#and is keeping the dog all to herself😁

[tumble4rpdr]

[muffinsin]

Hi muffin, tis i deluded anon- just had another thought before i forget it 😅

Reader being on her period, having debilitating period pains they cant walk or move to sit up just staying in a lil ball with a new hot water bottle every half hour sobbing bc nothing helps, especially with the villages less than modern medicine.

Obviously the sisters confused as to why their little human is in more pain than they should be and try different methods of helping reader dull their pain.

-deluded anon 😁

Hope you are doing better muffin! How has ur day been?



Mixing these two again! :) What an interesting ask too!🩸🩸 Fluff and NSFW in this one y’all!

Let’s get into it! ;)

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Bela

She’s very controlled around you, on the outside as well as on the inside. It does take a lot of effort from her, though

Bela cares so much about you, she just wants you to feel better already. It hurts her to see her little human in so much pain

Frankly, she doesn’t know what a period feels like

She possesses a vast amount of knowledge about it, coming from books and living in a castle with exclusively female staff, but she has never experienced one herself due to her nature

This being said, she can’t quite relate to your feelings, and still tries her best to help

But frankly?

You’re incredibly tempting even to her and it takes all in her not to pounce, spread your legs and lick it all up

Your blood makes her feel lightheaded, and cuddling especially proves to be difficult for her

She smells you, right there, and the scent of your blood is so much

Still, she’s your caring girlfriend and would never initiate something improper

You’re in so much pain already, she wouldn’t dare ask you for a bite from your wrist or neck at this time, no matter how the blood between your legs tempts her for a taste

Her go-to to take care of you is warmth, food, water, baths and rest

She makes sure you stay in bed and retrieves all you need for you

She is quick to deliver proper food for you, even brings you something warm to rest on your stomach when it begins aching painfully

When you want something sweet or bitter, she’s already brought it and placed it in the bowl on your nightstand

She’s incredibly observant, and with each period of yours she understands a little more and in turn helps you a little easier and better in the next one

Bela draws you many baths and ensures the duke gets you all the supplies you need

She likes to keep them on stock, just to avoid a nasty surprise of not having one when needed

Though really, that’s incredibly unlikely in a castle full of women, but still

She also has painkillers on hand, which she insists you take if they even only dull the pain for a few hours

She brings you books and papers, pencils and whatever your heart desires to keep you busy while your stomach hurts this much

Bela insists, you shouldn’t move when you’re in this much pain

And while she warns, the two of you shouldn’t cuddle too much, she still allows you to cuddle her the majority of the time

Only are her golden eyes pressed shut in concentration and one of her hand fists the sheets tightly

She’d never want to hurt you, but when you’re on your period, it feels as though holding a bone right under a dog’s nose

Somehow, she is able to refrain herself from snatching it

Sometimes, she’s able to lessen the pain…by laying her head on your stomach

You find such relaxation in it, you play with her hair and almost immediately feel and hear her purrs. The small vibrations made against your skin by them are incredible, and you’re sure they possess healing powers

They always succeed in making a lesser stomachache go away like nothing

On your period however, this proves to be especially difficult

You know how hard she’s struggling to contain herself, and aren’t sure it would end well to ask her to have her head rest on your lower stomach

It seems like bittersweet, cruel torture even to you. To bring your beloved so close to the source of the bloody smell, yet deny her a taste of it

NSFW cut

Two days pass, two days of utter agony. Bela doesn’t understand why nothing helps this time

You haven’t got a fever like she suspected. It seems to really just be period pains

She doesn’t understand why you’re in so much pain and why nothing helps at all!

Even when she rested her body on you and fell asleep purring, it was only a temporary relief to you, for the pain picked up again fast

She researches different ways to make you feel better, in hopes something will come up that can help you with the pain

Then, she finds something: a passage in a medical book, mentioning how sex can help with cramps

When she attempts to talk to you about it, she’s a flustered mess. Perhaps one of the most flustered states she has ever been in

You only catch something along cramps, sex, endorphins and orgasms in her ramblings

Alas, with the pain in your abdomen high and your girlfriend looking positively ravishing, you all too eagerly agree

Even so, Bela is a mess. She’s incredibly flustered and needy to do this while you’re bleeding

The two of you settle on something that could only be described as foolish. But you trust her

You ask her to eat you out. She’s so good with her tongue, and you yearn to feel it back on you. Aside from this, you’re curious about how it will look to have your blood fully cling to her face

When you pull down your clothing and underwear, she gulps. She smells you now, all of you. She smells your scent and takes it in greedily

It’s your turn to blush when the moment you remove the last barrier between her and your core, she inhales sharply

The gold in her eyes is only a thin ring now, and her nails dig sharply into the bed. You can see them begin to tear up the sheets already, yet when she leans forwards, her touch is soft

Her tongue laps softly, but eagerly. Fast, and steady. She moans and groans, the taste new and familiar at the same time

You realize, she’s cleaning you up first, and your cheeks burn bright pink

When she finally pushes her tongue inside, you groan loudly. You almost forgot how good she feels, and how good she makes you feel

Bela raises a shaky hand to your hip, and while her grip is tighter and stronger than normal, you don’t bruise under it

You can tell, your girlfriend is holding back with all she has. You see it in the way her shoulders tremble and her tongue laps faster than normal. You feel it in the way her warm breath hits you, fast as though she’s panting

You appreciate it endlessly. That she’s willing to do this

With every bit of pleasure she gives you, the painful ache within you lessens

You feel your own orgasm rising with her fast movements and eager licks. She works her tongue perfectly. She knows your body well, and knows how to make you cum fast

She licks and sucks eagerly, her eyes closing and her hand flexing against the sheets

She feels so close already despite having received no pleasure herself, simply from what she’s doing. Bela tries her best to ignore her body’s wish to cum

The blonde moans and hums when she licks your clit, and in turn you groan when she pushes her tongue against it

Your hands shoot down to grip strands of golden hair. Not tugging, merely keeping her in place

Not that she wishes to go anywhere, really

Your thighs tremble harshly next to her head, and your head is thrown back when she wraps her lips around you and thrusts her tongue against your clit repeatedly

She licks and sucks the little bud, moans and hums around it. Her teeth are sharp, but never graze your skin

When you finally cum, you shake and moan loudly. Your grip on her hair tightens, and through lidded eyes, you notice her cum as she licks you clean, more blood flowing freely for her

You smile even as you try to catch your breath, the stomachache gone for the moment

Still, the sight of your blood all over the lower parts of her face make you feel aroused and dizzy at the same time

She promises: she’ll wash up, then join you in bed

Cassandra

Cassandra is something of a bloodhound at times

Not only does she know you’re about to get your period even before you know, but she also knows exactly when you’re getting it

It’s a little embarrassing when she lazily points out that you’ve just gotten your period while you’re cuddling

When you quickly jump up to get to the bathroom, she whines, having had to abandon her slouching position on top of your lap

Cassandra loves your blood, really. She’s addicted to it, and begs of you to let her have a taste at least once per week, if not nearly every day

She just doesn’t want to drink you dry, either, or seriously hurt you

When you get your period, she knows your neck is off limits

She knows not to cause more pain, even if it is just a dull one or a stinging pain for a moment. You’re in pain already as it is

This might come off as a surprise, but Cassandra is the most controlled around you on your period

She’s incredibly bloodthirsty, and is therefore well accustomed to your blood in particular. She’s bloodied nearly all day, every day, from her victims too

When you get your period, she has little trouble holding back from devouring you whole

However, a different kind of trouble plagues her mind

But more of that later ;)

She tries her best to take care of you, even if when she knows painfully little about how to help you go about your period

All she knows is what she knows helped the last time

And so, she brings you plates of any food you crave, distracts you from your pain and brings you heated bottles every few hours

She sleeps by your side and holds you, she shows off new weapons to distract you from the pain

She has everything covered, except for the emotional part perhaps

Cassandra isn’t the best as it comes to dealing with emotions. When you turn out to be incredibly sensitive during your period, this leaves her a little dumbfounded

She tries her best not to trigger it, but really? She fails each time

Either you yell at her for something or someone she’s killed, or mourn them and cry for hours while Cassandra tries to gently remind you- it was just a bear, the world will keep going

She has quickly learned to immediately point out that any animal she killed did not have a family “waiting at home for them”. Not that she cares about her prey, but if the little “of course they didn’t”- phrase makes you feel better, she’ll add it

Then, there’s the other random emotions she’s unused to dealing with

Such as when she tells you of newly tortured maidens and you squeeze her hard enough for parts of her to automatically break off into a swarm, all whine claiming she’s only yours

She doesn’t quite follow, but thinks it’s adorable

To this day Cassandra has no idea how to handle your moods during your period, and seriously doubts she ever will

She just allows them to come and go. After all, it’s just one week a time of this emotional torment for the both of you

She has learned- being used as a teddy bear and purring seems to make you feel better

So, even as her face is bright pink from your constant gushing over her, she tends to rest next to or on top of you when you have your period, her vibrant purrs magical against your aching muscles and stomach

She will, however, snarl at any little remark made about this once your period passes

Cassandra insists to this day, she does not purr! It’s merely her flies buzzing contentedly, which she (to your luck) can’t control

You think it’s adorable, and an absolute must when your stomach hurts

As mentioned, while she has no trouble resisting any urge to bite into you and drink you dry, she faces a different kind or urge

Cassandra is incredibly turned on during the entirety of your period

Each menstrual cycle, you can tell your poor girlfriend is so on edge and desperate

You know, your sadist has an incredible blood kink. And a scent one. Your period mixes both, and puts her on edge constantly

Sometimes, she can’t help herself when you’re cuddling and you feel her rub up against your thigh for a moment before she manages to stop herself

She’s incredibly flustered about it and tries her best to resist it. She’s just so turned on…!

Still, Cassandra doesn’t want to approach the subject. She fears you will misunderstand. That you’ll believe she takes pleasure from seeing you in this type of pain- which she doesn’t

You’re her precious little human. Her little lamb. She doesn’t want to see you in pain. Not this type of pain, anyway

Then, a particularly awful cycle comes around. It’s clear from the first day that this one will be rougher

You’re crying in pain and whimpering at your aching stomach. You’re twisting and turning and she feels helpless

She wishes she could help you. Why must your body torment you this way?! How dare it!

