#and she was like: u kno wht i noticed? it feels like at this point will and mike are different from the party

[bylertruther]

it's so fun when you talk about stranger things to someone that's normal and not homophobic because as soon as you start pointing out byler details they may have missed it's like the puzzle pieces start fitting together in their head and the little light bulb goes off and they're like waaaait... for real? 😦 and then boom. we've got another one joining the ranks, bylers 💪😌

[scourge-sympathiser]

basicz of the jay AU tht i tried 2 keep short but failed pretty bad would put a read more but alaz im on mobile yr just gonna hav 2 scroll past sorry

so jaypaw is full on forced into the med den whn hollypaw quitz & he becomez super bitter & blamez her, sabotaging his relationship with his siblingz [lionpaw as well as he understandably stood up for hollypaw agasint his unfair jabz] the dark forest also approchez him but just piss him off further whn itz clear tht thy also think he could only be a medicine cat.... jaypaw startz training on his own by watching & copying thingz from othr catz dreamz, bcuz of this he catchez on 2 cat hellz planz of recruitment...... he ambushez & killz all the df catz who actually kno How to get into the dreamz of living catz within said dreamz

parallel 2 this brambleclaw haz started 2 notice his sonz increasing bitterness and antisocial behavior, how disconnected he is from both the clan but evn more worryingly his formerly extreamly close siblingz.... misreading the situation he assumez jaypaw is training within the dark forest..... at this point jaypaw haz also started sneaking out at night to train in the tunnelz as he needz 2 build up real muscle which he cant do within dreamz, brambleclaw followz him with the intention 2 talk him out of training in the df....... thy get into a huge argument & jaypaw, extreamly worked up & desensitized to killing blowz at this point, lungez towardz brambleclaw

brambleclaw preparez 2 fight back but endz up giving in without doing so bcuz of how much jaypaw reminded him of hawkfrost in tht moment & he just couldnt bring himself to take the life of another loved one

jaypaw killz his own father in one blow, somthing he did aim to do- but didnt actually think he Would be able 2, u kno?

he returnz 2 thunderclan & in a short bit the whole clan realizez brambleclaw is missing... for a while jaypaw stickz around but very quickly is unable to deal with his own resentment of the clan mixed with the experience of his mothrz growing distress at his fathrz disappearance, plus the guilt and confusion from he feelz from killing said fathr..... he cant take it anymore & runz away- but not before talking to his siblingz for the first time in moonz && telling thm 2 check the tunnelz

unsure of where 2 evn go jaypaw [who had long since begun refering to himself in his head as jay, his own little way of spiteing & disowning starclan] decided to head towardz where he waz Pretty sure the old forest, skirting around the mountain, of course he didnt actually Kno where the forest waz and he ended up just off track enough to happen apon skyclan

at this point he hadnt rly worked thru a lot of his issuez but the long travel time spent alone had made him realize just how much he missed being around othr catz despite evrything... so whn he met a skyclan patrol he ended up introducing himself as the rogue jay & asking to stay the night in camp to rest.. and thn hunting somthing 4 thm in the morning as a thank u... rinse n repeat with varing excusez until the grouchy tom waz essentially apart of the clan, though he asked leafstar to let him keep his name simply jay, a request she accepted

& thn skyclan haz 2 travel 2 the lake n suddenly jay is faced with the possibility of returning to the place he had left- his new family in skyclan learning tht he Lied about his past & the possibility tht his old family in thunderclan kno Wht He Did........... or going somwhere else, having to be Alone again aftr finally having managed to prove himself & feel like he belongz aftr oh so many moonz

[lanamemories]

strides in thru a bead curtain swirling a martini glass n accidentally sloshing it onto my own toes without noticing........ Hlo. my name’s nai n i’m 23 (:/ only jst turned it on the 23rd october n frankly i’m nt used to it yet i feel like rose frm the titanic, 84 n withered) frm manchester in the uk. jst gna go ahead n dive right in bt. OH u can find her pinterest here. ok bye

BRIDGET SATTERLEE / CIS-FEMALE. — lana jameson is really making a name for themselves as a sheep. i think that she is studying dance in their junior year at lockwood, living in alpha nu. originally from albany, NY, lana is known to be vivacious & alluring, but can also be childish & impulsive. — nai / 23 / gmt / she/her.

aesthetics: scalding your fingers in shower water until they glow like rudolph’s nose, cherry red gym socks tugged high and nothing else, stepping out into a cold breeze in just spaghetti strapped silk, a red lightening stripe painted over your eye like a new take on the scarlet letter, crowning each finger with a miniature raspberry, hugging a knee close to lick a stripe of fruit juice off the bruised cap, doodling penises in condensation instead of sitting still, a water pistol topped with rum and covered in glittery pin-up stickers, believable smiles that feel more like baring teeth, playing where’s waldo with your lipstick in the crowd of a party and finding red smudges on at least six people’s mouths, a bumper sticker on the back of a convertible cadillac that says ‘SCRAPPY DOO IS A FILTHY SLUT’, prancing around in your underwear to a vinyl record with the curtains open.

