#and then every time i saw nagi my heart broke a bit more

[cobaltfluff]

final episode emotional wreck

[tojisbbg]

𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙧𝙤𝙘𝙠

❝i'm trying to tell you something, something that i already said.❞  

♡ nagi seishiro ♡

a/n: if you couldn’t tell, i’m hyperfixating on blue lock rn. 

content: nagi seishiro x reader, roommates au, shorter than my other fics, fluffy, little bit of kissing, not edited. 

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you shoved your hand in your purse, digging around urgently to fish out your keys. after finally getting a hold of the keys, you tried to unlock the door, only to have the keys slip from your grasp. you cursed at yourself, a scowl painted on your face as every single thing in your life was slowly pushing you over the edge. 

you just wanted to enter the comforts of your home as fast as possible, feeling like you could collapse on the ground in a matter of minutes. you didn’t know why you felt like this, an overwhelming amount of sadness and agony washing over you. the only thing you wanted to do was curl up into a ball and die on your bed. 

finally, you were able to unlock the door as you kicked off your shoes to the side before locking the door behind. you threw your purse on the floor before plopping on the sofa. it was seven in the evening and the house was quiet, nothing out of the ordinary. 

your roommate, nagi, always came home much later on the day due to his soccer practices. this left the majority of the quiet time in your house as yours. regardless, nagi wasn’t really a loud person, only sometimes when he’d play his games really loudly in the living room on his days off. the both of you rarely spoke to each other as nagi was a pretty reserved person and he didn’t like doing anything that’d require him to do more than breathing, playing games and playing soccer. 

you didn’t mind though, it was actually a relief that you didn’t get screwed up with a pain in the ass type of roommate. nagi wasn’t much of a hassle as he paid his share of the rent on time, did grocery shopping on the days that was his turn, and he was a pretty clean person. 

though you rarely saw him, he had a strange effect on you. at first you thought maybe it was because of his mysterious behavior or perhaps it was the little things that he did. some of which included walking around the house shirtless, working out in the living room with his home equipment, or how he’d look so focused on his games. 

it made you feel funny and you hated it. 

 you were in a relationship with your boyfriend of two years, happily in love until things took a twisted turn. the doubt and lack of trust that your lover had in you because of your opposite gender roommate led to a rise in ridiculous hypothetical conclusions. 

today was the last straw. 

even after explaining to your boyfriend, now ex, that your male roommate was barely home and even if he was that a single human couldn’t have known about his existence; the man was still not convinced. you were a very fluid and transparent person, telling nagi about your boyfriend since he’d come over frequently. the snowy haired male simply shrugged before minding his own business. 

yet your ex’s words were sharp to the tongue and painful to the heart, telling you how all men are the same and women are nothing but bimbos when it came to an attractive man. his words made your blood boil, making you angry that just because he’s insecure about himself he’s projecting his negativity on you. 

and so, you broke up with him. 

now here you are, moping on your couch as you cried an ugly sob. you could’ve sworn that you’ve cried two gallons of your salty tears by now. the noises leaving your mouth were loud and full of agony, as you could barely breathe. 

you were hurting inside and you couldn’t find relief. 

“y/n? you good?” you heard a groggy voice call out for you, making your ears alert as you quickly wiped away your teary face dry. you picked up your head to see nagi by his room’s doorway, shirtless and wearing a pair of sweats as he rubbed his sleep-filled eyes. 

“yeah, i’m fine.” you quickly turned around and blurted out a lie, now feeling embarrassed that he caught you crying like a little bitch when you thought he wasn’t home. you now stupidly realize that it was saturday today, meaning that it was nagi’s day off. you were waiting to hear the sound of his door closing, but instead you heard footsteps inching closer to you. 

suddenly, you felt his fingers grab your chin before lifting your head, forcing you to meet his eyes. you saw him looking down at you with sharp eyes, your eyes widening in shock as your heat began to rise to your cheeks and your heart thumped in your chest ferociously. 

“huh, you don’t look so fine to me. what’s wrong? why are you crying?” nagi asked, his hand now moving to caress your cheeks as you felt the pads of his fingers wipe away your tears. these little actions and gestures stimulated you to cry even harder as you shook your head. 

“i-” you tried to begin your sentence, only to miserably fail as you choked on your tears midway. nagi let out a heavy sigh before taking a seat next to you before pulling you close to his chest. you didn’t even try to fight back with yourself, accepting the comfort that he’s willing to provide you with.

the skin of his chest was so soft in comparison to how hard and well-sculpted his athletic body was. he smelled really good too, a very fresh and manly scent radiated off of him. 

“it’s okay, you don’t gotta tell me right now.” he murmured, rubbing your back as you tried to relax. 

“i broke up with my boyfriend.” you sniffled, making nagi’s hand movement stop. 

“you’re crying over some silly guy? come on, y/n, i know that you’re better than this.” nagi scoffed, making you look up at him with glassy eyes as he gave you a slightly disappointed look. 

“but i loved him.” you quietly whispered, tears still falling on his bare chest and you felt bad, but nagi didn’t seem to care too much. 

