#and everybody else mad too like LOOOL. i get it.

[pinkhysteria]

i know it's just an excuse for something he already had every intention of doing if blue was no longer an option, but jag being pissed watching americory flirt and PDA it up on the sidelines while he was struggling in an endurance comp for 5+ hours to beat blue for them is kinda real. 😭

[anyyways]

I was tagged by @kendkett​ Thank you for tagging me!!!

Rules: List 10 bands/artists you like and then answer the questions

1. George Michael/Wham!

2. Tears For Fears

3. The Beatles

4. The Cure

5. Queen

6. Prince

7. Depeche Mode

8. Roxy Music

9. David Bowie

10. Stevie Wonder

What’s the first song you heard by 6? I think it was “When Doves Cry”. My dad used to have it on a playlist in his car and I remember hearing it and hating it when I was younger LOOOL. Prince is everything to me now, how times change!

What’s your favorite song by 8? “True To Life” is an amazing song, it’s another song that reminds me of being in my dad’s or aunt’s car as a kid. Whenever I hear it I feel like I’m in a car on a summer evening being driven home from my grandmother’s house. George Michael also said that it’s his favourite song to make out to when he was around my age, I concur LOL

What kind of impact has 1 left on your life? Ooof, there’s a lot. I got into GM/Wham! when I was going through a really bad rough patch in life. I’ve always loved Wham, I remember grooving to Wake Me Up Before You Go Go on my Aunt’s Casio SA 20 as a child and loving the demo (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FBaOxO2qbRY  so many memories LOOOL). I just never felt alone when I listened to GM, I also felt like I could finally see myself in GM/Andrew Ridgeley. I had idolized a lot of English bands and musicians and really wanted to have straight hair and to be fair like them and what not, but Andrew and George made me comfortable with my curly hair, dark eyes, body hair, and whatev. There’s more, but I’ll end it there hahaha. 

What’s you favorite lyric from 5? “I don't want to die, I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all”, kind of depressing (and also basic, I’m a big fan of Queen I swear LOL) “Nothing really matters, anyone can see, Nothing really matters, nothing really matters to me” is also another fave from Bohemian Rhapsody. I go through intense nihilistic episodes randomly so these lyrics have always resonated with me, even as a young child. “Nothing really matters” is kind of my life motto, but not in the nihilistic sense, more in the ‘take it easy’ sense. 

How many times have you seen 4 live? None :s

What’s your favorite song from 7? Oh god, I can’t choose! “Enjoy The Silence”, “Personal Jesus”, “Everything Counts”, and “People Are People” are big faves of mine, they remind me of being like 10 years old lol. “everything counts in large amounts” is another life motto of mine hjdkjdfjjdkjfhd

Is there any song from 3 that makes you sad? A lot, yeah. Definitely “In My Life”, “Long and Winding Road”, “Golden Slumbers”, and “Let it Be”. I can pretty much cry on command with those tunes LOL - the first three really start the water works for me! I had a dream where it was my wedding and my mom and I danced to “In My Life” as our Mother/son dance, i wanted to cry when i woke up LOL 

What is your favorite song by 9? Oh geez, I can’t choose!!!!! I love Bowie too much LOL “John, I’m Only Dancing”, “Oh! You Pretty Things”, “Modern Love”, “Life on Mars”, “All the Young Dudes”, “Aladdin Sane”, too many...

How did you first get into 2? I used to hear “Everybody Wants To Rule The World” and “Mad World” all of the time as a child (my aunt loves Tears For Fears”. Then I watched the video for “I Believe” and thought Roland was SO HOT (still do), and that’s the story lmfao. 

How did you get into 10? Honestly, I feel like everyone’s into Stevie’s work, it’s hard not to be. I just grew up on his music and began to really appreciate his songwriting, he’s incredible, and I love his voice! “They Won’t Go When I Go” and “I Just Called to Say I Love You” are some of my all time fave songs. I literally worship the man LOL

I tag @tennantbutt, @kotor, @the-jade-queen, @quietpoet, @picturesong, @gracienshideout, @martingorelove and whoever else wants to do this LOL.

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-         WHY YOU MAD FOR ?

                                            INTRODUCTION

what are you actually mad for ? is it for how you still call my old phone trying to get me or how you constantly try to remind me of the favor jobs i owe you? the things is, i understand that most of us creatives are broke and just need the help of another who happens to be me in someway and you most days, my life became easier when i understood that nothing is actually FREE and wanting a free job or favor from people is the costliest cos you have to pay with the very big price of waiting and TIME..time is mad expensive bruhh,more expensive than even money cos i cant pay you and still have to beg you to do my work,oga we go fight if na so.  Back to this introduction thing, I'm KAY, i choose to be called a creative cos i feel way more important to everybody than just a regular guy who makes music.I feel like God put me here to bless somebody.  tbh,prayers are really boring to me cos its a one sided conversation,like i cant just be talking and you not saying anything in return, that's bad vibe and that's why i choose to speak to God every morning and be attentive enough to let him speak to me too.Truth is i hardly even go to church,Its hard to concentrate, i am thinking of 50 million things at the same time and that means my eyes is on the pastor and my mind on every other thing. loool... i don't think i am crazy, i am just one of the only persons willing to give up my private life for my vision,the dream is way bigger than me. GOD PUT ME HERE FOR A REASON.  So you heard about the record deal ? Yes i have one ..Its SAJ to the world right now  but i don't loud it cos time is all it takes for the music to speak for itself,you know how embarrassing it is this days when everybody wants to be a musician?, its so annoying that i hate to call myself that name, but by the way i feel like i am really way more than that, like who is going to teach these boys how to dress if not me,who is going to produce my peoples music if not me,who is going to motivate these boys if not me,who is going to teach these people how to break boundaries if not me,who is going to teach you patience if not me, babes who is going to pull out chairs for you if not me.There's a lot i am trying to do, apparently that's why its hard to be committed to anything or anyone too long but even if i choose to stay committed, i find it easier with older women,they give me so much space to breath,at least so i taught till i met this one who is unbelievable bruuh,like shes basically wanting every part of me and i am not even trying to have a baby or marry anyone right now not till i can be able to be responsible for somebody else..The point is: Don’t have a kid till you can afford to take care of two kids,I cant birth a child and watch that child not have everything..fun fact is : this has been my biggest fear...my dad is the worst at this,that man don't even know how much i have grown,we haven't seen since that time my mum died.the say apples don't fall far from the tree but don't let me be like that man LORD,na beg i dey beg.. Cut! lets keep it minimal,this is supposed to be an introduction page for my TUMBLR series "WHY YOU MAD",I would be talking a lot of truth on here since the music might just be too short to let you know so much and yeah,i don't need an instrumental write to you..all i have ever needed was honesty..thank you for your time already and yeah you should check up my music on sound cloud too but you don't have to since everybody in Nigeria is now managing data..

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