As she retrieves the castle’s doctor, she only confirms that it’s your period, no fever, no sickness

It’s a pity that all she can do to help is give painkillers that do next to nothing to soothe you

Still, among the pain, you can’t help but feel excitement brooding in you too

Even as you’re in pain, you notice Cassandra’s little whimper when she cuddles you and your thigh, slotted between hers, accidentally bumps against her clit

It leads you to trying out a theory;

You always feel so good when you’re having sex- she always makes you feel so good- so why not give it a shot? Perhaps it’s enough to make you forget about your stomach pains

Cassandra, upon being proposed this idea, is immediately on board

She’s so shaky and desperate, her clit aching even long before you brush against it. She’s incredibly soaked, even if you don’t know that just yet

When she asks what you’d like, you can’t help but tease your girlfriend a little more

Her clear-as-day arousal and neediness makes for an excellent distraction

Her adorable attempts of keeping it hidden as to not burden you with it while you’re in pain prove as an excellent turn on

Cruelly, perhaps, you ask her to scissor you. And Cassandra almost sees stars

As she easily swarms out her dress, your eyes linger on her hard nipples. When she slides her underwear down her smooth legs, you see the line of arousal connecting them to her cunt for a few moments

She eagerly helps you out of your clothing and disposes of your means of protection as it comes to your period. She doesn’t want anything in the way

When she sees you, finally, and sees the blood moving from you with each breath, she feels dizzy. Never has she been this turned on

With shaky limbs she straddles you, and at the first touch of her clit against yours, she moans filthily and loud for you already

You too, notice how wet she is now. She’s absolutely soaked, and with a single brush of her cunt against you, you’re coated in her wetness as well

Her clit is aching and sensitive, and every little move makes her jolt and gasp. You’ve never seen her this on edge

As she begins to thrust her hips properly, both of you moan loudly

Her arms tremble and her hips jerk up beyond her control, yet she holds herself up and keeps pushing her hips forth and back

You’re moaning below her, her constant state of neediness having rubbed off on you, it seems

She’s panting beautifully, her face flushed

At only the first bit of blood that begins to coat her cunt, she cums

Cassandra shrieks when you only grasp her ass cheeks and have her keep moving her hips, even as she shakes from her orgasm and covers both of you in creamy cum

She doesn’t dare look down again, yet smells your blood that sticks to her privates now. It’s making her feel dizzy in the best of ways

Your clit is soon incredibly sensitive, and your thighs begin to shake when the painful ache in your stomach is replaced with a light, almost bubbly feeling

Cassandra’s head is thrown back and you see somewhat of an incredibly rare sight- tears of overstimulation flow down her beautiful, flushed cheeks

She’s never looked better, you could argue, than in this moment, when her desperation and want for you is visible

When you cum, Cassandra joins you. She’s panting and moaning. Her eyes seem almost black, her pupils large and wide so only a tiny shimmer of dark gold remains

She begs you to allow her to clean you up, and once she’s done, it takes quite some convincing to talk her into cleaning herself up as well in the bathroom

She almost insisted on leaving your blood on her just a little longer…

Daniela

Sweet Daniela has the hardest time holding back from the moment she smells your blood

At first, she is deadly worried you’re hurt

She races to you, yet upon finding you in bed, clutching your stomach and eating some of her candy, she understands

“My poor baby!”, she coos each time realization hits her, and immediately she steps closer to cuddle you

And each time she takes a step back in an instant when the scent of your blood hits her

She drinks from you often, yet tends to only take when you offer your blood to her. Now, however, she deals with a nearly overwhelming urge to taste and claim

This especially is a problem the first few times of your first period with her as your girlfriend

She doesn’t trust herself near you at all, and opts for bringing you all you need to the doorstep, then asking her sisters or commanding maids to bring the tray inside

She watches you, often, from the other end of the room, and still chats with you. She reads with you, gossips, and oh so yearns to cuddle you already

In time, the two of you come up with a plan that helps her block out the overwhelming scent of your blood

You giggle each time she tries to talk and hear her grumble loudly and complain about the stupid clip on her nose

Yes, she can’t smell you as much anymore, but she sounds silly!

Still, she supposes if it makes you laugh, it’s not all bad

She even makes silly voices to make you feel better, and whines when she can finally take off the clip and her nose is sore and red for a few minutes. She demands a few kisses in return, and practically beams happily when you grant her those without question

Daniela draws you many baths while you’re not feeling well, and you relax in each. The water temperature is perfect and the sweet scent of soap is enough to relax you

She strokes alongside your skin with her hands and makes sure to clean you up as you almost doze off in the tub with her

Additionally, Daniela loves to nap there with you. It’s certainly something comfortable, yet requires a lot of trust from her, as she is unable to swarm in the water. Trust, however, she eagerly gives you

The water soothes you, and you feel comfortable

Even your stomach aches let up once inside, and her fingers trailing along your skin as she washes you is pure heaven

Daniela loves to share her snacks with you, and the second you complain about stomach pains, she gently slips her hand underneath your top and rubs your stomach for you

She isn’t sure if it helps, but it seems to. Even if it doesn’t, her touch is comforting and the light kisses pressed to your head lull you to sleep more often than not

Daniela is a little bit of a puppy when you aren’t feeling well. She doesn’t at all want to leave your side

Even if this means having to wear nose clips around you while you’re on your period

She loves to rest her head on your thighs while she strokes your stomach, and she likes to fall asleep basking in the warmth the two of you share underneath a warm blanket

While she can’t help you with your period pains all that much, unfortunately, Daniela never fails to make your period seem shorter than it is

She not only entertains you, but makes you laugh and giggle, makes you feel comfortable and happy

She’s your ray of sunshine, even when your stomach hurts and your back aches, even when you grow sick of the blood between your legs

Now, it isn’t quite uncommon for you to feel different things than the innocent happiness or annoying pain while you’re on your period, however

Often, either before or during it, you experience quite the sexual need to have Daniela. You feel on edge and needy, eager to feel her

She’s so cute, so doting

She brings you all you want and much more

She cares so well for you

You want nothing but to reward the sweet thing. To ride her face until morning comes

Now, you know this wouldn’t be a good idea

You know, she won’t be able to control herself like that- you know, even the nose clip is a necessity. There is no way she could stay in control when you shove her pretty little face between your thighs

Ah, but the thought keeps your mind occupied so very often

When Daniela is yet again laying on top of you, her head on your chest and her thighs surrounding yours, you can’t help but think of this again

She hums tiredly when you move your thigh, and squeaks in surprise when you move it up and press it right against her clit

Assuming this is by mistake, she merely keeps cuddling you as she attempts to ignore the tempting urge to grind down against you

This changes, however, when she feels your hands slide from her upper back to her lower one, grasping her hips for a moment before you grab a handful of her round, soft ass

She hums, her golden eyes opening and finding yours immediately. You see the excitement in your lover’s eyes; the eagerness

With a nod and a thrust of your thigh against her, you let her know your intentions

She immediately moves to hover above you and you giggle at her eagerness when she quickly pulls up her dress and tugs down her panties

You follow her lead, and grin when you begin to feel her feather-light touches against your entrance

“Come here, sweet girl”, you whisper, beckoning her closer until she hovers right above your chest. With a tug to her hips, she arches her back and presents her wet cunt to you

“No tongue, use your fingers”, you warn, and she eagerly nods. You feel her remove the last barrier between her and your cunt, then gasp in surprise when she already pushes her index finger inside of you

Then, another follows, and your grip on her hips tightens. You tug, and she gasps when she feels your tongue push up against her wet slit

You moan at her taste and push your face closer to her, her sweet smell surrounding you

You feel her rub your clit, and squirm gently below her as you eat her out. You’ve missed tasting her this way, even if it’s only been a few days

And it seems Daniela shares this opinion

Her cheeks jiggle for you when she squirms, her back arches low with each flick of your tongue against her little, sensitive clit

You feel her large breasts pushed up against you, still covered by her dress, and spread your legs a little wider for her

She’s moaning loudly, and when she curls her fingers in you, both of you groan and gasp. She loves the feeling of you, and the feeling of being able to slide right inside of you

While Daniela does not share her older sister’s blood kink, she yearns to taste you just as well. She smells you, even through the clip, yet thankfully not quite overwhelmingly enough for her to lose control

When two of your fingers push into her, she shrieks in surprise at the sudden fill

You moan around her clit as you drag your tongue over it, over and over again. Your sweet girlfriend is so wet for you, it only makes you feel better in return

Too concentrated on her smell and the softness of her skin, you don’t even notice the painful ache in your lower stomach has been replaced with a comforting, all too familiar light feeling

You don’t even notice you’re getting closer to your orgasm, only notice that hers is approaching by her high pitched moans and shaky gasps

She’s the first to cum, with her cream coating first your fingers, then your lips, then your tongue

When you follow after her, she’s panting and plops down on top of you, her wet cunt smeared against your collarbone and her head resting against your upper thigh

Her fingers move out from you with a plop, and as she turns to you with a mischievous smile, you watch breathlessly as her fingers disappear in her mouth

She moans, blushes and giggles at your taste

“Exquisite, my love”

[urhoneycombwitch]

i had an idea for high nite but then I forgot and fell asleep so I missed it 😔 but luckily I remembered 😁

I've seen some royal aus but they normally make Eddie the knight/blacksmith/stable boy which is cute but imagine the reverse

imagine prince Eddie who is very silver spoon but with a rebellious streak who has his eyes on maid/royal librarian/servant of some kind reader and will steal as many moments as he can go flirt even though it's a big no-no within the castle and would definitely make his father, the King, upset if he knew his Prince son had affection for someone "lower"

But don't imagine Prince Eddie in all his royal garb and his curls soft and shiny from the elegant products and his crown glistening as it goes askew on his head from hiking up reader's skirts to take them up against the wall trying to be quiet as to not alert anyone

waiiiiiit okay listen I’ll be the first to admit i’ve not been huge into the historical!au genre, however… this might’ve just swayed me, anon.

+18 mdni

because yeah have we considered Prince Eddie of the Western Plains who’s a known scamp. just an absolute dog for the maidens. so when he sets his sights on you, the Royal Gardener’s assistant (not the perfectly eligible, much more age-appropriate Royal Gardener, herself) it’s so… overwhelming.

he literally shirks all his duties, so there’s plenty of time for fucking around in the stables all day, broken up by the greenhouse visits he takes every few bells to tease and flirt with you.

