouds and clouds and clouds and SUN. and you are nowhere in the world on your way to somewhere else. and it doenst matter if thats a good somewhere or a bad somewhere. your in the Sky now. and it is beautiful

anyway i havent flown lately as you might imagine. plague and all that.

im going to cheat and pick two lyrics. We're still building then burning down love/Burning down love because i like it and i like how it sounds in the song. i like the sound more than the next lyrics but i like the next lyric better, which is And when I go there/I go there with you/It's all I can do

im very disappointed i couldnt sneak in a complextro song or one of the glitchy ones. but tbh i listen to those because they distract half my brain, allowing me to focus. they arent really for Listening listening to.

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okey i know several of yall do NOT like tag games and i cant remember who right now so i will wait on tagging. but if you want to do it please tag me and i will skedaddle over and give some songs a listen!

[gg-selvish]

dream so pretty this one face photo from car with his face i want to kiss so many kisses hes so cute mwah mwah

also why did you make george cry in your fanfic. and why was there so little of sub dream i would love to see more of him (if you are not selvish on ao3 this will be awkward)

yes he is very pretty he deserves kisses

um u might be new here so. hi im selvish on ao3 i like to make the minecraft boys cry and be mentally ill to each other sorry its my favourite :( a lot of my fics are like that im an angst porn liker i get its not for everyone... and to be fair that fic is tagged with dom dream he's a dom in 85% of it but if u want sub dream ive written him getting fucked brainless plenty of times and can give recs!

[aratakiittoluver]

rules !

// hello ! these will be the rules for the blog , and i hope that you can respect them. there will also be who i am comfortable interacting with listed, so if you could please take notice that would be lovely. <3

what i WILL write for :

i will write fluff and angst.

i will write AU’s, depending on how comfortable i am writing for them.

i will write some forms of yandere content, however there are some i will not (see what i WONT write for)

i will write SOME character x character, though this is primarily an x reader account. depending on the ship i will write for it, and i hope you can respect my opinions.

important notice : for the yandere content on this blog, i may write some fan fiction that has potentially triggering content in it. everything will be labeled and tagged as such.

what i WONT write for :

i will not write smut. this is because it would either end up being the cringiest thing you lay your eyes on, or the worst piece of writing you have ever witnessed. sorry. im just not good at it.

i will not write any form of content including r3pe, p3dophel1a, or any type of kink. to put it simply ; sexual content is off the table.

for things i’m uncomfortable with, it will either be an immediate / polite no, or just a simple delete from my inbox.

DO NOT INTERACT :

dsmp fans and defenders

nahida likers (genshin specific)

splatoon fans who get mad at all new players

people who say ‘DNI ‘splatfest team’’ because they can’t handle other peoples opinions

some sunflower shippers (omori specific) sorry. some of you guys me the ick.

[fxrtunas]

UPDATED: 6th Aug!

hewwo! this is an FFXIV RP blog for my OC, Allan Kier! happy to interact with basically anyone tho ; w; rules + more info under cut:

brief guidelines:

call mun termi or iam! (25+, any pronouns!)

here is da carrd 

this blog is not spoiler free!! pls proceed with caution; ll try tag where i can but im v airheaded lkajslfjk

im sorry im bad at rmbring everything in ffxiv lore lkJAKFJ

im here to chill and am v flexible with interactions! 

happy to rp most things but i have a pref for angst/hurt/comfort/darker themes/romance/antagonistic relationships owo also a shameless liker of erp within the story lkjasfj

am a filthy multishipper lkjaslkfj

i tag ‘trigger cw’, i am sorry if i don’t rmb specific ones but i always ty reread everyone’s rules when i interact just in case ><

o also: i highly prefer discord rp! if we are shipping and have some idea of plot, and if ur okay with it, let’s rp on discord too!

Activity level:

Quick info on Allan if unable to access carrd:

Hair & eye colour: purple Skin: light brown Height: 173cm | 5′7 Gender: Male Sexuality: Gay Accent: Ishgardian Special abilities: Unknown (tho he has one that he keeps under wraps!) Profession: Astrologian/fortune teller (bad rep) History: Unknown (because I like people finding out about him organically if interested ;w ;). Otherwise is rather active in underground communities and can be found at any city except Old Sharlayan. 