BACKGROUND:

lana grew up in a big house in albany, NY. i picture it w dark oak floors n lots of light furniture. albums framed on walls. mayb some rolling stone covers too frm way bk when of the bands her dad’s label signed. kind of like... a rock star palace w no evidence of children at all. i think i described it best in one of lana’s self paras once when i said the garden ws “as big as it was unloved”

lana’s mum victoria (vic) ws a music journalist w a pretty fruitful career ahead of her when she met lana’s dad richard (rich). his record label ws jst starting out, founded on the coattails of his rich best friend’s (jensen peters) investment w his other best friend (who he jst calls knoxville). it rocketed to success when they signed poppy injects, a rock band w an electric stage presence, n victoria ws drawn to the glitz n glamour of a man tht ws at the helm of his aspiring industry. their love ws very impulsive, all or nothing right frm the start, n it ws almost like she ws mre in love w his accomplishments n what he represented than him. jst a leetle bit Fractured in its intentions.

anyway so jameson records repped a few big rock bands bk in the eighties, altho poppy injects r who they’re mostly known fr, namely bc of hw brightly they crashed n burned. they were a big chart success bt the lead singer hd quite an intense struggle w heroin (wsnt rly subtle abt it either while he ws in the public eye as u cn probably imagine frm such an on-the-nose band name) n he ws always in n out of the papers. it eventually brought down his career n it ws a big publicity nightmare

lana pretty much... grew up around figures like this throughout childhood. rly troubled characters who wld kind of... b extremely volatile n destructive abt their troubles. the jameson house was kind of an open one as welcoming clients went n a lot of parties took place there. a lot of the time musicians wld b snorting lines in the kitchen when she wnted to grab a bowl of cereal fr breakfast n it was just. a very strange environment fr a child to grow up in

her parents always kind of jst... didn’t like her much. her older brother caleb ws unplanned bt they sort of welcomed the surprise more bt... quickly realised they weren’t cut out fr parenthood n then when lana came as another surprise 3 yrs later they didn’t even try to hide their resentment abt the situation. her mum ws actually booked in to have an abortion bt cldnt go through with it at the last minute. once when lana asked her why shes so cold towards her she jst turned her head frm her dresser, looked at her, told her abt this n said “idk why i didn’t go”. lana didn’t kno wht to say to tht so she jst left her room n closed the door

(dissociation tw) bc of this growing up lana adopted this weird like.... she didn’t rly kno what it ws bt it ws a delusion of sorts where she thought she ws a ghost. she’d jst sort of... drift around the halls w noone acknowledging her n sometimes she ws jst convinced she wsnt actually there or they cldnt see her n she ws jst haunting the house frm a previous family

the one saving grace tho tht sort of?? gt her thru this n made her feel Seen ws caleb. lana quite genuinely hs always thought the sun shines out of her older brothers ass like she jst thinks. hes the best person in the entire world. wld b rly bewildered if anyone questioned tht. he wld always look out for her in the zoo they called a home n cut the crusts off her sandwiches (he’d cook fr them most of the time bc their parents were too busy/didn’t care to) n sometimes wld even sleep at the bottom of her bed curled up like a guard dog. it ws always lana n caleb n his best friend tommy against the world in tht house (tommy lived next door n was always over bc he had very strict parents including a military father tht he found suffocating)

SO when caleb n tommy announced tht they’d signed up to the army lana ws understandably........ completely blindsided. she ws rly upset tht they were leaving bt she tried not to b mad at them n made them promise theyd b safe n back as soon as possible. she even asked if they cld somehow take her w them n they were jst like :/ it doesn’t work that way luv x

(death tw, ptsd tw, grief tw, trauma tw, hospitalisation tw, drugs tw) anyway caleb ended up getting discharged under grounds of severe ptsd when he witnessed tommy die in an explosion tht took place in a shock raid. caleb returned home sans tommy bt he was never the same after tht. he’s been in and out of hospital twice nw n he’s currently dipped off the radar after starting to use. lana kind of felt like two of her brothers died out there in a way n jst like tht it wasn’t them vs the world any mre, it was jst her. she doesn’t talk abt this tho. when she feels the urge to cry she usually jst smiles

