#and my face started bleeding. all i reached was an unsound half-tautology. by the end of the 8 hours
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my head hurts and i wanna cry . affectionate
#we say this is a blood pact and he says my word is my bond. what else is there? when lie and impercision is#some moral crime. you have my word so you have my heart. the philosopher king flies back from philadelphia on 24 hours#of wakefulness and a guaranteed admission to every ivy league he glanced at. elated like he just kissed#the love of his life. blue lenses and a long coat. we talk about philosophy four to eight. we walk out to eat and then talk about#philosophy eight to 11 and then to 12. i tell them i suffer from my own comfort in a belief that makes me#insufferable to talk to. it makes others insufferable to talk to. i do not understand why i must#necessarily accept the existence of anything at all. you tell me to read so and so and so and so. the physics student had watched us#talk about this for 8 hours. i beg them to break down my mind and convince me otherwise. they convince me of one thing otherwise.#at the bus station the philosopher king watches him leave. he lays his head on my shoulder. still with his suitcases.#he told me about the dead person in front of their train and why he was late. i need to be mr president but i can finally be me.#you have my respect for believing in your philosophy wholeheartedly. what is a blood pact against your word?#admiring the ring of fire and my nose started bleeding. amongst books admiring the structure of the eye#and my face started bleeding. all i reached was an unsound half-tautology. by the end of the 8 hours#i was in the dark on my friends couch with my head on fire and all that i certainly knew#all that i certainly know#is that there is some thing . there is some thing that experiences. there is some thing that is experienced. there is such a thing as#experience. this is much more than i initially knew. i had also learned that the philosopher likes to lay his head on my sboulder.#i had also learned that forgiveness is not to pardon and leave. i had also learned that the chemist joined us all.#i had also learned that the cult leader gave his students something to smoke. i had also learned about the infinite indeterminate.#i also learned about your eyes. i had also learned that whenever i hold your face and look past your irises i find a dark pit#which cannot perceive the light in darkness. i also learned about love through your collective#8 hours of convincing me to break down and kill my beliefs so that i can meet you on your terms. i had also learned that#i like peoples heads against my shoulders.
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