THE REQUIEM FOR SIMON BELMONT - A Castlevania 2 Playlist
I created a 60 (ish)-track playlist inspired by Simon's curse as it ravages him, guided by my interpretation that Simon is weakened in those terrible years in preparation to become (and eventually is, in the bad end) possessed by Dracula, thus becoming more ghoul or vampire-like as the years go by. I've highlighted lyrics that I feel are most pertinent to that specific idea I have.
I hope these tracks inspire you like they do me. If you have any similar ones to recommend please send them my way. I'm always eager to listen to more. :)
Genres: Metalcore, Nu-metal, Melodic hardcore, Power metal, Alternative rock, Pop punk, Ambient, Emo, a few Pop songs
The post is very long under the cut, but it features lyric highlights and a direct link to each song on YouTube.
Please be advised that the lyrics can be very graphic and illustrate disturbing imagery and ideas. Please proceed with caution!
Departed Way - SoTN soundtrack
No lyrics, it's ambient. :)
Bloody Tears - The Megas
The land is wrought with terror
He roams the countryside
They call him “Vampire Killer”
Wipe the blood from your eyes
Seeking the ancient weapon
A journey far from done
Racing the setting sun
This battle must be won
These bloody tears fall
Blinded for ten thousand years
This nightmare just keeps getting worse
What a horrible night to have a curse
This bloodline's sole devotion
Is ending evil’s reign
Standing upon the shoulders
Ancestors rise again
He’s found another token
To bring about the end
The dark will rise again
Given flesh by sin
And so, the shiver of the night arrives
The rite that will save their lives
This family damned to fight
The demon’s gift of eternal night
And now, the quest consumes his heart
A marked man, slowly torn apart
In these eight accursed years
He’s been drowning in his tears
Bloody tears
Heart of Fire - The Megas
The reaper takes what's his
That is what they say
He wants to take your life
It won't be this day
You can feel it burn
Somewhere deep within
You can hear them scream
What is it they say?
Who's imprisoned here?
Is it you, or they?
Death comes for all men
Now you come for him
You will not be denied
Death takes no bribe
He can't stop you tonight
Your heart of fire burns inside
This heart of fire burns tonight (x2)
You cannot leave this place
That is what they say
The keeper has the key
But you found a way
You can feel it burn
Feel the flames surround
From the darkness you
You can hear him say
He has the power here
You will take it away
They cannot cage what's in your heart
Tonight, tonight, tonight
And now you see what sets apart
Tonight, tonight, tonight
They cannot stop you now, no
Nothing can stop you now
Let the flames consume you
Let the fire burn
Out of Time - The Megas
A lifetime of training, a legacy of pain
Bringing honor to those who remain
Portraits of heroes, from his recall
Faces torn from their place on the wall
Nexus of evil, a castle of ash
The existence of man slipping into the past
He carries the burden, now nearing the peak
Perhaps he will find the redemption he seeks
There's something here
A staircase to darkness appears
Out of time
Saving this dying land
The hourglass, it runs out of sand
Shedding his human lies
Tonight, the lord of darkness shall rise
The bone dust, it settles
Between the gears
Machinery powered by mortal fear
Blood is the fabric that covers the stair
The words of his master, becoming his prayer
Behold the omen, eclipse of the moon
Convergence of evil awaits in this room
A demon resides in this living corpse
Cut off the head, and another springs forth
This can't be real
Into this nightmare revealed
Out of time
Evil, it stands at midnight
Weapons, they flash in the moonlight
Now it's time to strike this demon down once and for all
The moment of truth
If it's lost, our legacy shatters
The strength of his ancestors gather, to say:
"Simon, fight, for the good of all mankind"
DAYWALKER! (feat. CORPSE) - Machine Gun Kelly, CORPSE
I'll never be the same
I wanna know if I tell you a secret, will you keep it?
