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#and instead of despair/hopelessness/apathy (tfs) or fear/anger/self dependence and also self loathing/constant striving (arb)
thebirdandhersong · 2 years
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apparently the exhilaration of finishing one project means jump-starting another one
#SIGH#well at least i have it planned out#my summer writing project for my home group is now...... chugging along#it has been four hours of writing and thinking and considering things#and i think this is a good project to embark upon#i will work on tfs at the same time just so there's some Balance#summer project: the spiderman meme novel#that's literally it though#i get to come to grips with my own vices again apparently#and instead of despair/hopelessness/apathy (tfs) or fear/anger/self dependence and also self loathing/constant striving (arb)#we're dealing with.....over-sentimentalism. sadness. being unable to let go. learning to move on the hard way#which is not easy to write however i have most of it down already#if not in written form then in bullet points#i'm actually REALLY excited about this project#because i am very close to finishing it#i technically DID write most of it during the summer#but it needs a little revamp and a lot of rewriting#and im also very very excited because this is the novel i am planning on printing out for my best friend :)))#she specifically asked for a copy for her Christmas gift and that is what I shall give her!#probably won't hand-bind it (which was also her request) but i will at least design the cover myself#and embroider a special fabric dust jacket to protect it#SO EXCITED!!!!!! and now i must sleep#the post-inklings challenge ch.1 exhilaration and adrenaline has carried me to 1am and i must..... sleeeeeeep#slings and arrows of outrageous fortune in year 21
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