#aly lhl rewatch

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“少年时呢， 意气最盛。总想着庇佑天下的责任都扛在自己的肩上。而且总觉得呢能保护身边所有的人。可事实上呢很多事情并不是我们想得这么简单又并不是我们都能掌握的。”

Every arc in Mysterious Lotus Casebook depicts Li Lianhua's true feelings. No matter how many times he attempts to run away, he is slowly confronted by his past. He tells the young Fang Duobing that he cannot just carry the weight of the world, as there are many things that are out of his control. Something he wished he had known when he was younger.

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have gone back to reading lhl fics again after rewatching eps 1-3.... is it a good decision to actually rewatch it in full??? not gonna lie, this piece of media makes me wanna kms. and also inspired me to go back to my OCs.

mysterious lotus casebook, despite its flaws, is one of the best stories ive encountered in my life. maybe because it centered around a protagonist that is close to heart, that i relate too much. maybe because despite giving up on everything, the narrative lets him realised that he is loved and has been loved.

in other people's words, it doesn't matter whether li xiangyi or li lianhua was dead or alive. he's a ghost, he's a human, he's whatever he is for other people...

but for me, whether he haunts the narrative from the very beginning or we've only witnessed how history began once he's gone... it doesn't matter.

li xiangyi, li lianhua, wherever you are right now... you will always be in my heart.

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got sidetracked

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对！due process !!! due process !!!

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seriously why do i torture myself like this :(( everytime i watch this scene, it just breaks my heart into million pieces

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clingy fox

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for some reason, i'm here again (properly this time lol)