“could come see me after dinner hour, princess,” Eddie says, leaning against one of the sturdy oak gardening tables, directly in the way of your handheld broom’s path.

you swat at his side with the brush, whipping around to make sure no one else was nearby before chiding with a hiss- “shhh. keep your voice down, sire. you’re going to get us both in trouble, calling me that.”

he pouts. unamused, you tap at his side again. “please, Eddie- move. you’ll get dirt on your trousers, besides.”

“i think I liked being called sire, by that sweet mouth, better than my own name.” he chooses an opposing table to drape himself against, silver circlet in his hair twinkling with sunlight as he tilts his head- “what’s got you all pent up, hmm?”

“I think you know what,” you whisper, with a clipped edge to your tone- “winding me up all day, putting a hand up my skirts as you pass-”

“careful, my lady.” Eddie’s voice is suddenly at your ear, his front fitting snug against your back, hips pressing your own into the table. “that sounds like heresy speech against a royal. they could put you in handcuffs, for that.”

your breath hitches. his long hair tickles at your cheek. the greenhouse is eerily quiet, just you and Eddie and the smell of rich, damp soil as you press back into the thickening bulge of his crotch.

“gonna tie me up, my lord? is that a promise?”

[heisenberg-simp257]

First let me say I love your work!! You write everyone so well and I love it lots. Second off I was wondering if you’d be comfortable doing some hcs for the four lords with an autistic reader? I’m still coming to terms with my diagnosis and what my support needs are, and sometimes I worry that characters wouldn’t like me if they found out I was autistic (even if that sounds silly,,). How do they deal with/interact with the echolalia, the sensory seeking, the meltdowns, the overstimulation, eye contact issues - the whole nine yards?? I’m so sorry if I got carried away I’m really excited to see this !!

I can try! I hope I get this right and you enjoy it!😁💖 I know very little about autism, so thanks for giving some examples to use XD

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The Four Lords with an Autistic S/O Headcanons

Alcina Dimitrescu

-I feel like Alcina would try her very hardest to accommodate your needs but also getting things wrong a lot of the time. She just doesn't understand and hasn't ever been around someone with autism, so she struggles.

-She's probably best when it comes to you avoiding eye contact because it really doesn't affect anything in either of your lives. It makes you uncomfortable, she understands and respects it.

-Alcina has her three daughters comfort you during any meltdown or overstimulation because they have the minds of therapy dogs. She tends to avoid those moments because she doesn't want to lose her temper. You wouldn't deserve that because you can't always help it.

-However, she will always defend your honor and needs.

-If you want something, she will find some way to get it no matter how ridiculous it is. After all, getting what she wants is her specialty. It may be hard for her to deal with some of your symptoms, but she tries to make you comfortable.

-Will get you the biggest stuffed bear if you ask for it.

-And if Heisenberg or anyone dares make fun of you, she will go claws out to protect you and keep you as happy as possible, even if she struggles on how sometimes.

Donna Beneviento (and Angie)

-Donna is probably the most understanding out of the four lords because she herself has behaviors that some consider odd. Sure, she isn't an expert on autism, but she doesn't need to be. She just gets you and flows with whatever happens.

-Nothing really bothers her. She could care less about eye contact because she herself struggles with it. In fact, who knows, Donna herself could be a little bit autistic as well.

-Donna handles any meltdowns you have like a champ. She gets anything you need, comforts you, leaves you alone, whatever you need, and she doesn't get flustered or overwhelmed doing it. Angie might but Donna doesn't.

-But any overstimulation you have is where she shines.

-Too bright? You'll get darkness. Too loud or too quiet? Donna will fix that as well. Her estate is the perfect location to deal with it because she can make it dark and serene in an instance. Or the opposite. There isn't much ever going on at her place.

-And who knows, perhaps her hallucinogenic flower garden might make you feel a bit better.

-The other lords know better than to say anything about you. Because an attack at you is an attack at Donna, and they don't dare take that risk.

Salvatore Moreau

-Right next to Donna when it comes to respecting your condition and loving you regardless of anything. Hell, he wouldn't have any right to be judgmental of anything because he's been bullied more times than he count. Perhaps that's why he wears his heart on his sleeve.

-Like most of the other lords, he knows next to nothing about autism. Sure, he was a doctor, but not in that department. Perhaps that makes him such a good person because he doesn't have any preconceptions about it. Moreau just knows you have some quirks and learns to deal with them.

-To be honest though, while he's not judgmental or adverse to you, it takes him a while to learn and understand. If you have a meltdown, Moreau probably will as well. It's just his reaction or maybe his way of expressing sympathy.

-Unlike the others though, he goes above and beyond to push himself to learn and take good care of you.

-He knows his accommodations aren't rightly suited for your health, so he tries to DIY an area that would make you most comfortable. This is all due to the extensive reading he did.

-Moreau still has that doctor mentality to care for you no matter how much work it would require.

-In the end, he actually becomes the most knowledgeable out of his fellow lords. Moreau is probably the most caring and understanding out of everyone, and you know you are going to be loved and just fine by his side.

Karl Heisenberg

-So, if Moreau is the most caring out of the four lords, Heisenberg has to be the least caring. It's less of a preconceived notion and more of a "I don't have time for this" notion. He knows what autism is, but you require more attention than he can give.

-There has been times when he's raised his voice or yelled over things that you can't control, like a meltdown of some sort. He has to distance himself from you after that because he truly does feel bad, but he doesn't know how to say it.

-Heisenberg has anger issues, we all know this. This is why he distances himself from you while trying to figure out how to care for you at the same time. He really just doesn't know how.

-Sometimes, he wonders if this is the right situation for you to be in. You need care that he just can't give you.

-But overtime, he realizes that he needs to sure as hell try because while you have meltdowns, overstimulation, and struggle to talk to him at some points, there's a part of you that brings positive energy to his life. Call him selfish, but he needs that.

-Maybe that's why he gets angry sometimes. It has nothing to do with you, but rather at the situation. He wants you, but knows you need better.

-Despite all the stress you guys are both under, you know he cares because he gets so protective. He keeps you in the safe serene living space of his factory and will kill the others if they bring up anything about you to him. At the end of the day, he's here for you.

[zvmz]

Writing down my thoughts while watching monster high for the first time Pt. 2

alright y’all now we’re watching why do ghouls fall in love let’s go

oh oh new and improved intro

the one long shot as the intro is so cool

ohh shoot we 3D now

actually might like it better than the 2D

wait r they saying Valentine’s Day was literally made for Draculara?

im confused 😁

can I get a sugar daddy like clawd

CAN I GET DRACULARAS DAD?????

oh

um this is awkward

so guys it was all in our heads apparently 😊

clawdeen is kinda slaying this new animation style

oh this song goes so hard

the bats flying out of clawds wallet is so real

come again how old is draculara

why is she still in school

was she held back a few hundred years

and I thought my grades were bad

the cat people make me uncomfortable. stranger danger

damn these cats are menaces

arent they always

not the driving lessons book

just pass it the first time fr 🙄

GUYS

GUYS

GUYS

CUPID

SHES HERE

LOLL NOT THE STOOL CLAWD 😭😭

vampire daring charming???

“misunderstanding with the locals”?? 😭 what did girlie do??? 😭😭

is ghoulias back okay like fr

the collection of broken hearts is so extra

kinda metal idk I almost cant be mad

imagine eah characters trying to navigate the catacombs

girls would not last a minute

actually can someone make a fic I would totally read that

why am I just now realizing ghoulia can’t talk

like idk I just thought she was a bit quirky this whole time

WHY DOES DRACULARA HAVE KNIVES ON THE CEILING OF HER CAR

oh my god Draculara HIT HIM

FLOOR IT DRACULARA

she missed her chance :( vampire Elvis lives

The shot of them running towards each in slow motion just to maintain a 3 feet distance was so unnecessary

WAIT A MINUTE DRACULARA YOURE BETTER THAN THIS. YOU ALREADY HAVE A BOYFRIEND

why is dueces animation specifically so rough

he kind of reminds me of sparrow

i kinda like him

yes Draculara break it off

oh- um

THE ANIMATION ON THEIR PHONES OF DRACULARA DUMPING CLAWD?? WHO MADE THAT?? WHERE DID IT COME FROM?? 😭😭😭

wait a minute I recognize Frankie’s voice. Is that Barbie?

why does some random cow go to their school

CUPIDDDD

LOL NOT CLEO BREAKING THE CLASS

yeah Cupid shoot her

pow pow pow 💥🔫💥🔫💥🔫

okay now what the hell

get it together cupid

why does Cupid keep accidentally getting love enchanted? First clawd then Dexter lolll

the dog whistle?? 😭

clawds like. I guess you can say I got… W rizz...

”what u want” ABBY 😭😭 BEST CHARACTER ONG

this party looks kinda fire ngl

not sure how I feel about the food being served next to the body odor pit

okayyy frankieee kinda slaying her party look

cleo barely changing after being love enchanted to herself

Could this be considered a school shooting? like legally

um anyway Kitty Cheshire supremacy

rizz lord clawd

hell yea body odor pit for the win ✊🏻

why was the kiss sound so um squishy

abby is such an icon

okay it’s over

I liked this one a lot better than the last movie. I hope we see Cupid again or else I’ll rage

the pacing was like SO much better than the last movie.

my only complaints are that toralai and vampire Elvis's motivations either weren’t really explained or made no sense to me. Also the animation still isn’t great but what do you expect lol

oh wait one more complaint. where is Frankie’s personality. I do not see it

hopefully we get a good frankie episode to get to know her a bit more

also it keeps telling us clawdeen and draculara are best friends but not really showing it??

In conclusion clawd is the rizzard and Abby solos

[shalikneez]

fourth wing thoughts (no spoilers):

while reading:

- MIRA IS HOT she reminds me of totk zelda

- xaden scares me lowk

- why is xaden so mf big. HUH?! enormous ginamanasaurus motherfucker. in my head he’s 5 foot 10 inches and sleeper bod. next question

- i know rhiannon is sexy. need more of her!

- omg chronic illness mc YES

- violet is so cool lowk like acknowledges her weaknesses ✅ improves herself ✅ isn’t annoying ✅ isn’t a bitch unless ur a bitch to her first ✅ smart as fuck ✅

- bitchass jack barlowe reminds me of nacho cheese doritos.

