#and like my coping mechanisms!! are trash!! I just draw and daydream and ignore everything!!
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I feel. Like a sopping wet rat of a man
#nadine is typing...#my uncle is really encouraging me to see a physc and get like.. see if they can diagnose me with bipolar?#Because he has it and he's 100% certain I do too and I don't know man#my ups and downs have been really really bad lately and i've been getting unreasonably angry at nothing and being irritable with everyone#like I can't even stand the sound of breathing at times and that's been like. going on forever but it's super bad atm#And I mean I guess I would like to get diagnosed if I have it so I can treat it and get better? but I hate setting up appointments#and it feels like so much is happening and i'm a little overwhelmed and I just don't want to do anything at all#I haven't changed my bedding in like. a month. I am doing. Really Bad#and like my coping mechanisms!! are trash!! I just draw and daydream and ignore everything!!#Idk I want to get better for the people who unfortunately have to be around me a lot and deal with me#bc even my friends have said i've been super irritable and I hate being. that. I hate being a negative experience for other people#Maybe when everything calms down and I don't have so many things coming up i'll try to see someone#SORRY FOR RAMBLING!! I gotta get this ish off my chest sometimes and the void of tumblr is good for that#i'm like okay in general just mentally and emotionally i'm exhausted rn
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