I need someone to blame (take it)
When I find this motherfucker then I'll lay him in his grave
I won't ever be the same
I bit the fucking apple, I'm surrounded by some snakes
I prayed to God, and then I went to sleep with bloody hands
I came back
Nah, not getting better, can't change it, I left blood all on the pavement
I'm on borrowed time, can't shake it, blackout when I'm raging
There's an invisible voice that's talkin' to me, and it's always tellin' me to kill
I got a problem with separating what my head is creating from things that are real
I'm in a room, hyperventilating, and debating to pop off the cap of these pills
Werewolf - Motionless in White
I can feel you, I can hear you, howling in my bones
There's an evil lurking in the dark
Ever-shifting, skin is ripping as you take control
I can't tell where you end and where I start
I could be up all the night, but I'm paralyzed when the creature comes alive
'Cause it's fight or fright in the full moonlight
You can run but you can't hide
Smile for the camera, but don't flash your teeth
I feel like somebody's watching me (feels like everybody's watching me)
Can't fight these cravings in the night
A beast who's burdened by his bite
And in the pale moonlight, a debt to be paid
For one must suffer for all eternity
Porcelain - Motionless in White
God knows I tried, but broken, I bow to the beast inside
An altered state, sometimes I even scare myself
Is it too late to question fate?
And hope is fleeting, still tethered to this grim divergence of my being
I can't stop the bleeding
I can barely stand myself
I saw your face, but it couldn't save me
I fell from grace, and I cracked your smile
Don't rescue me, I can't escape it
Ravenously, feed my feral mind
The Black Parade - My Chemical Romance
He said, "son, when you grow up
Would you be the savior of the broken
the beaten and the damned?"
He said, "will you defeat them?
Your demons, and all the non-believers
The plans that they have made?"
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches
On and on, we carry through the fears
Disappointed faces of your peers
Change (In the House of Flies) - Deftones
And I watched a change in you
It's like you never had wings
I took you home
I pulled off your wings
Then I laughed
I look at the cross
Then I look away
Blood on My Hands - The Used
You felt the coldness in my eyes
And something I'm not revealing
Though you got used to my disguise
You can't shake this awful feeling
Feel the pain that I never show
And I hope you know it's never healing
Straight from your eyes, it's barely me
Beautifully so disfigured (there's blood)
The other side that you can't see
Just praying you won't remember
There's blood x2
There's blood, blood, blood
Is it really that hard for you to believe?
Closer - Nine Inch Nails
You let me violate you
You let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you
You let me complicate you
(Help me) I broke apart my insides
(Help me) I've got no soul to sell
(Help me) the only thing that works for me
Help me get away from myself
I wanna feel you from the inside
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to God
You can have my isolation
You can have the hate that it brings
You can have my absence of faith
You can have my everything
(Help me) tear down my reason
I drink the honey
Inside your hive
You are the reason
I stay alive
Devil in a Midnight Mass - Billy Talent
I was alive, but now I'm singing
(Silent night) for the rest of my life x2
(Violent knight) at the edge of your knife
("Forgive me father") won't make it right
A devil in a midnight mass
Killed the boy inside the man
The holy water in his hands
Can never wash away his sins
Put my trust in God that day
Not the man that taught his way
Whisper, whisper, don't make a sound
Your bed is made, it's in the ground
Cirice - Ghost
I feel your presence amongst us
You cannot hide in the darkness
A candle casting a faint glow
You and I see eye to eye
Now there is nothing between us
From now our merge is eternal
Can't you see that you're lost?
Can't you see that you're lost without me?
Ritual - Ghost
Tonight, we're summoned for a divine cause
Remembrance, no, but for their future loss
This chapel of ritual smells of dead human sacrifices for the altar
On this night of ritual, invoking our master
To procreate the unholy bastard
"Our Father who art in Hell
Unhallowed be Thy name
Cursed be the sons and daughters
Of Thine nemesis whom are to blame"
This is How I Disappear - My Chemical Romance
To explain the unforgivable
Drain all the blood and give the kids a show
Who walks among the famous living dead
Drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed
Well, heaven knows
That without you is how I disappear
And live my life alone, forever now
Can you hear me cry out to you?