“did he love you?” he asked, his question making your brain stop working as you paused, needing some time to think about the answer. 

your boyfriend always treated you like you were some kind of certification for him that declared him as a man who could pull bitches. he never once thought about what you liked to eat, what you enjoyed doing, nor was he thoughtful on planning for dates. 

so, did he really love you? 

“he did.” you thinned your lips, wanting to save your last bits of dignity to not die from shame in front of your roommate. nagi let out a hum in response from your answer. 

“okay, then you were in the wrong. go get back together with him.” the snowy haired male shrugged, his face holding an expression of boredom. 

“how is it my fault?” your eyebrows furrowed in slight irritation from how his words rubbed you in the wrong way. 

“a girl doesn’t break up with a dude she’s been in a relationship with for two years unless he fucks up real bad. but, since you both are in love, you obviously misread the situation then. go kiss and make up.” nagi patted your back for encouragement. 

you scoffed in utter shock, opening your mouth to say something until someone knocked on your door. both you and nagi turned your focus on the door, before nagi offered to open the door as he slipped away from your previously crying form. 

“can i help you?” nagi asked after opening the door, an unfamiliar male that he’s never seen in his life before was at the doorsteps of his home. the guy laughed in disbelief before his face was replaced with an angry look. 

“that fucking slut didn’t even bother to show you who’s the guy she’s been with for two years? what else has she been doing behind my back, huh? actually, how many other guys has she been fucking around with?” the guy spewed out crazy shit in the middle of the hallway, making nagi annoyed. you peaked from the sofa and realized it was your ex, making you jump out of your place as you rushed to the door. 

suddenly, nagi grabbed him by the collar, easily towering over your ex who was inches shorter than the 6′3 striker. 

“you wanna say that shit again, assface? your mama never taught you how to respect women, hm? i hate fighting, but i don’t like the way you’re talking about y/n. so, we could take this outside, if you want.” nagi said in a low voice, his tone was daring and his eyes darkened with anger as you watched in horror. 

“let me go, you fucking freak! this is between me and my girlfriend.” your ex tried to peel himself away from nagi’s tight hold but failed. the tall male snorted at the lousy attempt of breaking away from his hold, roughly grabbing the dude’s jaw as your ex winced in pain. 

“yeah? well, i’m the guy who she dumped your ass for. so, it’s actually between the three of us. but, the conversation is gonna end here ‘cause if you’re not out of my sight in the next five seconds, i’m gonna break your legs.” nagi threatened before harshly letting the guy go, making him stumble back before losing his balance, collapsing on the floor. 

“y/n! i know you’re behind him, you fucking user. give me back all the money that i dumped on your cheating ass!” your ex angrily bellowed, some of the neighbors now opening their doors to watch what the commotion was. 

“for god’s sake, please, go home and i’ll sort things out with you later. you’re causing a scene!” you whisper-yelled at him, eyes begging him to shut up but he was persistent. 

“why the hell would i do that? everyone in this world deserves to know your true colors, you gold digging bitch.” he spat out, making your eyes well with tears as you looked down, not being able to pick your head up while the people stared down at you and gossiped. 

“here, take this and leave.” nagi said in a monotone, reaching inside his pocket to pull out his wallet before throwing hundred dollar bills on the ground where your ex was sitting. the man looked shocked, but still shamelessly picked up all the bills before shoving it in his jacket pocket. 

nagi took a hold of your hand as he pulled you back inside the house, closing the door before locking it. 

“fucking prick.” you heard him murmur to himself before walking towards the sofa, taking a seat. 

“come here.” he demanded from you, patting the spot next to him. his sudden request flustered you as you and nagi never really sat down and do things together. nonetheless, you accepted his little invite and sat down. 

“so, i’m assuming i’m the culprit of this whole situation?” nagi cocked an eyebrow, watching you fiddle with your fingers nervously. you looked up at him with softened eyes before shaking your head. 

“i would never never blame you, sei. anyways, i saw this breakup coming sooner or later. he was too controlling and possessive over me. i guess you were fuel that ignited it.” you joked a little at the end, making him chuckle. 

“good, pretty little things like you deserve better than assholes like him.” nagi said, looking at you with a strange glint in his eyes. you gulped harshly, feeling a little shy. 

he thought you were pretty?

for some odd reason, your heart felt fuzzy and your pulse began to race. you dared not to look at him, afraid that he could read right through you. 

“well, that hope is all gone now.” you let out a heavy sigh, reaching over to the glass table where your lipgloss was. you applied it on your lips since they felt a little chapped from your little crying sessions. 

“why?” nagi asked, confused. 

“he’s most likely gonna go around to every single human on earth and tell them that i’m a cheater and gold digger. nobody wants to date someone like that.” you bitterly laughed, placing the gloss back on the table before looking at him with sad eyes. 

“but that’s not true, you’re none of those things.” he frowned, a cute little pout on his lips. your heart swelled, he looked adorable and it made you wish that you could kiss that little pout of his. 

