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franeridart · 1 year

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sudden doodles cause I’ve been rereading one piece…….again

#my sketches #one piece #roronoa zoro #monkey d. luffy #trafalgar law #every some years i draw them again and im like oh wow maybe i AM getting better at this whole drawing thing #my zoro finally looks good enough good news everyone high school me is so proud of current me right now

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freaky-flawless · 1 month

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The De Nile sisters!

#monster high #monster high fanart #cleo de nile #nefera de nile #monster high gen 1 #monster high redesign #artist on tumblr #character design #been working on this for days i needed to hurry up and post it before i started to hate it #this isnt meant to be a redesign of the two pack btw it just made me want to draw them together so i could figure out their styles #it is interesting tho cuz i gave cleo triangle theming and nefera diamond theming #but the two pack does the opposite which made me feel weird #but now i think im right since nefera's cheek gem is literally a diamond #anyway i wanted cleo to have a more casual style where nefera's is always elegant 100% of the time #i know all the mh ghouls are always overdressed but with nefera its on a different level #i might reblog with some more info on how i reimagined them story wise #but for now i'll just say that cleo is in her final year of high school (basically she's 17/18) and nefera is the equivalent of 21/22 #my art #sabz art #EDIT: you can tell i haven't posted in a while cuz i completely forgot to add an ID!!#i was wondering why posting this was so quick #its because i was being a forgetful asshole!!! so #id in alt

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writeronartblock · 9 months

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Listing fucked up shit that happened in BoBoiBoy, purely from memory (so details maybe fuzzy or I'm over-exaggerating):

1. At the start of the series, he literally got his powers at the age of like, 10. HE'S A BABY

2. The Second Tiers manifestations:

2.A. Halilintar got manifested after being seperated from the other elements and getting tortured via balloon poppings.

2.A.1. The fact that Adudu practically brainwashed him into joining his side after the fact.

2.A.2. Additionally, the fact that the massive drawback to BoBoiBoy's elemental split is the fact that he slowly loses his memories and gets amnesia? Fucked. Up.

2.B. Angin got upgraded to Taufan by getting DRUGGED via potion(?) enhanced cookies. Bro literally got into an acid trip and almost destroyed his town as he's promoting those cookies

2.C. Gempa manifested after having watched all of his friends NEARLY DIE and feeling helpless about the situation because he wasn't strong enough. DUDE–

3. The fact that Fire manifested as a STRESS COPING MECHANISM. OMG

4. Getting back to the getting drugged part, yeah, remember that episode when the gang got zapped by an emotion amplifier ray gun? It pretty much works the same way as the potion thing that happened Taufan

5. ONTO THE MOVIE, OH MY GOD THE MOVIE

5.A. Honestly, because of that, if there ever was like, a subplot, where Ochobot asks BoBoiBoy to take a rest and he refuses because of his crippling hero complex. I would get 'Nam flashbacks

6. To be honest I don't remember much about the movie actually, though I do vaguely remember that he got blasted into space and nearly froze to death? Or was that BBB Galaxy? Or both?

7. Fuck, wasn't he forced to fight Fang because of Kaizo and nearly died in the series finale?

8. For BBBG S1, I don't actually remember much aside from the season finale

9. Oh, but that timeloop episode got me tripped up like crazy. That is my NIGHTMARE scenario

10. And fuck, don't get me started on episode 14. Watching Hali show up again after so long was like watching an angel descend from heaven.

11. But the fact that he was flickering from his normal form to Hali in blinks and flashes, seeing him pushing himself to his absolute limit felt heartbreaking

12. Onto, BBB Movie 2

13. AAAAHHHHHH, THEY GOT SUCKED AWAY

14. BRO, WHEN I SAW SOLAR DISINTEGRATING INTO DUST I GOT SO WORRIED. LIKE WHAT WOULD HAPPEN TO THE REST OF THEM, HE'S PART OF BOBOIBOY HIMSELF, WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE'S NOW GONE????