Words I thought I'd choke on, figure out
And now
You wanna see how far down
I can sink
Let me go, fuck
Pet - A Perfect Circle
Head down, go to sleep
Pay no mind what other voices say
They don't care about you, like I do (like I do)
Safe from pain, and truth, and choice
And other poison devils
See, they don't give a fuck about you
Like I do
I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and all your demons
I'll be the one to protect you from
A will to survive and a voice of reason
I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and your choices, son
They're one in the same, I must isolate you
Isolate and save you from yourself
Swaying to the rhythm of the new world order and
Counting bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums
The boogeymen are coming x2
Counting Bodies Like Sheep To The Rhythm Of The War Drums - A Perfect Circle
(This song has the same lyrics as the previous track, just more ambient/discordant.)
Go back to sleep
Go to sleep
Lullaby - A Perfect Circle
(This song is also related to the tracks above. It's ambient and discordant.)
Spiders - Slipknot
Well, you can go in alone, or keep it in between
The pages of the books you burn so no one gets to read
The fingers pull your stitches tight, but knowing someone's secret is not enough
Everyone's a little bit a lot of the time
Who is food and who is thrown away?
When now is not the time, tomorrow disagrees
But your real world isn't ready to face the face behind the real me
Go in alone, suffer for your feelings, I'm not enough
But everyone's a little bitter all of the time
(sic) - Slipknot
Here comes the pain
Enemy, show me what you wanna be
I can handle anything, even if I can't handle you
Readily, either way it better be
Don't you fuckin' pity me, get up, get off
What the hell am I sayin'? I don't know about malevolent
Sure as hell decadent, I want somebody to step up, step off
Get a grip, don't let me slip 'til I drop the ball
Fuck this shit, I'm sick of it
You're goin' down, this is a war
Fuck it
Who the fuck am I to criticize your twisted state of mind?
You're leaving me suspect, I'm leaving you grotesque
Feels like a burn from which you never learn
Cause and effect, you jealous ass
Press your face against the glass, suffer
You can't kill me 'cause I'm already inside you x4
Rotting in Vain - Korn
Repulsion evades me, I say goodbye
Digging deep inside of me, getting past this agony
I can't seem to get away
Another day rotting in vain
I can't take this
Duality - Slipknot
I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside
If the pain goes on
I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited as my time's elapsed
Now, all I do is live with so much hate
My future seems like one big past
You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice
If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it
Put me back together or separate the skin from bone
Leave me all the pieces, then you can leave me alone
All I've got, all I've got is insane
Solway Firth - Slipknot
They mutter as the body loses warmth
They pick your bones like locks inside a tomb
And take great care to not take care of you
I guess you got what you wanted
So I will settle for a slaughterhouse soaked in blood and betrayal
It's always somebody else
Somebody else was me
You want the real smile?
Or the one I used to practice
Not to feel like a failure?
I just want to feel like any other man
I won't show you the whole story
I won't show you the aftermath
Don't look away
If I'm alive tomorrow
I will alleviate the pressure
By cutting you out of me
I found my bottom line
Dead on the front lines
I know I'll never go home
While I was learning to live
You taught me how to die
I guess I got what I wanted
Another needle in the back through purified scarification
It wasn't somebody else
You fucking did it to me
You want a real smile?
I haven't smiled in years
Eyeless - Slipknot
I am my father's son 'cause he's a phantom, a mystery, and that leaves me nothing
How many times have you wanted to die?
It's too late for me, all you have to do is get rid of me
It's all in your head
It's all in my head
It's all in your head
Do you wanna take my life?
Better get away from me, stay the fuck away from me
Look me in my brand new eye
I'm Not A Vampire (Revamped) - Falling in Reverse
Well, I'm not a vampire, but I feel like one
Sometimes I sleep all day because I hate the sun
My hands are always shaking, body's always aching
And whisky seems to be my holy water
'Cause I'm insane, I can feel it in my bones
Coursing through my veins, when did I become so cold?
For goodness sakes, where is my self-control?
If home is where my heart is, then my heart has lost all hope
I swear to God, I'm not a
So God bless all of you now
'Cause I'm going straight to hell
And I'm taking you down with me
Because you know damn well
So I sharpen my teeth, 'cause I love the way it feels
When I sink into your skin and draw the only thing that's real
You don't believe me?
