#and i’m stopping these bs hookups i’ve been having bc the sex is never good and it always leads to me feeling like shit afterwards
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i’m so pale that you literally can’t see my stretch marks unless u shine a torch on them but u can see my veins through my chest #luminescent
#hated my paleness for so long but trying to embrace it recently#honestly it’s strange tho bc growing up in england everyone wants to be tanned#but then i work with a lot of indian people and they all say they’re jealous of my skin tone#and it baffles me bc like ??? why would you want to be so pale#and then i thought people just always want the opposite of what they have. or at least that is what is marketed to them#so yes i’m trying to be radical and practice acceptance of my body for what it is#also have completely stopped shaving. i think this will be easy over winter but considerably more difficult in summer#and i’m stopping these bs hookups i’ve been having bc the sex is never good and it always leads to me feeling like shit afterwards#you know i thought it would be nice to have some intimacy but it always makes me feel fucking worse and more disconnected from people than#ever#and i always end up crying afterwards anyway because *trauma*#so yeah i went off on a bit of a tangent but the gist is im trying to be better towards myself because i deserve it
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