15. Near death counter gets added several times here, like it isn't high enough already

And this is where I'll stop, since I haven't started on BBB Galaxy S2 yet (the comics or the now animated BBB Sori)

#boboiboy #i just finished watching the second movie with my brother literally an hour ago #the relationship i have with the series is like and on and off thing #naturally watched on tv as a child #perks of being southeast asian :p #got into galaxy as a middle schooler and it became an obsession of mine #now im in my last year of high school. basking in my nostalgia for the series #and finally realizing how fucked up this series is #honestly despite all of this #boboiboy is a genuinely good cartoon #malaysian cartoons are the fucking goat man #i was on that Upin & Ipin and BoBoiBoy and Pada Zaman Dahulu and Ejen Ali hype train #wooooo!

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beef-unknwn · 1 year

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clawdeen got dat dawg in her y'know what I'm sayi-💥

#monster high #clawdeen wolf #this is like a redesign that's part of a rewrite I'm doing btw #and in my rewrite clawd does not exist (sort of)#see. clawd and clawdeen are the same person #clawd transitioned into clawdeen using werewolf hrt #clawd also kinda ghosted (haha) draculaura during the gender questioning pit of despair trans ppl go thru (source: im trans)#this happened over break so the next school year clawd is gone and clawdeen is now here and draculaura has Questions #clawdeen lies through all of it until she finally tells the truth and they can be monster lesbians at last #if you made it this far. thank you for indulging in my delusions and also #more is coming soon i promise. im just tired and busy okay?

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velvetstreets · 3 months

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I got into the two schools I wanted and now I have to make a choice within the next 2hr30 min

#IM GONNA THROW UP #pro: I wanted the music one rly bad and now I finally got it and have a chance to at least try being an artist& give myself an actual chan #*chance #con: it’s part time and I still have to get a job which is fine but the program is only one semester and I’ll be done by Christmas #pro 2: the other school is super high valued and typically hard to get into (it felt easy to me) and is over a year long and sets u up with #an internship at the end #con 2: it’s not my passion and I’m worried I’ll get bored with it after 4 months but have to push through & I actually want to enjoy school #this time around….

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mejomonster · 2 months

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past mejo would be thrilled to learn i officially know how to cut and dye my hair exactly how the fuck i want it to look <3

#rant #teenage mejo would be beyond thrilled to learn i finally look the way i imagined sksksks #i tried to do blue hair like 4 times in high school and it never turned out quite right #this time it did babyyy #also the first time ive successfully given myself that layered emo haircut ive loved since age12 #i remember 3 times at salons i got a mullet instead of this cut (now called the wolfcut sksk) because i was going cheap #and the salonists that were cheap could not do layers well :/#i do feel peculiar though? in that this color is permanent as fuck #im not used to permanent things lol. i feel like its like: okay so u like me? u like this look? congrats it will LAST fucker #but im not used to that... so im like wow. it'll really last? im just supposed to NOT fuck with my hair for months? absolutely WILD #if u are the kind of person who messes with ur hair. u might as well just keep doing it. ur only gonna learn how to do it the way u like by #trying many times #maybe next year i'll go green

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thiswillcostyourheart · 1 year

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I’ll be your candle on the water Till every wave is warm and bright

#fairy ranmaru #homura hoterase #uruu seiren #seiren uruu #homuruu #my art #FINALLY posts this hwaaaaughhhh #i wanted to do this ever since episode 9 and then i finished it 5 months later #and now im posting it like. a year and 5 months later .....#my homuruu manifesto right here #ive actually loved this song since high school then when it came on after seeing episode 9 i was like oh my h e art

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halfdeadwallfly · 5 months

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guess who is so absolutely shit at everything that they are failing at school, won't have the gpa to keep their financial aid at the ridiculously expensive institution they attend, and is probably gonna have to move back home next semester

#boink #it's me #lol #nothing feels real #i just slept for 15 hours #god i hate myself so much #i am such a fucking piece of shit #i was finally starting to settle in here #god im supposed to be in charge of my music group and im literally abandoning them #i finally started to feel like i maybe fit in with them #and now im going to be back at my house #like im in high school #because i cant be trusted to handle myself #things are hard here but at least i started to feel like a person #god i mean i started to feel like an individual #i went to a party this week an i had a good time #i asked someone out on a date for gods sake #these are things that i absolutely never could have done a year ago #and now im going back home #and i wont even be able to say i have school like i used to #that was who ive always been and its just fucking not now #obviously #its like i had the most terrifying realistic nightmare #and when i wake up its actually real #i am going to have to leave all of this #i dont even deserve it anyway #i wish i did #the world is getting so much smaller again

