#and he wouldnt forcefully find it lovely or endearing nor would he find it annoying. hed just....understand and kinda tolerate
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i dream about being loved just the way that i am. i think sort of an indifferent boyfriend towards my traits would be the dream
#it would be like my last but i would ask a million questions all day long. the most useless rabbit hole questions.#and he wouldnt forcefully find it lovely or endearing nor would he find it annoying. hed just....understand and kinda tolerate#i would ask him for all of my same foods when he cooks and he wouldnt really find it cute or infantilize me. he wouldnt find it annoying#hed just make them over and over and hed take care of me when im complaining that its too bright and my brain is going dizzy because of it#hed remind me to eat and do all of my other executive dysfunction stuff#i think i want someone who gets along with my disability not in a way where he has fallen in love with them#because my traits are objectively weird and annoying sometimes and strange to allistics#ill always feel that way or feel that judgement#i just wanna feel “tolerated” but mostly have room for my traits to just be with someone#just. understanding. its not a big deal to them ig#its 4am and i cant sleep so im typing this instead#idk i guess lately ive been thinking alot abt this and its annoying but. Yea im not like other ppl that is Way too obvious to anyone#who pursues me👍 and i guess i hate that feeling when ur disability just inevitably severely alienates u from ppl#and with wanting to feel loved lately. This fantasy just keeps popping up
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