#an equivalent on the other side of my neck + it's small and unoticeable without touching it). And if it has anything to do with my voice
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#im honestly scared im losing my voice#like i used to be able to sing relatively on key#but my voice has been very weak for weeks now and i lost all my high notes that i could do. It's also super rigid. Lost all its sublteties#and i always feel like i lack air or that i need 10x more air than i used to to hit a note. Like now my voice straight up cracks and about#nothing comes out of my throat. Also can't hold a note anymore because my voice is feeble. Im flat a lot of the time also.#this is very frustrating because i really love singing. Tho i keep it to myself (and unfortunate neighbours) it's is a big way for me to#express feelings relax and have fun. Literally if i lose my voice i will be very sad#tho i'd felt my voice getting a bit weaker since 2021 or so; it was never this drastic ???#also my throat feels very contracted even when i read outloud or talk too much for too long ????#Like i feel like a probably have something like nodules or something ? i hope it's just that cause ofc the internet is like#''symptoms of larynx cancer'' whenever i search for my symptoms. But being in a town with very few doctors that wont take much into account#unless you're in a near death state; I dont know how to bring this up to the doctor. Im scared to be made fun of because it might look like#a stupid non important problem. I also do feel a weird little ball in my neck under my jaw. Which i already felt last year. But since i had#had a big laryngitis followed by a dysphonia for a couple of days where no sound could get out of my throat then followed by coughing that#lasted more than 3 weeks before it completly stopped (could only get a dr appointment 2 weeks after the 3rd week). The doctor told me the#ball was normal and that it was just still a bit swollen due to the coughing and all. So i forgot about it for a year until i got a cold#again on the 31st of december. I noticed the ball again but it just hasnt gone away since. i wonder if i was imagining the ball (cant feel#an equivalent on the other side of my neck + it's small and unoticeable without touching it). And if it has anything to do with my voice#being ruined. I feel alright apart from that. But that's ruining my mood. Cause i cant sing :/ and im scared of not being able to again.#(singing if it's not sung right and relatively on key doesnt feel fun or as fun to me )#sowwy guys for using my tumblr as a journal agaiinnnnnn#tho if anyone has had something similar; please do tell what it was and if it went away#im gonna try and rest my voice AGAIN tho it hasnt worked for now.#personal
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