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syncrovoid-presents · 1 year

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I will continue being gone for a few days, sadly my original al plan of releasing the newest chapter of The Consequence Of Imagination's Fear has also been delayed. My apologies

Can't go into detail because its hush hush not-legally-mentionable stuff but today is my fifth 12 hour no-break work day. I'm also packing to move too in a fortnight (which is a Big Yahoo!! Yippee!! I'll finally have access to a kitchen!! And no more mold others keep growing!!! So exciting!!!)

#syncrovoid.txt #delete later #OKAY SO! this makes it sound like i have a super important job but really we are understaffed and ive barely worked there a year now #graduated college a few years early 'cause i finished high school early (kinda? it's complicated)#now i am in a position where i am in the role of a whole Quality Assurance team (testing and write ups)#a Task Manager/Planner #Software Developer and maybe engineer? not sure the differences. lots of planning and programming and debugging ect ect #plus managing the coworker that messed up and doing his stuff because it just isnt good enough. which i WILL put in my end day notes #our team is like 4 people lol. we severely need more because rhe art department has like 10 people??#crunch time is.. so rough..#its weirdddddd thinking about this job since its like i did a speedrun into a high expectations job BUT in my defense i was hired before #i graduated. and like SURE my graduating class had literally 3 people so like there was a 86%-ish drop out rate??#did a four year course in 2 BY ACCIDENT!! i picked it on a whim. but haha i was picked to give advice and a breakdown on the course so it #could be reworked into a 3 year course (with teachers that dont tell you to learn everything yourself) so that was neat #im rambling again but i have silly little guy privileges and a whole lot of thoughts haha #anywho i am SO hyped to move!! I'll finally get away from the creepy guy upstairs (i could rant for days about him but he is 0/10 the worst)#it will be so cool having access to a kitchen!! and literally anything more than 1 singular room #(it isnt as bad as it sounds i just have a weird life. many strange happenings and phenomenons)#<- fun fact about me! because why not? no one knows where i came from and i dont 100% know if my birthday is my birthday #i just kinda. exist. @:P #i mean technically i was found somewhere and donated to some folks (they called some different people and whoever got there first got me)#but still i think it is very silly! i have no ties to a past not my lived one! i exist as a singularity!#anywho dont think about it too hard like i guess technically ive been orphaned like twice but shhhhhhhh #wow. i am so sleep deprived. i am so so sorry to anyone who may read this #i promise im normal #@:|

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hyperkittten-blog · 2 years

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Testosterone Day 53

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

TODAY I TOLD ONE OF MY COWORKERS THAT I HAD STARTED ON T AND SHE SAID SHE HAD NOTICED

APPARENTLY MY VOICE HAS GOTTEN A LITTLE DEEPER AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

IT’S HAPPENING YALL THIS IS NOT A DRILL

#trans #hrt #nonbinary #ftm #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #low dose testosterone #im gonna fucking cry #but in a good way #also going on T has kinda sorta cured my depression and now I'm almost a fully functioning adult #not 100% obviously but this is the best ive felt since high school #i can finally finish college next year after 8 fucking years #for the last few years i had accepted that my mental illness was going to constitute a permanent disability but im free now

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eosofspades · 1 year

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okay so maybe it was just me being ahead of the curve or whatever but like. did anyone else have their ultimate misery / severe depression era during middle school instead of high school?

