#and my mutuals who receive it are usually content creators/gifmakers with XXXX followers so like

[lanaevyssmoved]

Idk what discourse you are seeing I just know I’m glad it’s not me seeing it 😭 but you’re right that what I’ve seen has been sooo biowarepilled. god forbid I don’t conform to the masses in a roleplaying game 🙄 anyways I’m here for u bestie. Holding ur hand while we wish death to fandom

-fuckitwebhaal

ive had anons ask me about astarions quest and the dark parts of it in graphic detail and how i Personally feel about it.. all uncensored and very triggering, ive had them asking me if i agree with people being threatened and harassed for their opinions (on the side of agreeing with it) including asking if i think people getting astarion scar tattoos are evil terrible people who deserve hate?, ive had people try to bait me into talking about astarions racism and calling HALSIN racist and asking me to agree and comment like i'm any authority on these things as a white person, ive had people try to bait me into talking about karlach face discourse when that was everywhere, ive had people tell me im a r*tard for my opinions on astarions quest (that people can do whatever they want in the video game lol), and told to kms for the exact same opinion, AND MORE! the discourse i'm seeing be the anons in my askbox L;DKJFSDL;FKS my astarion hate and me pushing away astarion fans comes from a place of absolute fear because they've been utter terrors to me <3

sometimes i see mutuals comment on discourse they've seen or respond to baiting asks they've gotten too, and that alone tires me out, even if i completely agree with them or they're telling people to shut up and be normal. i'm just tired <3 i don't want any of it anymore

holding ur hand.. please save me