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reneeub · 7 months

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The Greek gods really went off with punishing Sisyphus huh

Like we all get that pushing that boulder uphill over and over is a hard job and also gets boring pretty quickly but it's cruel in a more complicated way than that

It's the growing frustration with failing the one simple task you've been doing for so long.

It's getting angry at yourself, why can't you learn anything from from what you just did.

It's always second guessing yourself if the problem is you, are you the reason you fail every time?

It's the loneliness when you have no one to ask even for smallest hints to make your work easier

It's seeing the boulder down the hill again and wondering if there is any end to this or is it just like that forever?

#greek mythology #sisyphus #sorrry i get tons of homework every week and have no energy to do them and when i try they take me hours for some reason and when i finally #do half of them it's the deadline already and next day i have another ton of them to do and cant finish the first pile #and then its exam wednesday and i didnt even study bc i feel like i spend my whole time over this homework so i know what it looks like and #i cant even look at the text book bc just looking at it makes me feel bad and guess how the exam goes...#its been two months i thought it would get easier by now but its the same #and it propably will be the same for the next two months until the semester ends and then for the next few years until i graduate #and knowing life after uni there will probably come another task that's exhausting in this way #the grind never stops

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