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tankshaw · 2 days ago

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hi sorry actually if i think too hard about earis losing the trials i fear i may throw up. like destroying their mother’s, their family’s legacy (in their mind), when its looking incredibly likely their mother will die. when they’ve long since accepted they were going to be ruler and to give up on any hopes of any other future. literally stripped of all purpose and value they’ve ever given themselves….

#this may be projecting but bro i think they’d just fully kill themselves atp😭#like all their identity is wrapped in being an heir #its everything theyve ever known and the only rhing theyve expected to ever know #having all of that suddenly stripped away along with their mother…#like in their mind what other value could their life possibly have ough my shayla #and obvs there still time for that to change and for zaros to force some character development on them #I MADE MYSELF FEEL SIIICK #but *still* if they lose i simply dont see how they’d ever recover #failing to be the one thing you were raised to be #amd on top of that fAILING PUBLICLY IN FRONT OF YOUR WHOLE COUNTRY #simply killing myself would be the only option im not even kidding #yeah i made myself feel even sicker

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