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loving-n0t-heyting · 1 year

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Often I look back at my life and in particular my debased, pusillanimous fear of catching myself enjoying cringey neckbeard geek shit and I am overcome with shame and guilt and self-revulsion, but I can at least console myself that I was an unabashed homestuck. That has to shave off a few years of inauthenticity-purgatory

#faildaughters of the world unite #idk if I can live down not being a Weeb when it was mega uncool #tbf I think I just did not know about anime in hs and filled this hole in my heart with wikimedia shunga instead #and early 20th cent bushido fetishism #which is probably about as cringe?#I was SUCH a disgusting coward in college tho #a permanent indictment of my underlying character

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