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[surohsopsisofclouds]

Me when I remember how many weird stories I have the potential to pull out of my hat at any moment.

[tionte4]

if tell anyone this im sure they are going to tell me that im crazy and there are going to be some random person that finds and add me on this website that i have never used before i dont know what happened to me but i am not the same person that i was a year ago i feel like a b**** because i want to express my feelings but keeping them bottled make think of doing some unholy things and i say unholy because the things that may happen will be holy and im not sure if you quite caught that but i am a very good clever person its just im not sure who to talk about this i dont if need real help or i need a friend a pet anything to keep a smile on my face i keep running back and forth with different emotions i dont know if the things that goes on my mind or is it the things that goes on around me. evryhthing seems so fake and i might be the fakest one out of all but i dont know who i am actually i have done thingd i regrett and its like where can i go to not get judge nowhere everyone is going to have their own opinion about you no matter what you do kwwp your head up and keep going they say you should do but i dont know if im going ot be able to do that when i go to work being around all them people really fucking creeps me out i dont know why maybe becuase i dont get out enough but it seems like everybody looks at me as if they know me already so why not just say wtf is going on in my head already. thhey have poisoned my soul with these thoughts but i cant blame no one but myself i allowed for the shit to happen in the first place but no matter through it all i try to push away but here come the noise again. i have done evil things i know the right thing to do but i never do it because im going to fuck whatever good to come up but everyone believes im so great good guy i dont believe it i have the most negative mind music pleassee someone help me with some good music to listen to my phone is tap it want allow me to find nothing but gangsta music i guess thats what it thinks i want to hear all fucking day but that shit really have you readdy to kill a mf and damn and start to plan on how to do the shit i have thre craziest story of how i was gone set up all my friends but the shit just ended with my death in the end and what i finaly realized is i dont really have any friends and that if i died ion really think mfs really a give two fucks if i did hinestly everybody around where im from just want to set you up and make a quick buck off of you like damn i couldve just gave you the money thats the reason i came around you to make money in the first place and everybody just basically scramble shit thinking they helping me out but likee damn you got to dumb it down more and what i dont i showed them the money and still finessed i damn near put it in their hand i guess what i was giving was enough now mfs expect to go around asking and wallking around with my hand looking for help im jsut gone find some work and stay alive hoepfully i dont die. since everybody around me then made me well aware that they are smoking me already and leaving me and not to do what they doing but its so indirect though i just dont get it maybe i should address the slick shit they say as they pass me by or the slick looks they give me but like damn why yall so angry i want some money a house have a car but i thing the fucking motors about to fall out that mf and some pussy will be great its months maybe years since i then had some and its starting to feel like i dont know how to get some but i know once i start talking i just dont know how to shut the fuck and the things i want to say to you might be nice or mean because i have this switch i can cut on or off and that mf just like broke right now i think im so damn nonchalant and fucking quiet i been like this since longer then i can remember and its sicking me literally because now people are really talking about giving me fucking coronavirus i think i hope all these crazy thoughts that i have been having lately have been my subconscious telling me to do the right thing but who knows what the right thing is when money is involved and if other people are telling you do it like i really didnt even listen to my mother half the time when she told me to do things so why the hell would i listne to others and then i have an even harder time listening to myself telling mysekf that i shoudl do something but it sometimes seem as if i do do that it will interfere in my time but the crazt part about that i have nothing important to do im tryign to find shit to do and i then ran into shit to get me killed thats alll okayyyyy im doneee this is so much like i just can keep going im trying to stop but my brain is just going to keep running on about never ending things that i have no way of controlling any more yes i have lost and before that try to put me in any nut houseeee........

[ninatodita]

1. Name 1 thing you miss about being a kid. Being in the present 2. What was your favorite musical group when you were a kid? probably the black eyed peas or smth 3. When was the first time that you had alcohol? like 10  4. What is your worst dating experience? a guy showed me a picture of himself on a motorcycle as a way to “impress” me. i got like second hand embarrassment  5. What is the craziest thing you have ever done? if i ever told my mom that i smoked cigarettes in my room when i was younger she would hit me. so probably that 6. Name one thing that not many people know about you. i’m scared my ass is starting to sag 7. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death? being quietly powerful 8. Do you have any phobias? heights  9. Name three countries you would like to visit. greece, peru, and india 10. If your house was on fire and you could grab only 3 things before leaving, what would they be? id, credit card, a sweater for later 11. Do you believe in extraterrestrials or life on other planets? ya 12. Do you believe in the paranormal? ya 13. What would be your dream job? having a desk in an office and i just do paperwork and input data in a computer. i get an hour for lunch and there’s parking right outside the building.                                               

14. If you could have 3 wishes granted, what would they be? money, the desire to work out, and better natural eyebrows/ eyelashes

15. If you HAD to change your name, what would you change it to? i like my first name but i would drop my dad’s last name and take my great-grandmas 16. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live? new orleans 17. If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left. eat, cry, listen to haydn 18. What crazy activities do you dream of trying someday? adopting a baby