Should I write it in blood?
You better drive that fucking stake right through my heart and try to run
I'm a vampire
Disasterpiece - Slipknot
You'll never get out of this 'cause you were never alive
How does it feel to be locked inside a another dream
That never had the chance of being realized?
Once again, it's me and no one else
I can't remember if there was a someone else
It's not mine, it's not fair, it's outta my hands
And it's shaking - you'll never take me
No one is safe
Hate ain't enough to describe me
Somewhere between screaming and crying
When do I get to know why?
I'm gone, goodbye, it's so depressing
Withering away
Take a look inside, my soul is missing
All I have is dead, so I'll take you with me
Can't see through the sties in my eyes
I'm not supposed to be here
I'm not supposed to be
Scratching and clawing all the way
Is there another way to live?
'Cause it's the only way to die
Mx. Sinister - I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME
Oh you never seem to notice
When I follow you home
In the dark of your apartment
When you think you're alone
Oh you never seem to notice
That my heart beats for you
So I'll open you up
And make yours beat for me, too
Self-Destruction - I Prevail
And everything is fucked, and I cannot be saved
Maybe that's because I'm on the way
Took everything I had and threw it in the flames
Watch it burn while they're steady taking aim
I guess it came with repercussions
I've been in it for a minute, this is not up for discussion
All the preconceived premonitions from people who never listen
Creating all the division, how can you live with yourself?
I'm the definition of coming to a collision
The old and the new edition, the hero becomes a villain
Now let me tell you a little bit about the Devil, first
I am the one
Alpha, omega, I won't be undone
My power's limitless, you are like Icarus
You have been flying too close to the sun
I see what's mine, and I'm gonna take it
I do what I say, call it dedication
I built an army into a nation
Now karma is coming, you can't escape it
If you don't know the Devil, then you don't know me
Frankenstein - Rina Sawayama
Put me together, thread and needle
I'm trying to be normal, but trauma is immortal
Oh, my God, this is so unbearable
Make it stop, this is more than medical
I was doing fine
'Til I hit rock bottom
Opened up my problems
Watch the poison blossom
I could be your Frankenstein, Frankenstein
I don't wanna be a monster anymore
Dead Until Dark - Powerwolf
Prone to the grave, the dark side you walk
In the light of morning we fall
Confront the brave, the rebel we stalk
In the still of the night we awake
Don't dare cry, when fever up high
No escape, no break, your life we will take
Gone with the night
When the unholy demons of dawn
Pray
When the sunlight is dead we're reborn
Cursed by our fate, the undead crusade
For the sanctum deep under your skin
Raise up the blade, by night we invade
For the last of times the fight may begin
For in blood, in God, in heaven we trust
In the night we are
Dead until dark
Nighttime Rebel - Powerwolf
In the night of surrender
In the full moonlight and the midnight came
Be the ghostly defender
And of glory be thy name
In the curse of a nightmare
Be the lightning and thunder
And ignite the final flame
Seven heads, seven demons, seven murders in the sky
Take your fate in your hand now, and so we rise up high
Nighttime rebel, stand alone against the wind
Nighttime rebel, break the holy sin
Nighttime rebel, wake up in the night and let begin
Nighttime rebel, holy light against the dark
Nighttime rebel, bear a holy heart
Nighttime rebel, summon in the dawn and let begin
In the ongoing darkness
Where the sky is torn and belief has failed
Be the guide, the pretender
And invoke the dreaded rain
Like a wolf, like a phantom
To the cross bound nail by nail
In the curse after midnight
When inferno born and the mask unveiled
Be the last man unbroken, and in light the one to fade
My Will Be Done - Powerwolf
In times of war we strike with sancted power
When from the sacristy I rise
To bring the final sacrifice
Sing words of praise to glorify my name and
Stand still
Sacrificed to my will
Sainted be what I say
Preaching
My will be done
Here and all my life in heaven
My will be done
Christ our savior bring the sacrament for
My will be done
Fire & Forgive - Powerwolf
Sons of God and sacrament
The night we're dying for
Rest in flame by testament
At midnight we return
Fundamental armament
The price we all ignore
Bring to fall the last of savior
To son of God we swore
Kimdracula - Deftones
The earth will see our eyes go blank tonight
The earth will rot away
Go blank tonight
I, I really wish these snakes were your arms
Good God - Korn
You came into my life
Without a single thing
I gave into your ways
Which left me with nothing
I scream without a sound
How could you take away
Everything that I was
Made me a fucking slave
Your face that I despise
Your heart inside that's gray
I came today to say
You're fucked in every way
Won't you get the fuck out of my face now?