ANYWAY whew tht rly.... took a dark turn there..... chuckles nervously at hw sad lana’s life is bt it’s fine it’s all fINE!!!!!!! ok. so on a mre lighthearted note the jameson family r pretty well off n bc of her relation to such a big music industry figure she’s hung out w a fair few relatively high rep ppl thru her teens. mostly kids of celebrities n stuff like tht. she amassed kind of an instagram following mainly fr her style (v penny lane-esque in some aspects aka lots of fur cuff trimmed jackets bt then also jst…. a wild combination of everything honestly. pastel faux fur coats, seventies style platforms, flame red cowboy boots, pink fishnet tights n glitter used like highlight Everywhere) n bc she’s undeniably very pretty

(trauma tw) after caleb got back he was rly withdrawn n depressed. he shut lana out n was kind of harsh to her a lot of the time, always telling her to leave him alone or pushing her away. it didnt help either tht lana had a rly traumatic experience w some of her dad’s colleagues at the label when she ws 16 n he was away n she cldnt even tell him abt it once he was bk bc of his own traumas. she kind of jst shut it all in n kept it to herself

this obviously?? made her spiral a lot. she was already a girl tht loved sex (she’d only rly done foreplay before tho) but since her trauma it got…. completely out of hand. it got to a point where she couldnt rly go 2 days without it, probably not even 1. her lowest point has probably been scrolling thru craiglist for anonymous encounters n meeting up w strangers on there fr a quick fuck jst for the thrill even tho it’s insanely dangerous n she cld wind up getting herself killed. it’s v clear at this point tht she has a sex addiction whether she’s ever admitted it or not. it kind of... almost mingled w tht same feeling she used to get when she ws younger of being a ghost?? like she jst. only rly feels Real when she’s being touched

(violence tw) a mre recent point of history is her involvement w danny nielsen (an evil npc of mine who is possibly the antichrist??? pending investigation). he attended lockwood n lived in a house w a group of other guys. it wsn’t a registered frat bt he essentially...ran it like one it ws kind of a weird set-up where he ws the King Of The Roost. essentially he found out tht lana n zeke van doren (full name it’s official business Babey) slept together n he ended up beating him to near death in front of her bc his pride ws rly bruised since they were meant to be dating (if u can call it tht bc danny’s idea of dating is very Warped). danny gt arrested n the trial is approaching n it’s jst....a whole intense mess...... n he’s quite evil. she hs a restraining order against him while he’s out on bail b4 the trial n he got suspended frm lockwood n it ws jst. a whole dramatic thing....tht ws prob heard abt around campus

PERSONALITY:

growing up lana was always a huge social butterfly. knew everyone n everyone knew her. she ws one of those girls tht ws kind of impossible to ignore or forget. very animated, always made u feel like u were the centre of the universe whenever she spoke to u, always made it feel like u were best friends even if ud only spoken to her once. she has this magnetic way abt her tht is kind of hard to find in real life. it’s something ud only rly expect out of a movie character n she like. deliberately puts tht on sort of. kind of…. is always playing A Role of the person tht she wants to b seen as. chameleons to situations. feels like she’s performed as the vivacious n fun loving Lana Jameson fr so long tht she doesn’t rly kno who she is beneath tht bt she isn’t too keen to find out

she’s always been rly spontaneous n adventurous. always doing something weird n wild every weekend. she has ten thousand stories tht always earn a laugh or a gasp over how ridiculously absurd they r

uncontrollably flirty. boundlessly confident. cld make a joke out a paper bag n her comedy is sometimes surreal / absurd. she tends to laugh when she feels like crying n has a smile brighter than a ray of texas sunshine. always dapples her fingers thru the breeze when she’s driving in a car w the window down. she almost always has some sort of sweet on her, whether it’s sour haribo cherries or strawberry lollipops. she adores david bowie n prince n madonna n anyone tht’s a vintage style icon w little care fr what ppl think. daisies n poppies r her fav flowers bc daisies r wild n overlooked n poppies r the first thing u look at in a green field. she’s had like 8472493874 ‘relationships’ n none of them hav lasted beyond a month / hav been terrible / hav seen her being treated badly / she’s cheated on them. i dnt think she’s actually been w anyone she hasn’t cheated on in some form or another

