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echidnana · 1 year

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feels silly to need validation about this, but is it ok for us to be upset with the body's father for treating us like a young child? he told us what time to go to bed at tonight and what time we have to wake up at tomorrow (not because there's anything to do, just for no reason). and he's just been very rude and not treating us respectfully.

#logan became very overwhelmed.#we know he's a shitty person but sometimes it feels like our fault.#he has never once gendered us correctly or used our chosen name even though we've been out for over five years now.#and he forces us to be in phycial contact with him when we don't want to.#we regularly have nightmares about being assaulted by him which leave us feeling disgusted and triggered.#writing all of this out makes us feel like we're justified but at the same time #a part of us feels like we're just overreacting or shouldn't complain.#he's said to us several times things like “at least i don't beat you” or “at least i don't sexually abuse you”#as if that's a... pro? of his parenting?#but to me that feels like the bare minimum.#sorry to vent here but it just feels like we can't think clearly about this.#kurapika.txt #ask to tag #sa ment

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