- dain more like DAMN why don’t u shut the hell up 🤣

- dain is so protective savior complex core like bro has no faith in her aaaahdhdh honestly i would have snapped sooner because like why is he always talking like she’s a child and needs to be saved

- xaden on the other hand is always hyping her up. which is great but occasionally he goes over the top imo . we get it ur down bad my guy

- she’s sooooo silly calling xaden out in public all the time

- so happy dain x violet romance didn’t last. he reminds me of chaol from throne of glass

- ngl thought violet was gonna be the whiny shy useless mc but the whole book up to 60% is all about her getting stronger and cooler and hotter and she’s confident and figures her shit out without complaining

- i loooove her and her sibling’s relationship. it’s so real ngl. book of brennan is so cute. brennan and mira, and mira and violet. i love them.

- violets armor from mira is so cool ik she looks hot in it. fan art better slay

- NAOLIN MENTIONED ‼️‼️

- if she says “rippling muscle” or “he’s so beautiful” one more fucking time—expand ur vocabulary girl 😩

- dain bruh stfuuuuu bro is so annoying he probs looks like this 🤓

- so many cliches but all the cool world building and shit balances it out so well like i don’t even mind that much

- yeah she’s gonna get a special dragon obvi

- i was right 🤭

- dragon descriptions make me 😁😁😁 it’s so httyd and so much detail and care put into it i love it

- dragon world building is so 💗💗

- tairn the dragon u are so cool to me

- i want a dragon

- i miss mira

- xaden is so cool. reminds me of a wolf

- TAIRN IS SO UNSERIOUS 🤣🤣 sarcastic ass dragon

- MATES LMAOOOO so sarah j maas coded

- LIAM IS SOOOO CUTE so puppy dog :) sawyer too

- oh the telepathic connections. it’s so sjm up in here

- telepathy aspect is cool tho i like how this author writes it <3

- why r the dragons getting hot and heavy 🥵 🤨

- omg kisss!

- MIRA OMYGOD I LOVE U I MISSED U SO MUCH MY WARRIOR QUEEN

- ngl around 70% it’s not as entertaining as all the deathly challenges and trials from the beginning

- omg violets power 😮 im a slut for opposite aesthetics

- oh. not a fan of the monster dick sex. uncomfy lowk. good for them though 👍

- ok politics. i don’t care that much.

- OKAY CLICHE DIALOGUE I SEE YOU it’s so weird i’m not even that bothered by it when normally i would be

- this is becoming more romance than death-defying war college stuff :/

- lovers quarrel. lovers share trauma. then lovers make up. idgaf!

- me when the romance book is romancing 😐

- basic adult romance dialogue! welcome back. how are you today

- more monster dick sex. how lovely.

- xaden’s muscles keep rippling. bro stay still!

- man what kinda sex is rebecca yarros having 🧐👁️

- omg plot

- omg TENSION! BETRAYAL! TWISTS!

- oh the climactic end-of-book battle. ngl none of these details are processing in my head. what fight?

- i know someone had to die but why that particular person. man :(

- i’m sure this battle and strategy and action scenes are so slay. i’m dissociating tho lol

- aw xaden likes her so much. simp

- CLIFFHANGER 😮

overall: i liked the first half better than the second half. first 50% was soooo addicting. i loved the world building and dragons and war college and challenges so much but i’m just not a huge romance person. like the romantic buildup is amazing but afterwards i’m just meh. of course there was the expected tropey/ cliche/ booktok moments BUT most of it was overshadowed by how great the other aspects of the writing was. i dissociated at the end and didn’t really feel attached to violet or xaden or even the dragons (this is a me problem) but i think the ending is great set up for book 2 (will probs give it a read). like u can tell where the book is going but then the author does something unique to make it a little different than other books in this genre, so idk how many surprises book 2 will have. the fact that i read this is in less than 24 hours says a lot though. i hope mira comes back :D

[allfortzu]

An hcs request for you 😁

How would tzuyu react to dahyun's shoulder pain on their world tour?

Also, goodluck on your exam 😇

: thank you, i'm studying hard! in the meantime, i hope you enjoy this! <3

in pain, in love

-- dahyun / tzuyu. 539 - fluff - requested, hcs

how would tzuyu react to dahyun's shoulder pain on their world tour?

after finding out, tzuyu would almost never let dahyun out of her sight

she'll try to be discrete, but once you see it, you won't miss tzuyu anxiously hovering around at all times, throwing careful glances and panicked frowns whenever dahyun looks like she's doing something too strenuous

"unnie," she'll say, pretending like she was just conveniently there at the perfect time. "you don't have to do that, i'll do it for you."

it's like all her thoughts are fixed on dahyun and dahyun only – how can she make sure dahyun's okay? what's dahyun doing now? what else does dahyun need?

even though dahyun seems unaffected by it, she's also the type to keep her troubles to herself whenever they're in public, so tzuyu can't help but fret all the more

she's not good at comforting people, though, so she shows her care through any other way possible

"i bought you pain relief patches," she would say, pulling dahyun into a corner 30 minutes before they have to go on stage. "i'll help you put them on."

"tzu-ah, i'm fine."

"unnie."

all dahyun can do is giggle and let tzuyu fuss over her, if only to alleviate tzuyu's worries

after their show, tzuyu makes a beeline for dahyun before even changing

tzuyu doesn't know she's being that obvious, but everyone else definitely notices how worked up she gets over dahyun, so they try not to bother her too much when the two are together

they'll be in their own world the entire time, quiet whispers and soft coos coming from their side of the room, only a breath away from each other, until they're forced to leave for their hotel

when they're back in the privacy of their own room (after tzuyu not-so-secretly moves into dahyun's), dahyun finally admits how painful it really is

tzuyu will help dahyun remove her makeup, even if dahyun insists that she's able to do it herself

"let me take care of you, hyunnie," tzuyu whines, puppy dog eyes in full force and pouting sadly

ah, really, who was dahyun to reject her?

they'll run a bath together, after tzuyu told dahyun she'd "accidentally" picked up some lavender bath oil when she was buying the pain relief patches, so they can't just not use it

dahyun's so sore and tired that she doesn't try to put up a fight

(she's also very, very smitten)

she sighs and melts into tzuyu's front when tzuyu works gentle fingers into her scalp, their bodies comfortably warm against each other in the hot water

she doesn't know if it's the bath that soothes her pain, or tzuyu

(probably tzuyu – if the numbing buzz that seeps pleasantly into her muscles whenever tzuyu kisses her is any sign)

tzuyu will blow-dry her hair later, and dahyun will be nodding off in tzuyu's arms before she knows it

she's already forgotten about the ache in her shoulders

tzuyu will carry dahyun back to bed after she finishes drying dahyun's hair, the fondest smile tugging at her lips

she wishes she could take dahyun's pain away completely; hopes she's made dahyun feel a little better

(if you ask dahyun, of course she has)

(after all, there's no cure quite like tzuyu's love)

[nuaghtylilgirl]

Fantasy

Mommy and daddy where in such a good mood today! They let me kiss and lick their feet while they watched TV and ate breakfast! It's one of my favorite ways to start the day(favorite favorite is when they let me suck and lick them tell they cum on my face!) and then I must have done a good job cuss they didn't put me back in my cage and let me eat some eggs from my bowl!!

Unfortunately mommy has to go do errands (eye roll) but daddy let me suck him and let me hold his piss in my ass so he didn't have to leave the couch until lunch time! Then to treat me for being such a good girl. He let me suck and lick his cock and balls during his whole lunch and I got to swallow all of it on top of that! Mommy wasn't home yet by then and daddy got mad cuss he wanted to fuck her ......but he did feel better after spanking and choking me while fucking my ass and cunny!!😁 So I'm glad I could help!! By the time he felt better he was all sweaty and dirty. So he had to go shower but I got to help him wash and suck him again. Though I did not like it when he peed on my face but it was my fault for not knowing he had to pee and moving out of the way....at least that's what daddy said.

After the shower daddy let me lick all the water off him before we went back to the couch(he let me sit on it!! Mommy would be so mad if she knew!!) And let me hold his cock in my mouth and hold his balls in my hand so they wouldn't get cold while he watched TV and finished drying. After a while he did make me get down(pout) but I did get to keep sucking him so it's fine . Mommy finally got home and told me to come help her. She had me help her take off her dress by unzipping it and then her bra (loved helping her take off her cloths she let me kiss and lick her allover!!) She told me to suck her nipples since they where hard anyways. And after I got to lick and suck her pussy clean (It tasted weird almost like it did after her and daddy fucked but different somehow) and then she had me rub and kiss her feet tell they felt better.

After mommy put me back in my cage(but didn't do the lock which was weird but not unusual)she told daddy that a surprise was out in the garage he needed to bring in.(I wonder what it could be the last surprise was my new big cage. They could have fit three of me in here and it was only a week old.)

Daddy goes out to get the surprise (he looks confused so I don't think he know of this one like he did my cage) and mommy's now on the couch touching herself while looking at me smiling. "Your gonna love the surprise I have baby girl your daddy's gonna live it too." Now I'm very excited if it's something mommy and daddy are gonna love that means it's a awesome surprise and I might get extra treats for it too!

When Daddy finally comes back in his cock is so red and hard I think it's actually hurting cuss he's moaning and sweating....... and omg he has a pair of Dog's (male and female great Danes!) with him!!!!

The male immediately walks over and starts to lick mommy cunt as she moans and gasp and the female keeps trying to turn and lick daddy's cock.

"noooo mommy those are my treats!" I whine the both of them now ignoring me as the two dogs lick and make them cum. Daddy's soon fucking the female while mommy's bent over the edge of the couch getting knotted and I'm sitting in my cage crying and masturbating to all of this while being ignored 💦💦💦💦💦💦💦 this is both hot as hell to watch but also not fair!

Both daddy and the boy dog both cum spilling a little out of both cunnys.

Mommy then points to the ground next to her and says "babygirl if you not kneeling here in the next five seconds your in trouble!" So I quickly crawl out of my cage and to where she points.(I don't like making mommy mad she hits harder then daddy *giggle*)

"now your going to lick your daddy and new sister clean and once he's out you going to lick your brother and me clean do you understand!!"

"yes Mommy" I say with a pout but I turn to where daddy is still slowly fucking my new four legged sister and wiat for hime to finish. Once he's done I see his cumm dribbling out and quickly move to lick it up. Ugh it tasted so weird!(and she is growling now!!) But I lick her all clean like I do daddy's cock. It takes a while for mommy to get off but I clean them to and by now my tummy's sooo full and my tounge is sore!! (But the taste did grow on me I wonder she she will let me get more)

"good job baby girl. And since you've been such a good girl" mommy says as she motions for me the lay on the floor with my ass up " now you get to learn how to get fucked by your brother!!" And before I can say or ask anything I feel his slippery cock sliding in to my pussy! I moan and gasp knowing better then to move and omg it was amazing him fucking and then knotting me was almost as good as the first time daddy fucked me!!

