Life makes no sense when someone with so much to live for is taken away too soon.
I know nobody really knew her as she was a very private person. For the few who visited her blog or posts, it gave a small insight into who she was, and you may appreciate this post, but for most, this post will not even be noticed.
However, for me, it is important to say something, to hold the memory of someone who was part of your life, even if only for a short time.
I don't know if I can properly capture who she was in a few words. She was a deep caring, compassionate, smart, talented woman. An artist in so many ways. A poet with books to her credit. The poem in the photo is hers. She had an incredible eye for design, decoration, and fashion. She loved classic cars and drag racing. She also had a deep pride and passion for her homeland of Finland, always sharing the beauty and traditions of her country through her photography of nature. She also had an enormous love for music, and that is how we met.
I really don't know how to put into words the impact someone you have never met in person can have on your life, and i really dont know how to say good-bye. So I won't and I will just end this with a song.
All fatal women are painted on a large canvas,
the curves of the hips, the soft cradle of the laps.
A man talks about female beauty and puts out a cigarette,
a woman steps out of the canvas, but does not dress -
against a man's arms in the depth of years and life.
In shadows deep, where moonlight wanes, Your spirit lingers, never in chains.
Though darkness falls, and time is fleeting, Your essence, ever, is gently beating.
In whispers cold, where echoes roam, Find solace, dear friend, in the unknown. For in the void, where shadows play, Your essence glimmers, forever to stay.
Though the night may cloak your form, Your essence, like a raging storm, Unyielding, strong, and fiercely bright, Guides you through the endless night.
So fear not the end, the final call, For even in death, you stand tall. In the realm where shadows reign, Your spirit, eternal, shall remain.
Painting at the Hours of the Night.
I left the blood red color for last
the most difficult of all,
the psychologically significant, intensive,
but on an emotional level most sensitive.
Blood red remains in my heart
as a jagged scar, as a harrowing love.
We won't return to these landscapes anymore.
Yes, we already knew that.
Always too windy, too foggy
It also rains almost every day.
I'll close the door before
the north wind makes it too cold and sore.