#mine #mental illness #it is FOUR AM i should NOT BE thinking about this but oh my god #i read something and i just realized that it wasnt just depression i had a full-fucking-blown psychological BREAK when i was 11 #and i need to be up in four hours but now im too pissed to sleep like oh my god i had a FULL PSYCHOLOGICAL BREAK and #STILL none of the adults in my life even noticed i was SAD?? FUCKING HELLO??????#anyway rant in the tags but also im genuinely asking did this hit anyone else in middle school/ages 11-13 instead of high school #bc all the stuff i see is about how miserable and mentally ill kids in high school are and im absolutely not discounting that #but like. high school was SO MUCH BETTER for me it was fucking PARADISE compared to how deeply fucking hurting i was #throughout all of middle school. like i would relive all my high school years ten times over before i even ONCE had to feel how i felt #from the ages of 11 - 13. high school was FUN for me and i was still very mentally ill going into 9th grade!!#like. okay you know the adhd principle of executive dysfunction where the idea is that DOING the task is easier than STARTING the task #and the analogy that goes like. imagine you had to struggle for hours climbing up the gravel mountain to get to the construction site #so when you finally get there youre like oh thank fuck time to lay some bricks i could do this all DAY #and the guy who drove up the mountain to the work site is all angry and is like man stop bragging about how EASY laying bricks is for you #man its hard work!!!!! and youre like. not as hard as climbing up the damn gravel mountain dude #and whenever i hear people talking about how high school is the worst. i think of that.#yeah man high school is hard. not as hard as suffering through the crushing misery of being 11 though.

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depresseddepot · 7 months

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I'm going to learn whittling because I need to do some sort of woodworking or I will go insane

#i made a table and a bookshelf in high school and it kept me going for a few years #but i need to do some sort of wood craft every now and then or i get so weird and paranoid. must reject modernity return to wood or whatever #i cannot get power tools while living at home bc my parents will mock me #BUT. I CAN WHITTLE #do i know how to whittle? no. am i afraid of knives? yes.#but i need it. i need to hold wood in my hands and make little useless dingles #i need to make a whale and a bird and three thousand magnets #i need to craft Or Else #im really worried im going to hurt myself but bc im so scared of knives i think i can translate that into extreme caution #im getting whittling gloves but the knives are so sharp that sometimes it doesn't matter #its okay. im scared but i can do it scared.#i will be careful. i will be patient and cautious and i will focus.#and on god i will make little wooden animals.#its me and wood against the world #when i get my own apartment (and get over the fear of being noisy) i will get power tools and finally #FINALLY #be able to start making furniture again #but for now: i will whittle

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when-did-this-become-difficult · 8 months

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there's a game at work where we're supposed to submit our 4 favorite movies and i wanna include how to blow up a pipeline (2022) so fuckin bad but i will not this is a large corporation, the company i work for sksksksksksksk it's genuinely such a good movie though

#j.2024.all #finally settled on 4 i think i can get away with that do actually show the range of things i love most #bridget jones; the death of stalin; the battle of algiers; mad max fury road #if anyone knew what the battle of algiers was about...but they dont itll be fine lmao #im going to get away with it by being like 'it's one of the inspirations for andor! you guys love andor right!!!"#runners up included phantom thread; the godfather; and tomorrow the world #pride and prejudice 2005 wouldve been on there if you asked me 5 years ago but i think i watched it too much like i think i had a surfeit o #p&p and now. no no no lol #also when i was in high school the bourne identity wouldve been on my top 4 #and if we're being so real with ourselves if this goes by how much i rewatch movies?#den of thieves would be on there. and it's a horrible movie. it's just not a good movie #but there's like 3 clips...as;dfkasdfafds

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bitegore · 8 months

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They're NEVER making another guy like me

#red rambles #trying to get my ducks all in a like today and lmao #like two days ago I bummed a hit off my sister's vape pen and straight up had like. a fucking asthma attack #(as far as i knew i didn't *have* asthma)#only remembered because my sister then was like 'oh yeah mom has asthma that makes sense' as though i should've known that #so today i waq trying to put together all the stuff i gotta put in my medical file (also arthritis!yay!)#that's not the part that matters #the important part is. after i was done feeling like my lungs had just been clenched in a giant fist #i did not go 'damn that sucked im not doing that again'#i went 'woah that felt really weird can i have another hit'#(my sister said no given i had just been sitting on the floor saying I couldn't breathe right and wheezing for three minutes or whatever)#(reasonable but now i want to get a dab pen ir something)#(<- also just straight up do not like nicotine(#actually the REALLY funny part of this is that the reason ive been an edibles only bitch for the last year is that through high school ever #time i smoked weed i got hives. like. physical visible obvious skin rash. I've never had an asthma attack before #finally... the scary high I've been craving....#im still gonna get myself salvia though

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britneyshakespeare · 10 months

