#and im worried about bro3
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So I watched the tlovm eps and I haven't watched cr1 yet but know the major plot points but let me tell you I did NOT realize that all the pretty edits with "do not go far from me" were in reference to THAT plot point and the two of them together just. Managed to kill me I think. Just lying in bed unable to do any of my other plans for this evening
#tlovm spoilers#cr spoilers#tlovm s2 spoilers#smthn smthn smthn about siblings get me#and ofc liam obriens characters are all made For Me Specifically#im going to throw up crying#there's also just like. the element of my own brothers#and my issues and terrible siblingness#and how our parents being shitty didnt make us close it just made us each individually shitty#and im worried about bro3#hes getting into so much drama#and he keeps almost telling me some big secret. or dropping hints and then clamming ip#and hes been. idk. off. for a long time#and maybr im projecting or maybe im right but theres a lot of hints hes some flavour of queer#but cant and wont tell me. family Catholic etcetcetc#and IM not out so how can he know im safe#and its just. stuff has been happening i wont go into detail here#but i cant fix it and im upset#and i think a significant part of me. is lonely. i wish i had good close sibling relationships#im so bad with relationships of all sorts. im not close with anyone and its all my own fault#everything is tiring and i get worn down and emotional too easily. and my object permanence is 0
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