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really obsessed with how specifically audio format stories where the listener embodies a character can make for some absolutely crazy batshit insane stuff

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hi sorry actually if i think too hard about earis losing the trials i fear i may throw up. like destroying their mother’s, their family’s legacy (in their mind), when its looking incredibly likely their mother will die. when they’ve long since accepted they were going to be ruler and to give up on any hopes of any other future. literally stripped of all purpose and value they’ve ever given themselves….

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doo, doo, doo hi so ive gotten into zsaku as of late…

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i miss when psycho vampires were running around :/ literally bring them back those are my little guys

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also erik feeding into the angel darlin being besties and super similar is so real i hope he continues to do so five ever and ever

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VINCENT AND LOVELY IN PACK TOURNIE VIDEO OUGHHH MY HEARTTTT OUGH MY SWEET BABY ANGELS AND SAM COMING ON TOP WITH THE DUB OUGHHHHH THE WORLD IS GOOD AND EVERYTHING IS OKAY AAAAHHHHHHH

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“not the game saying stay together, we’re coming to save you buddy!”

“Considering they always run ahead maybe adrenaline is a bad idea”

“Oh shit! They’re getting smashed!” “Why didn’t you say something, you gotta speak up!”

“We’ll cover you while you heal”

AND WAHT IF I FUCKING KMS???? WHAT THEN ERIK????

I KNOW THEY ARE LITERALLY TALKING ABT A VIDEO GAME BUT IM GONNA CRRYYYYYYYYYYCKDNCK

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I just know Darlin’ had the NASTIEST calf cramps in the middle of the night. The bite your hand, grab the sheets, start sweating kind of calf cramp.

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wait u guys arent just entirely self inserting for your listener characters ur making actual ocs????

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if i think too hard about quinn actually loving darlin i’ll lose my mind

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FINISHED PROJECT MERIDIAN HOLY FUCK THE TWIST AT THE END?!?!? that was sooo sick omg literally the best way ive ever seen “and it was all a dream” implemented that was SO FUCKING COOL

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me: yeah project meridian isnt really my thing personally so i’m not gonna watch it

erik: yes you are

me: no i’m reallly no—

erik: *throws quinn lore at me*

me: yes i am

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WHAT THE FUCK DO YOH MEAN QUINN APPEARS IN PROJECT MERIDIAN WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEEEEAAAAN WHAT DO YOU MEAN WDYM WDYM WFYM BRO THIS MEANS I HAVE TO WATCH THE WHOLE DAMN THING NOW QUINN MY ANGEL I NEED TO HEAR YOUR VOICE

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I like to read the anons on the Redacted Audio confessions sometimes but some of the anons lately on there sound real miserable with the way they talk about other fans especially the one saying it's cringe to have RA characters last names in their username. I get they're entitled to their own opinions but it feels petty in a way especially since it's fairly harmless and not something new. I feel like people focus so much on the negatives of the fan base they completely disregard how absolutely creative and warming everyone can be.

I love how different fans have such imaginative ways in interpreting their listeners, their headcanons on their favorite characters, the writers with their stories and the artists that bring the RA stories to life visually. I'm not going to say that this community isn’t without its flaws, every fandom has them and I'm not excusing the behaviors of some. But the Redacted Audio community is filled with a bunch of really sweet people that are eager to create and I respect them immensely. 💕

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i would love do rp on this account (u would licherally never ever guess as who) but alas i have crippling anxiety

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@tankshaw made me do it

soo as i said prescious and darlin look very different to me even tho they are literally the same person

prescious is fierce, they're firey, they don't back down, they're the type to always have the last word,and that word would hurt you,

but they're also sad... always tired of trying to keep up with Quinn's schedule,their eyes are heavy,and their soul even more, thry smell strongly of metal, cigarettes and coffee,

but they do look weak, vulnerable,like someone easy to control if you just played your card right

and that's what quinn did

darlin on the other hand is still as fierce,but not as a way to keep everyone away, their heat,once used to burn everyone away from them has now calmed down from being a wildfire, into becoming something warm that invites people closer now

they do get angry, who doesn't,but now thry know they can just leave and blow it off somehow other than saying something that can and will stick to you for months

they're more grounded now,thry look healthier, happier,better, they smell of forest, coffee and whatever shampoo they picked this time

they peaceful,secure, like they finally found something to settle them down

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1 sam audio later and im back in my darlin feels GOD