#and now Camellya is out in Wuwa and I am really struggling to work up the motivation to log in and summon for her | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

nightmareonpeachstreet · 6 months ago

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I can’t tell you why I suddenly lose motivation/interest in games when a character I’ve been waiting for finally gets released, because I don’t know either, but it happens more often than I would like to admit

#typically doesn’t happen for like my MAIN main interest games #like Furina was for sure my most anticipated character in that game and probably will have been for the rest of it’s lifespan #but I continued playing that game just fine after her release #but for some reason it’s been happening a lot in recent history #like my ZZZero time was bound to end sooner rather than later #because it’s not really a game I can relax in very easily #but I gave up literally right before Jane Doe came out and I really liked her #and now Camellya is out in Wuwa and I am really struggling to work up the motivation to log in and summon for her #I was even saving specifically for her but still. brain just shuts off #not sure if they’re depressive episodes or if I’m addicted to anticipation #honestly it could be both…#either way it’s not exactly ideal. always building up and never paying off #I should really get on Wuwa…I think it might make me feel better if I force myself to follow through #obviously not to the point of spending money if I don’t get her.#that’d be a very bad financial decision. but I do wanna follow through with trying

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