#and maybeeee if you didn't ignore 90% of the things i say | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

xxlonelym00ng1rlxx · 29 days

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"i'm probably way smarter than you" boy you completely lack emotional intelligence and have no comprehension of even the most basic psychology so i really doubt that but sure whatever makes you feel better

#i hate when people don't comprehend stuff like disorders mental illness and behavior #and how like i can be aware of a behavior that comes from my disorder and still be unable to do anything about it #and i'm allowed to complain (to MYSELF and not AT other people) about other people behaving the same way i do #yes im avoidant....... i know i am #im still allowed to cry when someone im in love with avoids me #even if i do the same to others #and maybeeee if you didn't ignore 90% of the things i say #or TELL me im stupid #i would wanna talk to you but i dont wanna talk to you #anyway like i know it serves no purpose to get upset about it #he's attached to me (again i have no idea why because like im not even attractive #plus when im like displaying loyal devoted dog thoughts is for him i love because he has earned me being a dog for him 😃)#ok im yapping again i know he doesnt even use his brain because he's just not even thinking rationally #it's just annoying because i wanna exist in peace on tumblr im not even special or interesting leave me alone 😭😭😭😭#i think im just also irritated that he doesnt seem to understand #that im in love with the man im in love with because he treats me with respect and makes me feel warm and fuzzy and good #and all he does is make me feel stupid bc he doesnt even listen to me or care about what i say plus he calls me dumb #im prettyyyy sure most ppl i talk with have similar thoughts but idc until they tell me about it lol #like have whatever thoughts you have about me as long as you're nice to me and it's cool #why is he angry that i dont want to be with him when he treats me like trash lol #there's not even any point in wondering i know. he's entitled and angry and it's like he's just mad at his vacuum cleaner for not wanting to #suck up all the dirt 💀#so ig im answering my own question.. he doesnt see it that we bc he doesnt think of me as a human being #only a vessel to do what he wants and when i dont wanna he gets mad #he can be mad just let me post whatever i want on my blog goddammit 😔

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