PLOTS

exes tht lana’s fucked over hideously. she’d probably cheat a lot and it’d be a whole…mess. mayb someone tht flipped the switch and cheated on her? a cousin plot cld b fun too. a friend tht lana fel out w bc she slept w their significant other. someone tht’s getting lana into drugs?? she’s kind of impressionable/down for anything so tht’s a likely scenario she’d get into tbh. an unrequited crush!! (either way is cool). someone tht is just hanging out w her/using her bc she has a lot of instagram followers or they want to b signed to her dad’s label. someone in a band!! she’d probably make like penny lane n b their groupie/sleep w them all fgjkshgkh. umm a good influence too mayb? oh and a past summer romance/fling tht cld either have meant a lot or not have meant anything at all. bonus points if both of them hav a diff viewpoint on it. honestly?? anything is fine i cld ramble for days. mayb even one of the high profile kids she grew up hangin w idk. worlds our oyster fellas!

[lcofowler]

ok a lot of u haven’t actually met this boi yet n tbh i’m still figuring him out?? bt i’ve had him as a muse in mind fr months so below is a bunch of Hubbub on him!!

Don’t be fooled! That’s not NICK ROBINSON you saw on campus but in fact was SULLIVAN "SULLY" HARVARD. The 20 year old SOPHOMORE identifies as CIS-MALE and is often described as ALOOF, CONFUSING & CYNICAL. When I think of them I imagine A LONE GUITAR COLLECTING DUST & THE FEELING OF CLAUSTROPHOBIA IN A LARGE CROWD. I sure hope studying MUSIC/CREATIVE WRITING is keeping HIM busy.

BACKGROUND

so when sully was born he had an older brother n sister who had a diff dad whomst they never rly got to kno since they were all so close in age n their mom left him when his sister was like............. 1 sodghoidg

she had a bit of a habit doing this /: jst allowing rly creepy n awful men into their house bc she cldn’t keep a stable job so she’d allow them to buy her things and provide fr her kids as long as she did wht they wanted

out of the 8 harvard kids sully only has one full sibling the rest are half siblings bc of the amount of times his mom’s had to kick out disgusting guys fr being emotionally and physically manipulative/abusive to her kids it was Bad

finally when she had the twins who are abt 5 now she went thru postpartum depression p bad n jst....... gave up, the kids tried to help as much as they cld bt the guy she was with wld lock them in their rooms so tht he cld jst have her to himself etc.

one time they were all locked away in a room fr almost 2 days straight n thts when the eldest harvard gave their mom an ultimatum tht she either left her bf or they’d move out, n i think we all kno wht happened ;[

all 8 of the harvard kids moved into a rly small apartment tht had like 2 bedrooms tht they had to share, most of the time sully wld sleep on the couch bc there jst wasn’t enough room

however his eldest siblings got their shit together, graduated, n got rly good jobs n thankfully came into some money bc of it, they were even able to move out to be closer to said jobs n still support the rest of the harvard kids (thanks to rly helpful partners/spouses)

this means tht sully’s pretty much the leader of the house now tht he’s the oldest one living there n it’s been rly hard on him fr several reasons bt he tries his best bc if there’s anyone in this world he loves, it’s his siblings uwu

his older siblings tried to get him into therapy bc they noticed him acting very Off ever since they moved out?? bt he refused tbh

PERSONALITY

generally growing up sully was a v easy going kid, never a part of the popular crowd bt was never picked on, everyone knew of him bt not too many ppl talked to him, n he kinda liked it like that

always nice and open to ppl bt this kinda changed after he moved out w his siblings

he stopped trusting ppl n grew this rly rough exterior n doesn’t rly let ppl in any more

this makes relationships Rough

v.......... emotionally numb n can come across as monotone and bland bt he jst doesn’t want ppl to get to kno him any more

turns to music as an escape tbh bt he’s even scared to love tht too much so he’s currently double majoring until he decides on whether he wants to stay w music or not

used to date casually bt now he jst. doesn’t......... uses sex as a power thing kind of?? it makes him feel in control of what’s going on in his life n he likes it like tht

v sarcastic and funny in an almost uncomfortable way, definitely has a certain sense of humour tht a lot of ppl aren’t into

he’s a good friend to have if ur already in his life bt it’s v hard to b accepted by him at this point soidighodig

pansexual af (how do u write straight ppl)

WANTED CONNECTIONS

ppl who knew him before he suddenly turned into a Robot??

someone he tried to date bt broke it off w

fwb’s

friends

crushes........ tht see his soft side uwu

someone tht knows his siblings/dated them/still close w the family