#and i wouldge like to share with the world

[wormtitty]

i can't be stopped i'm addicted to makin silly rtvs edits. here them:

and my pride and joy of johnny chaos chronicles

[markets]

hi markets how is life going for u bc basically the guy who was my best friend for years well we stopped talkign last spring completely bc long story short he was Very in love with me and i could not get myself to feel the same even though i TRIED girl i genuinely tried sohard but that just ended up with him feelinbg led on and hurt and asked to never speak to me again hahalol well yeah he just texted me out of the blue bc he got a leaked frank ocean song and sent it me. because he knows i love frank ocean and knew i wouldg love it and whAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THAT DOESNT HE REALIZE THAT NOW THIS SONG WILL BE FOREVER ATTACHED TO THE FEELING OF GUILT AND HEARTBREAK AND ILL NEVER BE NORMAL ABOUT A SONG THAT WILL PROBABLY NEVER BE RELEASED AND WILL ONLY EVER EXIST AS AN ATTACHMENT IN OUR MESSAGES????? anyway yeah. the song wasgood

ANON. anon listen to me because i literally had this exaxt same situation with my (now ex) best friend SINCE MIDDLE SCHOOL almost two years ago. i also tried and i also accidentally led on and hurt them and they didnt ask me to never speak to them again and actually jsut ignored me all summer instead and likely got all our shared friends (aka most of my friends lol) to do the same so i just didnt bother trying to reconnect once school started again. im also currently on the other end of this kind of as the best friend who took that old best friends place (though we probably wouldve ended up becoming best friends even without that whole mess i hope) broke up with me after a few very good months of dating and a few very bad ones and i asked him not to speak to me for a while but then decided to reconnect with (which judging by the fact that im active on tumblr could be going better).

so yeah now that ive given you my credentials heres what you do you thank him if you havent already and tell him you hope hes doing well and then you put your phone down and go on a walk far far away from it and think about the whole thing. that isnt the best advice because there realyl is no good advice for this situation its one of those things that tears you apart and then points at you and says haha oh YOURE torn apart you say wow what a selfish asshole haha!! but honestly its so clear to me just from this one ask that you care about him so much and im sure he can see that too. if hes texting you he can at least see it a little, and if you would like to do so im sure your friendship is salvagable. the person who put me as the heartbreak emoji in their "people i had feelings for this year" tik tok last december invited me to their house last month and we laughed and joked even though last time i had been there i had been pretending to feel something i could only wish i truly felt. and i dont think theirs an effort more admirable and beautiful than trying to save something like that, than looking the world straight in the eyes and saying "you want me to leave this for dead but i wont because i CARE and that means something." i mean if he wants too of course. which if he sent the text he might thats kind of how i wnet about it when i tried to reconnect too. maybe take this with a grain of salt because im in a highly emotional time in my life but all im going to say is im sorry anon. i know how awful it is to lose a best friend. and im hoping everything goes well for both of you

[theoneandonlyyeti]

HELLO HELLO I LOMRVE U SM U ARE BESTIE FOR THE REASTIE WOOOOO WE R GNA GO SHOPPING AND DRIVING AROUND TOGETHER AND DO ALL THE THINGS!!!!!!!! AND AND AND WE WILL SAY HELLOW T O THE BESTIES AND UM WE WILL HAVE SNACKS!!!!!!! AND THINGS !!! AND PLAY GAME SO CHRU YESTIE <33333333333333333 BCC THAST WHAT THE BESTIES DO U ARE Y/N IN MCYT/DSMP HIGHScHOOL U HAVE THE WORLD IN UR HAMDS SO CHRU!!@!@!!!!!!!

also: i feel like u wouldge like vitamin wotre and the trolli gummi worm things we had <3 its veryh good i am eating it rn and im jus thinking "hmmj yestie wouldge love this mayhaps"

YEASSSSS BESTIEEE!!!! AHH TYY BESTIE THIS IS SO SWEET YEYEYEYE

ILY MANA <33333

keke i think ive had vitaime water before and those gummis were tasty yesyes

also *grabby hands* u must share /lh