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im just gonna tmi-medication share in the tags real quick

#tales from diana #i want to preface this with i've been prescribed adderall as-needed for adhd for a fullllll decade now #don't come at me with anti-adderall or anti-adhd-medication bullshit im not here for it!!#but my health problems have been so bad and ive been getting the worst sleep of my life lately no matter WHAT i do #i can do everything right #and btw i do not take adderall every day. which is implied by as-needed but i want to stress again I DONT NEED IT EVERY DAY #only when i do like. work. which ive been doing less and less bc of health problems!#but even though i havent been able to physically work so much i still have been taking half-doses a couple times a week just to like. read.#just to have a brain to do ANYTHING when everything is so awful and my brain is so foggy #ive always *sometimes* cut my doses in half if im not doing so much. just to save it y'know.#and ive always also *occasionally* gotten worse or even a really bad night's sleep after taking adderall #most commonly i'll wake up absurdly early the next morning and not be able to fall back asleep #rationing sleep is always something ive been in the habit of doing anyway as a person w adhd.#sleeping 4-6 hours during the week and 10-12 hours on weekends. just to make up for the deprivation y'know.#but even lately cutting my regular dose in half. it's still too much.#my current dose btw is already half of what it was in high school! i decreased my dose already years ago #but yesterday i finally got the nerve to take. a damn quarter of my own pill #and i took the smaller quarter of the half i cut in half.#i was def taking less than 5mg of my damn medication #and i actually didnt sleep like complete shit! and i was also worried #it might not be so effective.#but it actually worked quite well. i had enough focus to read for several hours #i had energy throughout the day too #i sometimes try to do caffeine on days i cant/dont wanna take adderall but caffeine just does not do the addy things so effectively. iykyk.#i cant believe i have to be so skimpy w my own life-sustaining mental health medications just bc my physical health is so bad #but whatever. whatever!#im gonna take another quarter-dose today and finish pericles prince of tyre. have a great day everyone

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neonacidtrip · 1 year

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Does anyone else occasionally see a news update from someone and just turn into a feral animal over it? Asking for a friend

#its me im the friend #and by someone i usually mean an ex lol #i decided to check if they are still alive (they are!)#and its the pettiest thing. like the most petty thing ever #i get angry when an ex watches a new show before i do. hence another reason not check on them #this happened years ago with high school of the dead of all things #i ended up not watching high school of the dead until like a year ago because i was angry they beat me to it like 6 years ago #and yeah i finally watched it and it was so very terrible. kinda glad they got that one #back when i still spoke with them regularly (we still talk but its rare now) like 6 years ago #they mentioned that they were going to watch deadman wonderland so i stayed up long hours for like a day or two #and just binged the hell out of deadman wonderland so they would not beat me to it lol #deadman wonderland was also subpar. my ex does not have great taste in anime #but today i found out they watched two shows (one of which i finished a few months ago and one i havent started yet)#and unlike before these are actually good anime not subpar 6-year-old mainstream anime lol #no offense to people who like high school of the dead or deadman wonderland. they just werent for me #i actually found deadman wonderland somewhat fascinating but the anime fell flat. i plan to read the manga one day #i should also clarify that by feral animal i just mean im grumpy. im not going to say or do anything about it #i'll probably either watch the anime out of spite very soon or refuse to watch it for several years. we shall see #also in other news my ex unblocked me? yeah it the ex that blocked me randomly a few months ago and then undid it right after #it was all very strange. like i said we still talk. we havent fought. i never start conversations they always initiate them #except in special circumstances. i did reach out recently for work related reason because i had a problem that aligned with their job #i did not mention anything about the blocking and neither did they lol. i guess we are pretending it didnt happen #so i have had 3? exes block me only to unblock me a few weeks to months later? why is this a trend #why am i still awake at three am you ask? ANGER #thats half a joke. i am already over the anger with my ex beating me to the shows but i am angry for unrelated reasons #reasons that have to do with another person once again breaking our appointment after they promised we would talk today #they were a complete no show. im rather annoyed by it. but alas~ that is life #im tempted to delete this post because its really just venting but i find the wording of the post itself to be kinda funny so it can live #neo rambles #neo complains in the tags

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