#and i keep swinging from hm! there is stuff i can grieve or whatever to aha! im still a pathetic teenager
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#you know a while ago my friend was like 'i think i've become a lot harsher since the pandemic started' and how she doesn't like it#and i'm realising me too??? i've become more guarded and (even) more angry and also more self-centered and tired of everyone#which is not how i want to be!!!!!!!!! so i keep waiting to be done with being self-absorbed/tired/barely-empathetic#and i was making progress and Realising things and giving them a place and THEN i got a new therapist bc my old one left#and i've been feeling more stuck and chagrined and whatever since and i just wanna be DONE#and i keep swinging from hm! there is stuff i can grieve or whatever to aha! im still a pathetic teenager#and im holding myself back and i just need to acknowledge im fine/have always been fine/am just looking for attention and move on#and my goddddddddddd i HATE it i really do and it's making me such a cranky little bitch istg#anyways. anyone else feel similar sometimes? anyone know any ways to improve it?#also i would like people to stop making assumptions or interpret things i say i will no longer be implying things thank you#(that's a lie BUT ALSO)
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