#and it turned into a shitty cycle of kicking myself on rhe ground so i nvr write anythinf up and accepting that ill scrape by this sem
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#i need to go back in timw and blow myself up IVE BEEN SO. STRESSED. abt making good lab reports that i nvr eveb started them until like.#last week#bc my prof is so distinguished in his field and writing uo a shitty lab report like y even try im not getting any points#and it turned into a shitty cycle of kicking myself on rhe ground so i nvr write anythinf up and accepting that ill scrape by this sem#and the reports i turned in last week.cfor the first time. i rhought they were so shit so garbage#i only spent 5 hrs on rhese y would i get any points i wad fully expecting 4/10s#and he gave me full points. on both. like is it abt wanting ti get the sem over with prof i get it#now im sittinf here like a fucking rock. thinkifn if i just wrote somethinf up ANYTHING UP for another lab i couldve gotten more points#deep breaths okay#vomitting all this up to cathartically expel out my body like poison#need to build the confidence for a presentation tmrw for the same class prof made it so open ended#we can pick any research paper we want a present the finfings as if we were part of the team#i found one abt the importance of sleep! the researchers were lookinf into super primitive creatures like octopi#and found they perform something similar to sleep! so sleep is like. not a later evolution for higher sentient beings#but a necessary function for most complex organisms for some. reason.#anw#got that report to read n take notes on#wig vent
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