#and idk i think it's kinda vapid and shallow that people act like i should be so heartbroken over the sex
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#this is dumb of me lmao but sometimes i just think about how FUCKING GLAD i am#that the first person i ever had sex with (who is still the only person i've ever had sex with)#was FINE AS FUCK like WOW. like GOOD LORD.#like#anyone at all would be hard pressed to have their ~first time~ with someone more gorgeous than him#unfortunately he was the Fuckboy To End All Fuckboys#the end all be all of Ain't Shit Niggas#but GOTDAMN was that boy a whole-ass meal#and like???#some of my frands act like just because he was a piece of shit means i should regret having had my ~first time~ with him but like#the sex is literally the ONLY thing about that whole shitshow that I don't regret.#like if only i could have had the foresight to just fuck him from the jump and then be done with him lmao#and idk i think it's kinda vapid and shallow that people act like i should be so heartbroken over the sex#when the sex was basically the only thing that went right!#like damn#it was just sex#i didn't ~give him my soul~#i didn't ~give part of myself away~ lmfao i still belong to me bitch#i didn't ~lose something special~#it's not that deep
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