You stole my life
Without a sign
You sucked me dry
Bloodbath & Beyond - Ice Nine Kills
It's been six days since I've had my fix and now I'm fixed on you
Despite your trembling body, I can tell you want it too
I'm every man you've ever dreamed of, all your fantasies combined
You can tell I'm the best by the blood on your dress, there's no bite as good as mine
Through the darkest of ages and blackest of plagues
I have fed on the blood of the land
Every girl that's in sight knows she's mine for the night
They're all trapped in the palm of my hand
I've crossed oceans of time, caused unspeakable crime
But I wouldn't change a bloody thing
Hunted by all mankind but they're one step behind
"Prince of Darkness"? Fuck that, I'm the king
And I'm slipping through the cracks again
They'll never take me alive because I'm already dead
And forever in your head
So won't you come with me and taste immortality
You're dripping from the ecstasy of one last crimson kiss
When your blood pours out like rain
Take pleasure in the pain
You're not the only girl to scream my name, but the first I can't resist
So here's one last crimson kiss
Don't think of this as damnation
'Cause we don't need their salvation
Your neck is up next
The Greatest Story Ever Told - Ice Nine Kills
How could this happen? Am I dreaming again?
Her body's not moving, I'm assuming she's dead
She's covered in bruises but the truth is that I never committed the crime
Time to burn and dig the whites of my eyes
But, what went on that night?
"Listen closely as I tell you I'm not who I seem
I'm gonna touch you 'cause I like it when you scream
I wanna watch you when you're sleeping and thinking of me"
And that's what he told her as he killed her
Don't believe what he says, he's not real
It's murder and he did it
My God (hear me)
You better fear me 'cause I'm gonna find you
Last night I dreamed we had a future and you were alive
It was springtime on our wedding day, there were birds in the sky
The sun was glowing, it was beautiful and everyone was there
I still can't believe that you're gone, I'm so lost
I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Don't go
Oh please, God no
'Cause you'll be lying awake
From this nightmare and feel betrayed
I gave my life
And you took it away
"Am I dead?
Or am I still breathing?"
The Coffin Is Moving - Ice Nine Kills
I'm holding my life in my hands
And you're holding your views of the world
Around never knowing
Just make me whole again
'Cause I'm a soldier for misfortune
But I believe we can turn it around
This memory, the final enemy now
We are, we are the walking dead
A generation of negligence brought down upon our heads
The Fastest Way To A Girl's Heart Is Through Her Ribcage - Ice Nine Kills
There's blood here in the water as I'm slowly losing grip
'Cause your insanity, it's killing me
What's inside you is inherently sick
Now that the blood is getting darker
You drown in your true colors and just the truth remains
All you are is a masquerade
You always had a way of creeping in my life
You're always so inclined to tear apart my mind
Is it difficult to breathe with your fate wrapped around your throat?
The Product of Hate - Ice Nine Kills
This world is spiralling down
The segregation of everything
Is the source of the blood on the walls
It's passed down by generation
This hatred could swallow us all
A story told so full of holes
Just allows the lies to breathe
And to leach into the heart
Of the disillusioned and the weak
And I'll pray to God we make it out alive
I see through this illusion
But what's the solution if all that they see is what's different in me?
There's a hole in my heart nobody can see
It feels like the sun is gone and hope is locked away
There's a hole in my heart, why can't they see?
