#and ppl who dont mind the fact i'm weird af

[cistematicchaos]

The “when can I hang out with y’all? never!” part of chronic illness really sucks. Like, sometimes you can do things like watch TV, or other activities that require very limited mobility but a lot of people want to do things like go out, go on a walk, go see x thing at x place and being crippled af, I can’t do that.

So I have to say no, not today, no I can’t do that, no maybe another time, over and over and over and it gets to the point people aren’t sure if they even believe i WANT to do anything with them because their favorite things to do are so mobile and I can’t participate. Like. I don’t hate people. I really like people! But there’s so many things I can’t do. Sometimes I don’t even have the energy to TALK. So people drift away or just straight up cut me off and it sucks because no matter how often or well I explain it, they just don’t get it. :/