I was cumming so fast and hard my tummy hurt!! He came soon after but instead of pulling him out or letting his knot go down she leads him and me cuss of the knot to my cage and also puts the girl dog in! " Now your daddy and I are going to go out to eat for dinner babygirl I want you to take care of your brother and sister while where gone!" Mommy says as she puts the lock in. I'm now shaking and panting as brother stars fucking me again and sister is picking me all over while he growls and breeds me.

I swear today was the best day I've ever had with mommy and Daddy!!

[potionpeddlerpatchy]

hello my darlin patch, i would love to keep some company (and hopefully YOU can help convince me to stay sane today). i’ve never delved into self-ship territory before so if this is hecka awkward… I am too 😁

today’s self ship has gotta be me and Kei. We met when I was walking my pups for their “be crazy now so mama can sleep through the night” walk, and he was playing volleyball with his brother and Yams. It’d been storming the last few days so I couldn’t bring the devil children on their usual walks. My dogs are evil (affectionate). B was tugging like a possessed creature trying to chase the squirrels/geese (who, obviously, were making fun of her for being on a leash and that Won’t Stand), and C was hopping over her, tangling their leashes and begging to be let loose so he could run.

I’m a weak-willed woman. My gaze slide from the path to the handsome volleyball players at JUST the wrong time, and one hop too many sent all three of us in a tumbling mess. The leashes were ripped out of my hand, and B & C decided to become track stars. Every time I got close, they’d run away, thinking this was some kind of game… until Tsukki’s friends stopped playing and started helping me corner them. The little traitors ignored everyone calling for them, trying to pet them, promising them cookies, etc. and ran RIGHT to the only person who wasn’t doing anything. C jumped on him and got him all muddy, and B like threw herself at his legs (she’s too Chonky to jump like C). Kei stepped on their leashes and tried getting C to sit down (he wouldn’t), and I was so embarrassed at their poor behavior (and quite frankly how handsome and intimidating he was), I could barely speak. I kept apologizing, he said something dry about how I needed to train them better, and his brother smacked the back of his head and told him to be nice, couldn’t he see how scared I was?

It’s really not a meet-cute RIP but to try and make it better, I offered to get them all coffee or a post-game snack or something to thank them for their help. Akiteru and Yams immediately accepted, and they made Kei come along because he really was the one who got them… even though he was super reluctant to. C absolutely loved Kei right away. He wouldn’t leave his side, even when we got street food. He listened to every command Kei gave, to the point that only Tsukki could hold his leash. I spent most of the time talking with Akiteru and Yamaguchi and it was awesome, they were so sweet and good with the dogs. Tsukki didn’t really speak, but he did order a lot of snacks… and when he thought no one would notice, he slipped C a few bites of his snack. He even pat his head and smiled when C’s tongue fell out, which Akiteru teased him for. Kei was pretty quiet at first, but as time went on, he got a little more talkative in that dry, quasi-charming way he teases everyone, and even though his brother and Yams were more comfortable to talk with, I couldn’t stop thinking about how handsome Kei is when he smiles.

They offered to help me bring the dogs back to my place, which I readily accepted (B had tired herself out, to the point that she needed to be picked up to get back on her feet, the lazy slug, and C refused to leave Kei’s side). We got them upstairs, got the apartment covered in mud, and as they were leaving, Akiteru gave me his number, in case I wanted help with the babies again. Kei was quiet, and since he’d been frowning most of the time I thought he genuinely hated me, but he waited until his brother and Yams had gone into the hall, then crouched and started petting C very, very sweetly. He then said that he’s usually at the park every Saturday, and it wouldn’t be the worst thing in the world to see the dogs again. Then he got up and left and I couldn’t stop over analyzing the entire thing and wondering if that was an invitation to see them again or a warning to leave them alone.

I found out later that the reason Kei wasn’t helping get them (and why he was so annoyed with C jumping, besides the mud) was because Kei was scared of dogs. Akiteru said he’d been scared of them since he was little, and this was the most comfortable/longest Kei had been around a dog in his entire life. Also the number Akiteru left wasn’t his, it was Kei’s. Akiteru thought I’d be a good influence on his baby brother, and he knew Kei wouldn’t be aware/brave enough to ask for my number himself but he did want to see my dogs (and me) again. And this begun our friendship, and Kei’s newfound love of dogs! It took a while to become romantic, but that’s another novel story :)

First of all, don't apologize for this GEM of a story! I love when I get paragraphs in my ask box!

Secondly, I LOVE THIS SO MUCH! Like, the crazy dogs, the failed meet-cute that still ended up being a meet-cute, and just the fumbling and awkward start to things is my JAM when it comes to self-ship stuff - like it truly is!

I have one with Sero that we met at his Hero Agency cause I work in the HR department, and he falls under my designation (goes by last names, I have M-Z), and when he meets me to ask a few questions I'm a stumbling stuttering mess for the first bit - which obviously he finds cute and starts laying on the charm thick and I die inside as I try to gain some semblance of the professional I know I am.

So yeah, love this and love when self-ships meet for the first time and it's awkward 💛💛

gush about your selfship, please save me from work

[dreamwritesimagines]

It’s CMA:)

Sorry for the late reply! I was reading it in pieces throughout the day so I took some notes on what I want to say Lmfao:

* Cherie had such dramatic highs and lows but clover, though mostly low, is waaaaaaay more consistent

* Will Anthony feel like he is also betraying Charlotte for keeping this secret and/or starting their romantic relationship off with a major secret?

* I feel like anthony is going to use the fact that teddy has a crush on Charlotte against clover, like another reason not to like her/her family (jokingly but also he is pathetic sooooo…… lmao)

* Lmao re: whistledown claiming clover charmed Ben: clover charmed him??? With what??? Her glaring and scathing remarks??

* Not going to lie, kids stealing my plants/cutting them/messing them up like what teddy did is a strong reason why I don’t want kids lmao. My plants are my babies. I get that clover loves teddy but I’m not sure I could be that nice LOL

* Omg when people in fake relationship tropes use real events to inspire their fake narrative….. FAVORITE love that

Anyway Ben being such a puppy dog… love to see it

And Anthony and Charlie spending time together and talking a million, and also Charlie thinking Anthony is an innocent sweetheart lmaoooo. How will she feel about his affairs/him being a take? Does she think it’s true or not know what it means? How will she react when she finds out? I wonder if she’ll feel bad about herself or anything, because I bet she would want to think the best of Anthony and these women and not think that he was using them or that his relationships with them were anything but sunshine and butterflies…….. I’m so curious about how that will play out

Anyway love this series as always, love u lots!!

CMA darling hiiii! 😍❤️

Omg please never apologize for that❤️❤️ I'm so exciteeeed! 😍❤️❤️

Absolutely! ❤️ Like, Cherie's whole personality was like an emotional rollercoaster, very dramatic high and lows ❤️ She's overall a very excited person 😂 Clover is more in control of her emotions I think, she had to learn it years and years ago❤️

Anthony knows it's not his place to tell Charlotte about the truth of that engagement but he still feels very guilty about it, he was hoping Benedict would tell her❤️

Lolll can you imagine if Anthony didn't like Teddy just because of that?! 😂

LMAOOO that's a very good point! 😂 The whole ton thinks Clover is this seductress who charmed Benedict away from Lottie while Clover was like either making sarcastic comments or glaring at him most of the time they were around each other 😂

Oh Clover was not happy about that at all😁

I love that trope so muuuch! 😍

He's a cute puppy! ❤️

I actually don't think Charlotte knows what a rake is in detail 😂 Like, she knows he's flirting with women but that's it, considering the era and the fact that she's a member of the "high society" 😁 I feel like she might get a bit insecure when she finds out but Anthony will uh...reassure her pretty well 😏

Love you too darling, thank you so much for this! ❤️❤️❤️

[6shooterz]

i’ll listen to your oc rambles 😁😁

you'll regret it but i'm gonna ramble anyway under read more lfjg;dlf TY YIN YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY THIS MAKES MEEEEE ILY <3333

i'm using this picrew rn bc ive never drawn a proper ref for my ocs so pls forgive me

the nerd with purple hair is rail; she's in her late twenties and used to be a researcher duo along with her sister (pink hair), stock whose main goal in life was to study indigenous cultures... emphasis on 'was' because, during one of their expeditions, they end up shipwrecked on an inhabited island, where rail and stock end up constantly fighting to the point it ruins them mentally. rail comes across the mirage-mirage fruit after several days of refusing to eat anything stock gives her as a grudge, and eats it -- however rather than giving her a boost in power, due to her wrecked mental state, the mirages/hallucinations she creates end up ruining her even more as she finds herself unable to control her hallucinations.

this ultimately is the catalyst that ruins her relationship with her sister stock as rail cannot control her power and how it ruins her, and rail's hallucinations affect stock, too. rail however is Batshit Insane and ends up delusional, esp when her devil fruit was working against her bc she didn't know how to control it AND was not in the right mind to control it

after barely surviving on the island, a marines ship passes nearby and stock screams after the marines to save them, which then ends up damaging her vocal cords so she has a very... peculiar raspy voice?? anyway they get rescued by the marines but stock fucking hates her sister now, so stock begs the marines to shackle rail with sea prism stone because rail would probably attempt to murder them because she was commanded to by the gods to do it (Mentol Iwness At Its Max)

the marines help them get back onto an island where they can recover, but stock is full of hatred for her sister who she refuses to even acknowledge they're related... but between stock and rail, stock is the one who's a teensy bit saner, so stock pretty much treats rail like a rabid dog rather than... a sister... it's kinda fucked up but they're both ill so pls don't think I'm glorifying abuse or smth?? sjdhask they're just both not mentally sane and my intentions are to write their relationship as unhealthy and not a good one, except both sides are in the wrong (stock is 70% in the wrong though)

stock and rail live in town together (stock works at a bar) except stock keeps rail shackled with sea prism stone at all times just to keep her power from harming stock, rail, and everyone in town. this is where it goes to shit bc stock brings home a girl to do the Y'know with but the girl finds rail with shackles around her ankles and gets her out bc she doesn't know why rail is being tied down

this pretty much unleashes rail's uncontrollable powers so she's at... like... mental illness Level 99999. stock, who finally thinks she's free from rail's hallucinations and awful delusions finally snaps and tries to uh... murder her sister. but she can't bring herself to take the life of someone, especially her own family so she just ties rail up and shoves her onto a boat into the ocean for her to sail until she dies

except rail doesn't die because stock fucking sucks at tying knots so rail ends up surviving on the sea by herself, completely alone with her delusions and her inability to control her power. she ends up using her hallucinations to make her tiny little dinghy boat seem like a warship/treasure-filled abandoned ship/etc etc and tricks other people on the sea so she can rob them, so that's how she essentially survives on the sea. however, no sane person has been able to withstand the horror of her delusional hallucinations which she doesn't control so basically everyone with her dies/escapes from insanity.