God unstitch their eyes please
I hope tomorrow's not too late
'Cause today's time is running out
Don't turn your back you know it's real
So wake up, 'cause something's wrong
There's something wrong
Connect the Cuts - Ice Nine Kills
Well I've been looking for redemption
What was gold, now is lost to the wolves
As the choler inside swells like locusts swarm
With little faith in a God or humanity, I'm lost
Sometimes I think to myself "you should burn, motherfucker, burn"
There's no truth in resting on laurels
Or the blindfold of crooked ideals and morals
On and on 'til the end, the serpents in my head
Will show themselves through the whites of my eyes
If all is lost again, will I repeat or repent?
Or will I realize the Devil's in disguise?
I'll fucking self-destruct
Well, I've been bitten by temptation
Body of rust and a cynical soul
I can't seem to fend off all the vermin
I hear the Devil, he's calling
Fuck
Doubt has dragged me down to rock bottom this time
Despite the weight on my shoulders, I continue to climb
In my final hours, towards a higher power to find I'm damaged by design
I can't believe it was so difficult to see
That all along my only enemy was me
Jonathan - Ice Nine Kills
God has taken my eyes
If I see no reflection
How the hell do I know I'm alive?
As the darkness bleeds into my mind
The force that screams to give up
Is grave enough to crave my name into stone
Inspired by hope or defined by disease?
If you knew what it meant to be me
Could you close your eyes and never say "never"?
Or would you call this the end of the road?
I'm running out of memories, a shell of what I used to be
As this curse drains the life out of me
Communion Of The Cursed - Ice Nine Kills
So where's your savior tonight?
As angels fall from the sky
His idle hands let me inside
Where I cannot be crucified
Forgive me father, have I sinned?
Who gives a fuck how long it's been?
Just let his holy war begin
I am the darkness deep within
The devil in her daughter's skin
And I'll be there 'til the bitter end
In the name of God I command you to flee
Relentlessly, 'cause we believe
By the power of Christ we will set her free
You spent your life in his light
Still faith can't save you tonight
Yet evil stands the test of time
I cannot be crucified
Pass the cup and drink from me instead
Savor the taste and quench your thirst
With the communion of the cursed
Get on your knees and prove your worth
I will cast him out (his grip is weakening)
Cast him out (this is his day of reckoning)
Through the father, the son, and the holy ghost
I will lure this parasite from its wholesome host
Eternally, my last decree
If a soul must be taken, I demand you take me
"Now I lay her down to sleep
Her soul is mine, and mine to keep
If she dies before she wakes
I'll find another soul to take"
Me, Myself & Hyde - Ice Nine Kills
I tear apart the pages of the story of my life
In black and white, the wrong and right will struggle to survive
And I've been falling apart in the pouring rain
I'm waging war on myself, a captive casualty
Traded a merciful heart for a murderer's brain
But now I curse what's in my head
Because I can't stop seeing red
Did you really think I would falter, my friend?
I've destroyed you before, I'll destroy you again
I'm the hell that is your future, I'll incinerate your past
I'm the devil on your shoulder, but I'll always be your better half
We might share one body
But this spine is fucking mine
By now you should know
You're just a spectator, I'm the show
Is this the end of me?
I bid thee farewell
Fuck my fate
Just save a seat for me in hell
Cheers To Goodbye (feat. Spencer Charnas) - Escape the Fate, Ice Nine Kills, Spencer Charnas
Losing myself, put you through hell
I've been fuckin' actin' up too much
Tell me that you've had enough
I fall apart, you don't look surprised
Think I need some fuckin' therapy
Figure out what's wrong with me
So come gather 'round, you can watch my demise
Been living too long in this fuckin' disguise
Consuming every substance I can find
You can laugh at my life, it's a joke, it's a lie
It's time for the moment you've all been waiting for
Step the fuck up because the final act of the evening is here
A vanishing act, the likes of which you have never seen
Count down with me
Three, two, one
So kiss me goodbye, say goodnight
Hold back your tears, don't you cry
Which would be worse?