The Ancient Allan is a shard of:

Name: Asclepius Hair colour: Brown/orange Eye colour: Glowing pale purple Gender: Male Sexuality: Demisexual/demiromantic Job: DRK main, WHM (abandoned but secondary) Special abilities: Aether Sight - able to see and interpret the essence and shape of aether at will. Prophetical Sight - receives uncontrollable visions when he rests; this ability only got more wild in his waking time the closer the Sundering came. Bio: Was known to have talents in medicinal care and healing, and had prophetic visions that would lead him to isolate himself often. After disappearing from society for some odd years, he came back rejecting his original role and sought adventure in an effort to forget all that he had Seen. He was running around... somewhere... when the Sundering happened lkJKALSJF

The First’s shard:

coming soon owowowowo

[luvbrie]

work in progresses ! — there's quite a few but i will have you know that i am Totally okay and completely sane and calm 24/7 ^-^

TREASURE

— wrong account [crack]

pairing: jeongwoo x reader / nonidol!jeongwoo x gn!reader

warnings: twitter au, jeongwoo freaks the fuck out but it's okay because reader is dense

short summary: reader & jeongwoo are twitter mutuals and jeongwoo accidentally tweets about his massive crush on y/n, but y/n doesn't realize it's about them. however, much to jeongwoo's horror, y/n dms him about the tweet.

— sad at the happiest place on earth [fluff???]

pairing: junkyu x reader / nonidol!junkyu x gn!reader

warnings: mentions of toxic relationship, hurt/comfort trope, i will be changing the title bc wtf

short summary: where both you and junkyu coincidentally get stood up at disneyland and decide to make up for it by crying together.

prompt(s): “I’m here. I know that’s not enough, but it’s all I got.”

— is it worth losing you [angst]

pairing: doyoung x reader / the mysterious class au, doyoung x ghost!gn!reader

warnings: mysterious class spoilers, DO NOT READ if you’re not uptodate with the mysterious class, conflicted feelings, tension

short summary: reader is [spoilers] sibling and starts showing up every once in a while to check up on [spoilers], after he told them his friends have started to realize there’s a ghost amongst them. doyoung thinks they’re cute and the others seem to notice. however, as word gets out that [spoilers] & reader are both ghosts, doyoung doesn't know how to feel.

— blackpink in your area [crack]

pairing: blackpink fanboys x reader / jihoon, hyunsuk, haruto & yedam x blackpink 5th member!reader

warnings: uhhhhhhh i know most treasure members are bp fans but for the sake of my sanity i will write for 4 of them, platonic-ish, um there's a high chance i will not post it bc its finished but everything is incoherent thoughts of brie at 6 am

short summary: after dance mentor lisa took off with a bang, YG decided vocal coach Y/N wouldn’t be much different, especially with Treasure in the picture.

— a second wouldn’t hurt [angst]

pairing: yoshi x reader / idol!yoshi x idol!reader

warnings: 2nd person,they kiss um… IDK it sounds kinda suggestive but it’s supposed to be romantic im sorry , ,,

short summary: tireless days of work call for a just a second of relaxation. those deserved seconds turn into something more; minutes, then hours. but what's just a second more? just a second more wouldn't hurt, right?

— dance line reaction to dancer crush [crack/fluff]

pairing: dance line x reader / [ SEPARATE ] hyunsuk , jihoon , mashiho , doyoung x dancer!gn!reader

HYUNSUK ✓ | JIHOON ✗ | MASHIHO ✗ | DOYOUNG ✓

warnings: DANCE LINE SIMPS,, that’s literally all,,

short summary: you are crazy talented at dancing and our beloved treasure dance line takes note of it. they can't wrap their head around how great you are! not only are your dance moves smooth and connected, you have such great energy and great facial expressions and a great face... a really, really great face... oh no.

— soulmate au [fluff/angst]

pairing: [separate] ot12 x reader / ot12 x soulmate!reader

HYUNG LINE ✗ | MIDDLE LINE ✓ | MAKNAE LINE ✗

warnings: all members' posts will be in the form of a bulletpoint scenario featuring informal language and intentional lowercase, also some will be members will be angsty um just in advance i am horribly sorry yoshi, jaehyuk and jihoon likers

short summary: ...........you live in a world where soulmates exist.

— treasure reaction to idolcrush!reader getting eliminated on a survival show [crack/fluff]

pairing: [separate] ot12 x reader / ot12 x idolcrush!gn!reader

HYUNG LINE ✓ | MIDDLE LINE ✓ | MAKNAE LINE ✗

warnings: been in my ygtb feels lately… u get eliminated in a 1:1 match, also positions of the reader (rapper, dancer etc) are based off the member (e.g. haruto = rapper!reader), bulletpoint reaction