#and some coke zero bc that looks good af rn

[cheolhub]

sar i'm sorry but ur man was looking too fine in the last gose

[neonwizardheehee]

Okay quick thought, which I want to think more about but I’m reading smth for Uni rn so I need to get this out of my head:

It’s obv how much weight Heechul is loosing. And he looks even more beautiful, his face, his jawline, his cheekbones and woah his thighs, his arms, his ass, his wrists, his hands. I am so hyped! On the downside he’s starving himself, he said it multiple times.... I believe he’s also doing some sort of exercise now, but not as excessive as other members. Yesterday I heard he said, he only eats during shootings. Yes he’s busy af and prob shooting everyday..but these take 6-12h to film I guess? So he’s not eating much, and he seems to be slowing down on alcohol as well. That’s a point for cals too. 

So yeah, obv I wanna do the same, but it’s so hard.... and I know starving is bad af. UGH why is this so difficult? I am afraid of eating bc every time I eat, I overeat bc I’m so hungry and I hate feeling exhausted. 

Two weeks ago when I lost weight it was bc I drank loads of Coke Zero....it worked so so good and I didn’t feel exhausted! But unfortunately coke isn’t good for your teeth and health in large amounts :((( 

What should I do? I want to be like Heechul and look delicate for once :( and he’s so calm about it and so cheerful in his shows...why can’t I?