so basically the straw hats stop on the island stock lives in to stock up on food and they get along and blah blah straw hats go back onto the sea... except after a day of sailing, they come across rail's ship mirage and the straw hats find rail and bc luffy has 1 braincell in his head he doesn't even get affected by the hallucinations and they find rail who is... yeah... insane. very. basically rail tries to kill them because death is the only way to save everyone (she was told this by a neon pink octopus. knowing the op universe this could be real but for story's sake she's just insane)

they realize rail pretty much looks like stock and they get rail to tell them about her relation with stock, and... yeah... everything rail says is like 70% incoherent bullshit. this is getting too long so the tldr is that the straw hats send rail back home despite rail refusing to due to stock's treatment of her, and i haven't thought about it this far yet but stock and rail do not magically get cured of insanity and become besties again. it's gonna take years, hell even several centuries to fix the wounds they've given each other ... IM SORRY IT'S SO DARK DASDJFAL

oh and red hair is hira. she has daddy issues and her family is originally from alabasta. her bloodline has this weird tradition of feeding the solar-solar fruit to the youngest daughter of the generation, and she's eaten the fruit EXCEPT no one's ever told her that she ate a devil fruit so she just thinks her body is too stiff to swim in the sea and that everyone else has her powers. and the devil fruit's name might sound overpowered but it's basically just her physical strength + speed + pain insurance just being higher when she's out in the sun, and gets weaker when unable to absorb sunlight. if she chose to train the strongest she'd get is, like, being able to turn her skin burning-hot just like a solar panel by absorbing sunlight JDGJS

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Day 49 Cabeza Prieta

Morning

Same spot, not the same Internet signal. Knowing there was no way there'd be enough here for a client facilitation I called the library in town to be sure there was a place for me. No answer multiple times. The town is very small, but still. I called the school. No answer. I called the coffee shop. No answer. Weird. I had no choice but to drive (this is the closest to a town we've ever made camp in a desert so at least it wasn't far.

There's the typical small town square and lots of people were walking. The tables at the coffee shop were all full and then I pulled up to the storefront library. No lights. Not open. I went to the coffee shop (on the way noticed no lights at the realtor or the art gallery, weird) and there a sign on the door - Closed Until the Power Goes Back On. Small town so no power, no internet, no water. Everyone was out because nothing indoors worked. Sad that it takes this to drag people away from their phones, tvs and computers.

Last ditch attempt I hoped the small hotel had a generator and satellite internet. Nope. They answered the phone, but no power. The internet on my phone was slightly better here than in the Preserve so I hoped. After 30 minutes trying to get the site to open on my computer using my phone as a hotspot I had to give up. With 2 minutes until start time I emailed the group to tell them the super unlikely turn if events and that I would try to get in in the platform app. Viola - I was in. But a frustrating experience of freezing, not hearing people, etc. This is the first time, with the best of planning, that even muscling through it came up with poor results.

Afternoon

An afternoon hike nettled us this view, which we love to see each time we come back.

6pm

We were just starting to cook and the woman from Day 47 (the one Bill doesn't like 😁) was calling out. We went out and she said she had been riding her bicycle all over looking for their dog. They'd been biking the paths and their dog was trotting along until she bolted off the path into the brush, cactus, etc.🐈‍⬛She's older and deaf so they can't just call her. She's a boondocking dog so she'd always come back if she'd wandered, but now that she's deaf, and it's getting dark soon they were concerned. After she left Bill said we need to take the car and go look for her. So off we went stopping (in a 2 - 3 mi radius of where she took off) at 6 or 7 places people had made camp to tell them to be in the lookout. A couple had already heard and jne had been out looking. After it was pitch black we finally came home, made dinner and ate in mostly silence. The silence was punctuated every so often with how bad we felt, how scared the dog must be, how Maddie would feel (and not talking about coyotes and cold in the desert).

About 9pm the phone rang and it was a man we'd asked to keep an eye out about 2 mi away. He had gone to town to take a shower and in his way back had seen a dog standing in the road - deer in the headights style - was sure it must be her and she got in his truck. Bill had given the people we talked to his number and the man had called. We were so excited! Ran to the car and drove down the hill to where the dog's owners were camped. Jumped out of the car and the people, seeing people, had run to the path. We said that the dog was found and the woman (again, remember, she's the one Bill didn't like) threw herself at me hugging me. We all jumped in the cars and drove to meet the man with the dog. I am holding back tears as I type this. The dog was so scared her owner had to pull her out of the man's truck. We all talked excitedly about the events of the evening, how we'd all been feeling, etc. Again the woman hugged me, and, Bill, and the man who found her. What a night!

Moral of the story - even cranky people (crabby, impatient, opinionated) love their dogs and get scared.

Lesson - if Maddie ever loses her hearing we're keeping her on a leash!

Reinforcement - yet another reason we love boondocking. People are not within sight if each other, for the most part, and are always willing to help. It's a community. People come and go but they share a passion - love of outdoors, challenges, physical work.

[crossroadsandloudmusic]

First time writing fiction, please be patient with me❤️

Been watching a lot of hxh and unfortunately I have a problem with hotheaded, tall, strong men. Therefore I was immediately captivated by Uvogin. Im sure you see where this is going���😭please be patient first time writing fiction or atleast fiction of this sort👀

CRITICISM WELCOME (I need to be knocked down a peg or two) jk please don���t make me cry I’ll remember it for the rest of my life and probably never recover. HELPFUL TIPS WELCOME TOO ( any seasoned writers please message me with anything y’all got whether it’s tips, suggestions, comments, concerns)

I WANT NEW FRIENDS ( I dont have any internet friends, sooooooooooo if y’all wanna be my friend pleaseeeee message meeeeee)

thank y’all I hope y’all enjoy😁❤

warnings: stalking, home invasion, yandere themes, suggestive language, idk prolly some other stuff🤷‍♀️

extra: super sorry about my grammar and spelling, I am almost illiterate😬😂

Chapter 1: Reflection

The wind was almost blistering; freezing beads of rain hit your uncovered face and as you made the trek from work back to your home. Clutching the wool jacket close to your body you groaned silently as you knew the two mile walk was going to be as dreadful as anticipated. All day the rain kept falling and the temperature kept dropping. Instead of soft, beautiful plumes of snow, all that had fallen was freezing rain; making the roads dangerous and the sidewalks slick. Still you trudge on, slipping and almost loosing your balance completely.

Along with the horrid weather, you had distaste for the time change as well. Being that you left work so late in the afternoon, it was always well after dark when you started for home. It made you nervous. The possibility of getting mugged or kidnapped was always a thought in the back of your mind. But you weren’t completely helpless, you knew that if you were able to get away nobody would be able to catch you, you had always been a strong runner. What bothered you was the possibility of someone stronger, someone you couldn’t get away from no matter how hard you fought. That is what terrified you.

Soon you made it to the crosswalk where everyday you made a mental note of being halfway home.

‘Almost there.’ Holding your jacket closer to your shaking body, you continued. Closer you got the faster your pace would be, on better days you would run home. But the weather was far too poor for that type of activity today. On top of the heavily frozen pavement, you were exhausted. Veterinarian technician work was strenuous and often times unrewarding. You had been bitten twice today, once by parakeet who was unhappy about being x-rayed for a potential broken wing, and by a frightened stray who had recently been in a dog fight. It was worth it though, it was worth all the bites, scratches, growls, snarls, and hisses. The trust, kisses, hugs, and begs you got from the animals made you believe so. You wish you had a pet of your own, maybe a dog, or maybe a cat. That dream would have to wait for now as your landlord didn’t allow animals of any kind in your unit. Besides, would you even be able to afford one? Given that you had your own expenses and you gave money to your mother as often as you could knowing she is barely able to keep herself above water. Things were rough, rough for everyone. Often you wish you had an escape, something to break the mindless cycle you had adopted for so long.

Laughing silently to yourself you realized you already had an escape. You were a frequent visitor of the public library and devoured every book you got your hands on. At times you let your mind run wild with the characters of your stories. Serial killers on the run, knights in shining armor rescuing princesses from certain demise, or travel across time and space reaching the far corners of the universe. Each book took you away, they took you with them and for a little while you felt what you’ve always needed. An escape from reality.

Approaching the last turn of your journey, you turned around watched to see if anyone had followed you. The wind was blowing a paper sack across the concrete but not a presence was in sight. During the last stretch of your trip everyday you felt as if you were being watched. Always out of sight, but never out of mind.

Inside the first floor of the building the air was a warm relief, starting to dry you immediately and soothe your tremors. Before ascending the stairs you saw your landlord. You smiled and waved and nodded in return, he was a man of very few words and even fewer gestures. He was always lent a hand when needed, he fixed your leaky sink and patched holes in the walls. There were no rodents and the washing machines always worked. Things could be worse, you thought to yourself as you rounded the hall to where your apartment was.

