#and being at home is only amplifying that X10
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i don’t mean to complain, i really don’t. i know a lot of people have it worse, which is why i feel bad making this post anyway. but uh...what does it take for my original content to actually get notes instead of the kaidan/kodee edit i made a while back? that takes maybe an hour to do, whereas some chapters take a week to write and edit -- it’s not like i’m getting beta’d either, im throwing all of these to the wolves. these chapters are all my blood sweat and tears. shan has maybe 8 notes in between both chapters -- noted that both of those pushed my typical 6k limit by being 10k + 16k words respectively. i worked really hard on those. shadow isn’t faring much better, and has maybe 30-40 notes over the entire what, 16 chapter series? i’m entirely aware i’ve been at this for a way shorter time than my mutuals, and i know popularity isn’t instantaneous. still i would think by now i wouldn’t watch as many posts struggle and then post kodee’s stuff or just general shitposts and get plenty of notes when she isn’t even the focus of most of the photos. just a general what the fuck. i might as well just edit kaidan’s face over and over again.
sorry if i sound whiny. i know it could be a lot worse and i apologize if i’m coming off really narcisstic. im not better than anyone else.
#don't repost#ally gets kind of personal#not to hate on anyone who likes that post#even im proud of it and i really like it myself#but im a tad discouraged#and being at home is only amplifying that X10#yes im entirely aware it could be worse#bit of a rant i don't entirely deserve to make
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