To live as a monster or die as a hero tonight
DAMAGED (feat. Spencer Charnas) - In This Moment, Ice Nine Kills, Spencer Charnas
I wish there was a way for me to put this into words
All these feelings that I have as I start to lose control
I feel panic rushin' over me and grippin' at my chest
And no matter what I say or do, I know that it won't rest
I feel my vision fade, sweat drippin' down my back
I can hear my heart pound, I can feel my mind crack
And I know that you love me and you wanna save me now
In the end of it all, you can't save me from myself
The more I try to fight it, he grows stronger every time
Post-traumatic stress, yeah, that's what my doctor said
So when I think of dying, I just gotta take a breath
Funeral Derangements - Ice Nine Kills
Slave to the plot
Let 'em rot
Or bring 'em back forever
They say "Behind those gates, eternal life awaits"
But those beyond the grave, come back beyond depraved
With church bells ringing, I'll start digging
We pray to thee our God (it's all my fault)
For the blessing you've provided
I'll see you on the other side
But I'd kill to bring you back tonight
Don't give up, don't let go
I'll make this right
I'll dig through sorrow and disgust
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
They say that time heals all
But I won't heed the call
Buried in misery
Spare me the eulogy
Still, I can't escape this struggle
Driven when push comes to shovel
Whether God's hand or my own
Nothing here is set in stone
The flesh is living but the souls have spoiled
The wrath of God lays beneath this soil
Enjoy Your Slay - Ice Nine Kills
Plagued by the past
And down a badly beaten path
A mess of a man, his fate unknown
He can't give up but can't go on like this
Oh, I'm not gonna hurt you
I'm just gonna bash your fucking brains in
Now the fun has just begun
And one by one your wife and son
Hang in the web you've spun as family ties come undone
Come drain or shine, I'll hit your whole bloodline
A chopping spree around the family tree
Where you can hang once all work is done
Love Bites - Ice Nine Kills, Chelsea Talmadge
It's tearing me apart, but it's us or them
So howl at the moon, oh, how can it be?
The softer the skin, the sharper the teeth
I've fallen prey to a curse I can't disown
Is it all in my head?
Blood on the hands of a man so filled with doubt
I'm counting on beauty to kill off the beast
So just put me down
The World In My Hands - Ice Nine Kills, Tony Lovato
How'd I end up here? So uncomfortable
I'm a stranger in this body
The world's an ugly place
And that's a fact that fate has brought me
So tell the town below
As death took hold
You watched helplessly
But to hell with letting go
'Cause when it snows
It falls to you from me
Hypnosis - Sleep Token
Lift, oh, lift me out
Of my own skin
Of all my doubt
Take from me
Leave nothing left
Take everything
Sink, sink your teeth
Split my skin, no
Just make me bleed
Oh, and give me
Give me all
All that I want
You know you hypnotize me always (x6)
And I am almost under
Stabbing In The Dark - Ice Nine Kills
When the hands of fate
Fall on the midnight hour
Behind this mask of hate
I don the Devil's power
These are the Devil's eyes
I'll haunt you day after day
Knife after knife
Taking life after life
You can't kill the boogeyman
I am the shadow where there once was light
Strangling all signs of life
Headache - Motionless in White
Some days I try to speak with pins and needles in my brain
Some days I feel sadistic, a portrait of my pain
Some days I live in fear that I am every fucking thing I hate
I know that I'm gonna be fine
Oh God, am I gonna be fine?
Bright lights, am I dead or alive?
So insane I'm losing my mind
I made a deal with the devil inside
Decay and follow me down, under skin, I am doubt
Feeding the flies in your mouth through my eyes
I swear that I'm gonna be fine
Mephisto - Crystal Lake
You've got nothing left, you're as good as dead
Pay the price to be welcomed to hell
Now it's time to pay the price, this is a death sentence
Your soul is mine
Love and hate, you got everything you wanted
Price to pay, your fate is already sealed
Be prepared, the gates of hell lie waiting
In despair, I wanna hear you scream
It's too late to repent, you got what you deserve
When the clock strikes, you'll be torn apart, damned in hell
I've waited for this moment for four and twenty years
He won't come to save you, no one will hear you scream
Oh, you are mine
Curse - Crystal Lake
Our time is up, we're dehumanized
You took our hearts out, lobotomized
Are we so weak?
You set the bridge on fire
Too late, you've gone too far, dead end
Checkmate, congrats, you won this game
But will it be the end of our nightmare?