Walking, you counted the numbers on the doors ’307...308...309...310...311’ You retrieved your keys from your breast pocket of the previously soaked jacket. 311 had been your apartment for almost 3 years now, you smiled thinking about how long it had been and how different you were when you first moved in. You had nothing except a sleeping bag, a singular fork, and a cup. It wasn’t anything at all, but it was home for you. As the door swung from your push you froze. Standing in the door way, you were struck with the most violent feeling of impending doom. Never in your life had you felt energy this malicious. Frozen, wide eyed, you began trying to breathe. Tears welling up into your eyes as you forced air in and out of your lungs. You began searching the house, your legs unsteady, shaking beneath your weight. Slowly searching room after room. First investigating the kitchen, the window unbroken and still locked. This had helped calm your nerves a bit and soon you searched with more confidence, checking underneath your bed and closet. You breathed a deep sigh of relief as you had found nothing. Quickly you went to shut the door and lock it, as you had left it open in case you needed to escape. Calmer now you began to go about your usual nightly routine, make something to eat, get a shower, and then relax for a while. Relaxing was usually spent reading, but this evening was different. It was Friday night which was reserved for the new episode of your most recent favorite show. Burning Embers. It was much like a soap opera but it was more intense, the main character Ember finds that she is one in five of her ancestors who were gifted with the ability to control fire. Tonights episode will explain last week’s cliffhanger; did Ember kill her boyfriend after finding out he was having an affair? You had to find out. Quickly you ran and jumped into the shower, the hot water washing away the stress and anxiety that you dealt with on a daily basis. Feeling yourself become more comfortable and not so on edge you began to enjoy the warmth that was enveloping your body. The sweet aroma of the soap was filling the off white tile bathroom, along with the steam clouding the mirror. Your fingers interlocked with your (h/c) hair, scrubbing shampoo deep into your scalp. As your eyes were closed and head underneath the water, the feeling that greeted when you first stepped inside was now back. Stronger than before it brought you to your knees; the hot water peppering your back as you tried to reach for faucet. With the water now gone and pooling at the drain, you sat with knees drawn to your chest trembling from the overwhelmingly dangerous energy. Soon you found the courage to stand, cool streaks of water flowing down your torso to your feet. You hadn’t meant to pull the towel off the rack as hard as you did, but you were shivering so vigorously from the cold air and fear it pulled the rack straight out of the wall. Making a loud crash against the tile floor, your breath hitched in your throat. You waited for a reaction on the opposite side of the bathroom door. Instead all you were met with was silence, a deafening silence. But you knew you were not alone. Energy of that strength had not been manufactured from an anxious mind, this came from an unseen individual who’s intention was harm. As you stood with towel wrapped around you, giving you a small sense of coverage, your ripped the shower curtain back only to find your dirty scrubs and towel rack on the floor. A wave of relief washed over your body. Cautiously you stepped on the floor from the shower, retrieved your items, and grasped the door handle. You froze once again, the only thoughts running through your mind were

‘What would happen if there was someone on the other side?’

In that moment it was decided that if indeed there was an intruder on the other side of the door, lying in wait for you to build up enough courage to come out, you would not greet them with cowardice. Anger now seared across your chest. How dare someone make you uncomfortable in your own home? How dare they think you are an easy target! You were not scared but furious, you ripped the bathroom door open only to find an empty bedroom. Nothing was out of place, nor looked disturbed. This did not subside your anger, but rather fuel it. Did they think they were going to play games with you? Make you feel as if you were loosing your mind? Absolutely not. After ripping your clothes on top of your semi wet body, you ran through the apartment almost tearing the doors off the hinges. Searching everywhere but finding nothing at all, you even unlocked the front door and looked down the hallway. Satisfied to some degree, you huffed in aggravation as you closed the door and locked it back. You made your way into the living room and decided to spend the rest of the evening the original way you had intended, eating and watching the new episode. Soon you became relaxed once more but still on edge a bit, peering over your shoulder towards the bedroom down the hall. You still had not shaken the slight feeling of being watched, even though it had subsided quite a bit. The thoughts and feelings left your mind more and more as you continued to become more involved with the program. Laughing in some parts, and gasping during others, you were no longer afraid or angry. You followed the story intently as you placed yourself inside the show and shared emotions with the characters, tonights incident seemed to be far away at this point. Your temporary relief departed as your show came to an end, and the residual fear crept into your mind again. You sighed deeply as you shut the tv off and the screen faded to black. You stared at your reflection in the blank box, but you noticed something unusual behind the couch you were currently resting on. Instead of the bland beige wall, there was figure directly behind you. You froze in terror, immediately the tremors struck you and you held your hand to your mouth as if to block your own screams which couldn’t be produced even if you had wanted them to. The mass was over 6 foot tall towering above you, directly behind you. You watched in horror as the enormous hands of this being reach up and gently cover your mouth. Never closing your eyes, unable to pry them from the nightmare that was unfolding in front of you.

Uvogin had been watching you for some time, he was careful not to ever let you see him. He had first noticed you several months before when you had passed him on the sidewalk. Because of his size he took up the entirety of path, and you with your head down had bumped into him accidentally. At first his reaction was to throw you into the street, or pummel you into the concrete but you had looked up and apologized. You began laughing and said you should have kept your head up as you were not looking where you were going. This touched him in a way he head not expected. He was intrigued by you, a small person, not even half his size was apologizing and was laughing at your own inobservance. He felt warm listening to your laugh and seeing your bright smile. If you had paid him anymore attention during this interaction you would have noticed he was staring at you in bewilderment. He became enamored, no obsessed with you. He followed to and from work when he could, he followed your weekly trips to the grocery store, to your mother‘s home, everywhere you went he was your shadow. Always just out of sight. He promised himself it was only for safety, he wanted to make sure you never got into harms way being that you did not live in the best part of town. Soon his feelings became too strong and he began observing you through your kitchen window. Even though you lived on the third floor he would climb and watch you as you went through your nightly routine, when you retired to bed for the evening he would switch to the fire escape and watch you peacefully sleep completely unaware of his presence. This only curbed his urges slightly, shortly thereafter even watching from outside your window wasn’t enough. He needed more, he wanted to hold you and keep you. It was only to protect you of course, he couldn’t keep letting you live so dangerously. One night not too long after, he managed to break into your apartment, he concealed his presence till after you had fallen asleep and he watched you the entire night from the corner of your bedroom. But tonight was the night he had decided to take you, he restrained himself for far too long. He was going to assure your safety by keeping you at his side, his eyes never leaving you. Or he was going to lock you up so that you’d never be able to escape and get yourself hurt in that cruel unforgiving world. He followed you home as he usually did, he waited patiently till the time was right. He sent a surge of threatening aura through you as you tried to enter your home. In your fear fueled confusion you had left him the perfect opening, the front doo. As you slowly searched your home for the intruder you had thought was already there, one came in and lied in wait till he had the opportunity to pounce. As you became enthralled in your show he sat calmly behind the couch. He could have taken you at any moment but he enjoyed watching your reactions to such trivial things, he relished in the private moment you both had shared even if you had no idea he was watching you inches away.

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The Lord in Blue | Chapter 4

Author’s note: This is a filler chapter and not that interesting, but it is needed for the story to make sense. The Queen is inspired on a friend of mine (she also was the Queen on my dream), and she’s currently obsessed with Ben White, so that’s why he is featured here 😁 As always, thank you very much for the support, and keep your eyes on Monday’s chapter! Something is happening 👀

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"So... Is there anything you would like to share with me?" my cousin asks.

"No, I don't think so" I say while playing with a kitten. We are at the gardener's little cottage, petting and playing with some of the new kittens born this season. Both my cousin and I have been huge cat lovers since we were kids.

"That's not what people say at court" she insists.

"I don't know" I shrug.

"Oh, stop it. I know you went on a walk with Lord Mount and that you weren't able to keep your eyes from each other. Everyone is talking about it."

"Everyone?" I ask.

"Everyone, cousin. He's the Golden Boy!"

"People seriously need to stop calling him that. It's like you are talking about a dog" I laugh.

"I hadn’t thought about that. But the important thing here is... do you like him?"

"I... I don't know yet." Which is a lie. I know I like him. And I definitely find him very attractive and enjoyed his company the other day. But do I like him like on a romantic way?

"You are blushing, cousin. I think that says it all. But I understand how you feel. It happened to me not so long ago."

"Wait, what? You like someone? And you haven't told me about it yet?"

"Shh! Low your voice, someone may hear us!" she says, looking everywhere.

"Then you better start talking, your majesty."

"His name is Lord Benjamin White" she says. "You've probably never heard of him, not many have. His family left the country when he was a kid because his father is an ambassador, and he's spent most part of his life from one court to the other. But a few months ago they moved back home, and he came to court to pay his respects. The moment he walked into the room, I was left speechless. Me! And when we met each other's eyes... I blushed, cousin. I could feel the heat in my face, threatening to burn my whole body. Which is a good description of how I've felt every time I've been with him, or just when I think about his mere existence" she says while fanning herself. "That first day we just exchanged a few words, but he came back the next day offering his services. Turns out he learnt how to paint while being away, and he wanted to make me a portrait. I obviously said yes, and through that we started talking, to get closer and closer... and we fell in love. For the first time in my life, I can say I am in love with someone."

And she totally looks like it. I can see it on her face, on the way she talks about him. 

"Where is he now?" I ask.

"One of his sisters is getting married, so he's left the country to be by her side. But he's coming back and I will be finally able to introduce you to him. I'm sorry I didn't say anything before, but I couldn't find the right moment."

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"How do I look?" my cousin asks, more nervous than I have ever seen her.

"You look gorgeous. He would definitely want to paint you again the moment he sees you."

"You are going to like him, I'm sure of it. I was right about Lord Mount, wasn't I?" she winks. I don't reply, I just roll my eyes at her.

I've kept going on my daily walks with Lord Rice, but now Lord Mount has joined us too. And even though it's hard to not pay attention to Lord Rice, who is constantly talking and making me laugh, my eyes can't help but stare at Lord Mount. At the way he smiles, making that damned dimple I love so much show up. At the way he laughs, the wrinkles on his eyes. Or who he's constantly touching his hair, trying to keep it in place now that it is a bit longer. Sometimes, when I'm lost looking at him, he looks back at me. "And when we met each other's eyes... I blushed, cousin. I could feel the heat in my face, threatening to burn my whole body." That's exactly how I feel when he looks at me. And that heat just keeps getting stronger and stronger, but is that what falling in love with someone feels like?

"He's here, your majesty" one of the servants says. I grab my cousin's arm, trying to calm her a bit.

"Here we go" she says.

We walk into one of the private rooms used for meetings, and there he is, standing in the middle of it. Lord White.

"Oh" I say in a little whisper when I see him. Like everyone on this court, he is very handsome. He may not be a prince, but he total stands and moves like one.

"I've heard you, cousin. But remember, I saw him first" she says, elbowing me a bit. "Lord White" she calls. "It's so good to finally have you back."

"Your majesty" he says while bowing, a little smile showing on his lips.

"Allow me to introduce you to my dearest cousin."

"My lady" he says, also bowing in front of me and kissing the back of my hand. "Her majesty has told me many things about you."

