#and i cant go out this Friday bc i have to check on the algae in the other lab which i forgot about until today
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#haha i am not feeling good#field work. i have 15 sites to do and ive done 2 so far#the 3rd tomorrow. and these 1st 2 took 6 or 7 hrs where i am intensely focused. dont eat or drink anything and dont use the bathroom#and i have to start prepping at least and hr before and its like another hr after until everythings done#and it get back physically and mentally draining knowing that i have so much other stuff to do and i have to do the same thing tomorrow#at the sites i have to b hyper aware of where were stepping so i jusy have to be stressed all day#and when i get this all done ill have to work with the samples which will be just as miserable in a different way#and i have to wrangle ppl to come out to the sites with me so i think starting next week i have to go out Wednesday. friday. Saturday.#and my pi is like. so u might wanna take a week day off but like i dont think i can get my brain to turn off when i know i 'should' be#working. i get so stressed i i do more chill work on the weekends bc if i do in the week i feel like im dying#and i think the guy im going to the feild with tomorrow is locked in but like he hasnt emailed me so i cant relax abt it#and i have to drive myself tomorrow so like an hr of crying while i try to drive#and i cant go out this Friday bc i have to check on the algae in the other lab which i forgot about until today#and i think i was supposed to do updates on the to that prof. but im terrified it will have died bc i was ment to transfer it today but i#will be gone all of tomorrow too#im just so tired. and i hate this project#sorry for being whiny. if i talk abt it irl i have to be like. haha im in pain haha to make sure no one takes me seriously#i should sleep now. my eyes r gonna be tired regardless bc ive been crying too much but ive got other stuff i need to deal with so rip me#ugh this is so stupid. im just doing this to myself so whatever suck it up#unrelated#i was ranting to my lab mate today abt how i cant focus after a full day of field work#and he was just like: you shouldnt have to?#and those words now echo in my brain
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