I'm all alone
Burning my soul as I'm losing myself
All alone, on my own
Life, is it a gift or curse?
Saw him taking another soul above the sky
They left a thousand stories untold
Broken dreams make memories shine in gold
The harder we try, the deeper we fall
We'll burn away when the sun rises up
This road is paved with bricks of broken dreams
Stand all, walk through this hell with me
Trigger - In Flames
I am running from something I don't know
I am searching for something, which way to go?
I am trying to separate what's real
I'm running in a wheel
Please tell me my name
I haven't checked it today
The Quiet Place - In Flames
Spinning further deeper
I know you're out to try me
I'm not in this to be a slave
I push the dirt
Make me feel
Drown the monster
Make all bad dreams go away
Whatever it takes to keep your hands free
Open scars
The quiet place
All the bridges fall to the ground
And you say you sacrificed
And then I close my eyes (x2)
Do Or Die - Magnolia Park, Ethan Ross (warning: flashing images in the video)
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die young
It's a fight to survive, we're suicidal
I walk in the building to burn it, setting a fire they all getting murdered
I'm feeling my demons returning, fuck up again and I guess I'm not learning
Got the opposition nervous, y'all are really only tough on the surface
I'm living through all of these curses, bringing the pain and they know that I'm hurting
Not affectionate, my face is still expressionless
Take his head off clean, sleepy hollow I'm collecting it
Messing with a king, hit the dirt, you gon' rest in it
I'm meant for this, you try to take it from me blow your head to bits
It's do or die
We live to fight so
Don't let me drown, don't let me drown
It's flooding in my mind
I think I got a problem why I'm always in my head
Really going back to my old ways, running so low on the tolerance, all of the stress
I'm going back and forth, slamming my fists, I'm losing it again
All of the hate makes it feel like love and I can't even trust any of my friends, damn
No remedy for all this pain
We live to fight so come try me
Kool-Aid - Bring Me The Horizon (warning: flashing images in the video)
Is this what you wanted? (no)
So suffer your fate, oh, come here and give me a hug
Nobody loves you like I love you, oh, my dear
But you should've known that it was gonna end in tears
Such a sucker for an execution
The void is a vampire, fat on our blood
While they try their hand at playing God
Afraid there's no cure
I got my (hands around your throat, I love the way you choke)
'Cause I am yours and you are mine, I'll never let you go
I'll never let you go
Get the fuck up
That this was gonna end in tears
Running In Circles - Dead Poet Society
Feel like I'm never enough
Slowly coming undone, yeah
I run in circles
Get back, get back, get away
Watch me try hard anyway
It's all fake, the self-hate's killing me
I know that I'm not that
And I'm sick of pretending
So sick of pretending
I need to run away
Soon I'll be just like the others
Hide my face
No one knows it's pulling me under
Feels like I'm running in circles
Feels like I'm running, running, oh
I'm fucked up and I can't see straight
I'm so sick of pretending, oh
That I'm someone and something I'm not
So I'm back where I started
Falling apart
Watch The World Burn - Falling In Reverse
Yeah, I got voices in my head again, tread carefully
I got problems, I got issues, yeah, apparently
Trauma that I'm burying, I think I need some therapy
I'm past the point of no return, fuck being passive-aggressive
I'll brandish a weapon, teach all of you motherfuckers a lesson
They swim in the deep, and they creep in the shallows, I'm lost
They're licking their chops, they're fixing to rip me apart, I'm swimming with sharks
You started a battle, bitch, I'ma finish it
'Cause I got enemies trying to get rid of me
Evil tendencies are fucking with me mentally
I can't control the monster any longer that's inside
The pain and sorrow left us hollow
No tomorrows hard to swallow
Death is calling so appalling
Tightrope walking, now I'm falling down
The pain inside is the fuel that drives
The flesh and bones through blood-red skies
The death defying, hypnotizing
One day you're gonna figure out that
Everything they taught you was a lie
Watch the world burn
The fear is what keeps you alive
Break the fucking chains, take back your life
The fear is what keeps you insane
Break the fucking chains, take away the pain
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