"Hope they all have been good, my lord" I reply.

"They have, my lady. Do not worry" he says while looking at my cousin. She looks back at him, and I get a pang of jealousy. I wish someone looked at me like that, have what they have.

We stay talking, eating and drinking for hours, and I get to learn a bit more about Lord White, about all this travels. They also tell me anecdotes about their secret dates, how they've managed to do it until now. 

"But we won't have to hide anymore" she says while grabbing his hand. "Cousin, remember the letter I sent you for your birthday? How I told you that something was happening by winter? Here is that big something... Benjamin and I are getting married!"

[its-a-humanriot]

ooo for the drabble list... maybe 73--"You do have a stupid face."? XD

fvkgdfjy ahh thank you kindly for the ask! I have to say that was one of my favourites off the list 😁 I got a little bit carried away with this so it’s a bit more than drabble length...

prompt list here

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“Butch, would you settle down? I can’t clean this if you keep twitching like that.”

“Well maybe I would stop twitching if ya stop poking me! That stuff stings.”

Butch flinches away from the cloth in Billie’s hand, and she sighs. The cut on his jaw apparently originated from a broken glass in the brawl that had happened in the Muddy Rudder, and while she likes the establishment well enough she does not feel confident enough in Belle’s dishwashing to feel she can forgo disinfectant.

“Don’t be a baby, it’s just antiseptic. I wouldn’t have to use it if you hadn’t gotten yourself into a fight.” 

She didn’t really know it had happened either – they had just been enjoying a drink in the bar and Sister had started mouthing off in the background, and next thing she knew fists were flying and Charon was having to pull a bleeding Butch off Sister by the collar. Butch didn’t even have the excuse of drunkenness as he’d only been halfway through a single beer before everything kicked off.

“That guy was knocking our gang, Bills!”

“He was extremely drunk, and the worst thing he said to you as far as I heard was that you ‘had a stupid face’. You came up with more offensive things to say to me at age ten.”

A snort comes from behind them. Charon, who had been cleaning his shotgun in silence in the corner of their room at the Weatherly, raises his eyes to meet Butch’s as the young barber glares at him.

“You got something to say too, big guy?”

The ghoul’s face remains impassive as he holds Butch’s stare, but Billie sees the slightest quiver at the corner of his lip.

“Sister wasn’t wrong in that aspect at least.”

Billie tries – unsuccessfully - to control her own grin even as she holds Butch down in his chair while he tries to leap up and face Charon himself. Extending her leg, she shoves Charon’s knee playfully with her foot, and he snorts again.

“I thought you were supposed to be the adult here?” Laughing, she pushes him again. “Go on, go walk Dogmeat or something and let me work in peace without antagonising my patient.”

“Physical violence invalidates the contract.” The twitch in his lip has turned to the barest hint of a smile that gives away his amusement.

“Yeah, yeah. Go on, shoo.”

Charon does leave with Dogmeat in tow but not before ruffling her hair as he goes, and she blows an errant curl out of her eyes before turning back to her unruly patient. Butch is, for want of a better word, pouting.

“Are you going to let me clean that now?”

Butch huffs but complies, and Billie gets back to disinfecting the wound with little interruption other than the odd wince.

“Now are you gonna tell me what Sister actually said that got you all revved up? I’ve said ten worse things to you since breakfast, and I don’t catch you trying to break my face.”

Butch huffs again.

“Yeah, but that’s you, and I figure you get some for free cause of all the shit I did to you when we were kids.” He twitches again as she dabs at his jaw, but doesn’t meet her eye. “You get to talk shit about me and I get to talk shit about you, but some weirdo running his mouth doesn’t get to say nothin’ to me about a fellow Tunnel Snake.”

Oh. Her hand stills. This is about me. Billie had let slip to Butch once that she disliked being the wasteland’s new celebrity. Three Dog may have meant well, but now everywhere she went all eyes were on her and judging her without even knowing her, and sometimes it made her feel like shutting herself in her house and never coming out again. 

Even when she was a kid so many people in the vault had looked at her different because she was a wastelander’s kid without her even knowing the reason, everyone had expected her to become a doctor because she was Doctor Morgan’s kid. She found it less of a burden now, but the weight of other people’s perceptions weighed heavy on her.

She’d never had anyone fighting for her honour like that before.

Butch is still pointedly avoiding looking at her and her hand is hovering conspicuously in midair, so she drops it. The wound was cleaned well enough anyway. Instead she picks up a stimpak and gently injects a little of the solution at the edge of the cut. Butch hisses at the unexpected pain of the needle, and finally looks back at her.

“Ow! Was that necessary?”

Before her eyes the new skin starts to form over the cut. It was a bit of an unnecessary use of a stimpak, but she can’t bring herself to feel bad about it.

“Facial wounds get infected pretty easily, it’s better to get them healed over. You didn’t wanna have a scar there, right?” She hopes the deflection is enough to cover her terrible lying, and takes Butch’s chin between her thumb and forefinger to better examine his face. The new pink skin on Butch’s defined jaw has now covered the open flesh completely – by the morning it will look like nothing ever happened. It looks so delicate, and she gets a sudden urge to trace it with a finger before she gets a hold of herself. “All done.”

Butch seems to snap out of whatever stupor he was in and looks away as she lets go of his jaw. With a muttered ‘thanks’ he gets to his feet as she finishes packing away her med kit and pulls his jacket back on. As he opens the door out of the room, her mouth starts speaking again seemingly without her permission.

“For the record –” she says, placing the med kit back in her pack by the door, and Butch’s big blue eyes look surprised as he looks back over his shoulder at her “- it’s a pretty nice face, actually.”

Butch looks stunned for a brief moment before recovering himself with a sly smile.

“Aw Bills, if you wanted to get a closer look all ya gotta do is ask.” He cocks a eyebrow, and Billie can feel her ears burning red.

“It’s still a stupid face!” She blurts and pushes him by the face over the threshold, taking some comfort that his staggering to recover himself wipes the cocky grin off his face. “Goodnight!”

Face burning, she slams the door shut.

[rosenallies]

just wanted to say i’m obsessed with your groupie au it’s so good also if you ever felt compelled to do a lil jan/jackie moment in that verse i would die. anything you want but i will say i love a hurt/comfort moment

Thank you babes! I’m glad you like this verse!!💗💗

I know this is one of the most recent prompts sent in but I can’t resist writing Jankie 💗😁

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Jan stared at herself in the dressing room mirror, practicing her fake smile with her heavily made up reflection staring back at her. She loved her job, she did, but sometimes the sacrifices didn’t seem worth it. Today was her and Jackie’s first anniversary and she had a show halfway across the country while Jackie was back in New York. They’d texted all day and would likely FaceTime after the show, but Jan wanted nothing more than to be wrapped up in Jackie’s arms and going on a normal anniversary date like a normal couple.

She snapped from her thoughts when Rosé barged in. “Call time’s in 5,” she said.

Rosé came up behind her and hugged her. “I’m sorry you’re missing your girl.”

Jan frowned. “Easy for you to say when your girlfriend follows you around on tour like a lost puppy dog.”

“Hey,” Rosé removed her touch, raising her hands up in defense, “no need to get snippy.”

She sighed. “I know, I’m sorry. I just really miss her.”

Rosé squeezed her shoulder. “I know, channel all those emotions into the music and let’s have a great show.”

Jan smiled. “Ok, thanks, Rosie.”

Rosé kissed her cheek softly, careful not to get lipstick on her. “See you out there, Jannie.”

The pink haired girl skipped out of the room, glad Jan was completely oblivious to her plans.

The show went on how it usually did, they had fun, the fans screamed their names and it was bliss beside for the fact that Jan was missing Jackie so much.

Toward the end of the show, Rosé began to speak to the crowd.

“So, for our final song, we’re gonna slow it down a bit.”

Jan looked at her confused, though Lagoona and their band seemed to be in on it.

“For those of you who don’t know, today is Jan and her lovely girlfriend Jackie’s very first anniversary.”

The crowd erupted in applause, Rosé and Lagoona clapping with them. Suddenly, the crowd got even louder and someone tapped on Jan’s shoulder from behind. Whipping around, she nearly fell to her knees when she saw who it was.

“Oh my god, Jackie,” she said, throwing herself in the brunette’s arms.

Jackie pet her back comfortingly. “Happy anniversary, baby.”

Jan pulled away and kissed her, not caring that the world was watching until Rosé cleared her throat.

“Okay, you two this isn’t an 18+ show.”

Jan laughed, speaking into her microphone. “That’s what I keep saying about you on the tour bus.”

Rosé rolled her eyes, the crowd going nuts.

“Alright, alright, we promised to perform tonight, not subject them to the disgusting love parade going on,” Lagoona said, laughter behind her voice.

The music started then, something soft and slow, a mile away from the rest of their set from the night. Jan sang from her heart, all of the love woven into the lyrics dedicated to Jackie and her warm brown eyes and honey skin.

After, they closed the show with a bit more banter, Jackie staying up on the stage, close to Jan the entire time.

Once the curtains closed, Jan and Jackie ran off to the dressing room, leaving everyone else in the dust.

The door shut behind them and Jan leaped into Jackie’s arms, the other girl kissing her senseless. They made love softly and quietly on the couch, love confessions hanging in the air afterwards, clothes strewn about the room while they Jan laid on top of Jackie, their legs tangled together.

“How long are you staying?”

Jackie sighed. “My flight leaves in the morning.”

“It’s okay, I’m glad you’re here now,” she said, feigning a smile.

Tucking a strand of hair behind Jan’s ear, Jackie smiled softly back. “I’m glad too. I’ve missed you, you know?”

“I know. I’ve missed you too. I can’t wait to have some time off.”

Jackie continued to gently pet her hair. “A few more months, baby.”

“We could be together more if you quit your job and came with me,” Jan said, hopefully.

“Baby, you know I can’t do that. I can’t expect you to take care of everything financially. I know you make plenty of money, but we haven’t even moved in together yet.”

Jan buried her face in Jackie’s neck. “I know, I’m sorry. I just miss you.”

“Hey, look at me,” she said, Jan lifting her head up, “let’s move in together after this leg of the tour is over, then whenever you’re home we’ll be together all the time. You’re over mine all the time anyway, no point in paying rent on a place you’re never in.”

“Really? You’d want to?”

Jackie kissed her temple. “Of course I want to.”

Jan smiled. “Let’s do it then.”

“Let’s do it,” Jackie confirmed.