19. If you could go on a road trip with any person (dead or alive), who would you choose and where would you go? i would choose prince and we would go where ever he would want to go 20. Any tattoos or pierced body parts? piercings on my face 21. What’s your favorite color? like that 70s mustard color and pastel purple 22. What is your favorite flower? plumeria 23. What is on your bedside table? lamp, glasses case, hand lotion, mouth guard, sleep mask, headphones, vicks, and 2 stuffed animals  24. What was your best Halloween costume for Halloween? dressed up as lydia from beetlejuice 25. If you could be any cartoon character, who would you be? gene belcher 26. Are you a morning or night person? neither 27. Name a singer whose voice you can’t stand. iggy azealia or however u spell that bitchs name

28. If you were to perform in the circus, what would you do? trapeze 29. What do you remember about your high school prom? my pretty dress and how there was no food  30. What’s your favorite holiday? halloween  31. Have you ever been mentioned in a newspaper? yes actually  32. Have you ever gone skinny dipping or streaking? no 33. What body part do you get caught staring at? asses and boobs ..the usual 34. Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic? boringly, the latter  35. What is your most treasured possession? my car 36. Adult Beverage of choice? cider 37. What is your favorite food? pasta the way i make it tho 38. Can you fake any accents? thick irish but only for like 30 secs  39. What’s the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? their ugly ass faces 40. Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? eat ass..im sorry im not brave enough 41. If you had to live under the sea what kind of an animal would you be? starfish 42. Most hated chore on the household chore list? buying groceries 43. In life who has had the most influence on you? my grandma 44. If you were to perform in the circus, what would you do?  45. If you could be one kind of beer which one would you be and why? i dont know beer  46. What extremely difficult life situation have you overcome and how did you do it? uhhh pass 47. What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you? i didnt wear underwear one time and then wore a dress like a fucking moron. it was windy...etc 48. If you could choose, how would you want to die? laying in bed with clean sheets 49. If you could change the world what would you do? lmao 50. Name 1 thing you love about being an adult i take better care of myself now than when i was younger obv 51. Which would you rather have, $50,000 or true love? my instinct is to go for the money  52. Do you believe everything happens for a reason? no not always 53. What song always makes you happy when you hear it? heart love -albert ayler 54. Who’s the funniest person you know? my old coworker  55. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? the voicemail at my dentist office 56. How big is your bed? its literally 2 military cots pushed together and held in place with 2 mattress toppers 57. What is the wallpaper on your cellphone? a painting of a dog gnawing at the cork of a wine bottle 58. What’s the first thing you thought about this morning? will i be forced to do errands with others 59. Are you afraid of the dark? sometimes 60. 3 things you cannot live without? this list is making me realize how boring i am. i cant think of anything besides the obvious: credit card, headphones, clean underwear etc 61. Favorite song? if i cant have you -etta james and harvey fuqua 62. Are you a giver or a taker? a lil bit a both  63. Virgin or not? no  64. Are you very sarcastic? sometimes 65. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? pfft no i slide those mf right off 66. Which you favorite icecream flavor? coffee  67. What was the last drink you drank? water 68. Do you prefer hugs or kisses? uhh by who? in general, none. 69. Have you ever gone cow-tipping? no im not a total loser 70. Do you like to sing in the shower? always 71. What’s your favorite midnight snack? captain crunch cereal 72. Whats your favorite movie? the first thing that came to mind was waynes world  73. Have you ever gambled at a casino? no and i never will 74. Have you thrown up in a car? no? 75. Do you scream on roller coasters? no 76. When did you go to your first funeral? 7 yrs old 77. Where did you go on your first airplane ride? 6 yrs old 78. Whats your favorite season? fall 79. Who was your imaginary friend? no one 80. Date someone older or younger? older 81. If you don’t know the words to a song do you improvise? usually 82. What turns you on about the opposite sex? chris hemsworth & winston duke 83. What turns you off about the opposite sex? arrogance and lack of self reflection 84. What scares you the most and why? dying and knowing im dead cuz its scary yo 85. What do you do in your free time? lay in bed and waste time 86. Name 3 things in nature you find most beautiful? birds chirping early in the morning, fog, and when sunlight peaks through thick canopies in the rainforest 87. Tell me about something you really regret? oh god so many little things  88. Tell me about your favorite book, magazine or comic? calvin and hobbes is nostalgic  89. Something or someone you miss the most from childhood? does myself count 90. Your best friend dies, what would you do? mourn  91. What is your zodiac sign? cancer 92. Name a couple of T.V. shows you watch a lot? the office, jane the virgin, the nanny, living single 93. Name a movie or movies you can watch over and over? beverly hills cop, zodiac, contagion, the princess and the frog 94. Would you ever go skinny dipping? if the water is warm 95. Have you been told you can sing well more than once? no lol  96. What is the strangest dream you’ve ever had? ballerinas were sitting on the banister and then one jumped on my back and tried to murder me 97. What were you doing the last time you really had a good laugh? teaching kids origami 98. What is your happiest childhood memory? the summer in mexico 99. If you could take a one month trip anywhere and money was not a consideration, where would you go? new york  100. If you could change anything about the way you were raised, what would it be? consistency