“yeah, but only you and i know that.” you shrugged, accepting your defeat and miserable fate. 

“then be my girlfriend.” nagi suddenly blurted out, making you choke on your own spit. you looked at him with eyes the size of two full moons, waiting for him to break out into a laugh to tell you that he was just messing around with you. 

but no such thing happened. 

his eyes were trained on yours, waiting for an answer. 

“sei, we ca-”

“why can’t we? i’ve liked you for a really long time and i know that you like me back too, y/n. i see how you look at me and my eyes never lie. so, stop fighting against it and let me take care of you like how you deserve to be.” nagi’s voice was gentle, a hand coming up to your face to sway the loose hairs covering your face to expose more of you to his eyes. 

“okay, then let’s go on a date tomorrow.” you smiled at him and nagi gave you a boyish grin. he placed a hand behind your head before leaning closer to you. 

“sei! my glo-” your words were cut off by the feeling of his lips on yours. you closed your eyes, wrapping your arms around his neck. nagi liked your response to his bold move, trailing his hands down to your waist before he pulled you on his lap. 

you relaxed your muscles, allowing yourself to melt into his embrace as you continued to follow the movement of his lips. nagi liked the feeling of your sticky gloss coating his lips, occasionally getting a taste of the sweet cherry lip product on his tongue. 

you felt his hands go under your shirt as his calloused fingers danced on your spine, sending goosebumps all over your body. your lungs burned from the lack of oxygen, so you were forced to pull away. you looked down at nagi, who’s face was flushed and lips shiny with a coating of your cherry flavored gloss as you both panted. 

“why’d you pull away?” he whined, making you giggle before you pinched his cheeks. 

“i had to breathe, sei.” you gave him peck to console him. nagi hummed in content, enjoying how your soft and plump lips felt against his. 

“what should we do now?” you asked him, carding your fingers through his smooth snowy locks. 

“sleep.” nagi shortly answered, eyes half-lidded before he pulled you down with him on the sofa. he placed his head on the cushion while you moved your head on his chest, wrapping your leg around his waist. nagi’s arms protectively wrapped around your waist to make sure that you don’t fall off the sofa while sleeping. 

you could hear the gentle hammering of his heartbeat and it made yours follow the same rhythm. you smiled before placing a quick peck on his chest. 

“sleep well, sei.” you mumbled against his soft flesh, closing your eyes. 

“you too, baby.” nagi responded, midway in the process of yawning. 

then a comforting silence fell upon you both as the room was now filled with soft snores.

[osakaso5]

Momo Twelve Hits! Rabbit Chat Part 2: Request Hits 1

Part 1 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5

Tsumugi: Thank you for joining, everyone. We'll be accepting requests for Momo-san's RADIO STATION Twelve Hits! here.

Tsumugi: I'll be your moderator, just like I was for IDOLiSH7 and TRIGGER. I look forward to chatting with you!

Momo: Heya, guys! ヾ(*´∀)(∀`*)ノ゛

Rinto: Thank you for taking the time to come here. We look forward to your requests for Momo-kun!

Yuki: We sure are ^^

Tamaki: Yukirin's been interrogating us every time he sees us

Momo: Interrogating!?

Yuki: Tamaki-kun, I'll come bring you King Pudding after this

Tamaki: Yaaay

Tamaki: 

Banri: What an aggressive distraction tactic.

Kaoru: Literal bribery.

Momo: Wait, what do you mean by interrogating? I need to know!

Yuki: What do you want, Momo?

Momo: Bribery isn't gonna work on me!

Yuki: I'll take time so serenade you for a whole day

Yuki: With complementary fanservice

Momo: Your bribery is working on me~ ((ヾ(*>∀<*)ノ))

Tenn: Are you sure about this

Ryunosuke: I'm sure it'll be a great day!

Momo: I'm happier than anyone in the whole universe right now! d(`・ω´・+)

Yamato: By the way, his interrogations were constantly asking us if we'd decided on a request for Momo-san yet.

Riku: Yamato-san just went and revealed it..!

Gaku: Merciless..!

Yuki: You've betrayed me, Yamato-kun

Yamato: I don't remember ever being on your side in the first place.

Momo: Wait, you asked everyone that!?

Mitsuki: Every time we saw each other at work, lol

Nagi: He sent messages when he could not see us face to face.

Sogo: I could really feel how strongly the two of you feel about each other.

Momo: Aaaaaaaaaah I'm so sorry, guys! lolololol

Yuki: I was curious about what they were going to request from you

Yuki: So I kept asking them, completely unconsciously.

Iori: So you're saying those messages were all sent unconsciously...

Tsumugi: It's making this request chat even more intense..!

Tsumugi: Let's get right to it. As always, we'll start with Tamaki-san, the youngest of us!

Tamaki: Yup

Tamaki: Can you do a reverse version of Re:vale's married couple thing?

Momo: You mean something like me being the husband who asks Yuki "What's for dinner, honey"???

Mitsuki: That's some high level marriage acting, lol

Tamaki: I mean Yukirin calling you a hunk and stuff

Momo: Huh!?

Momo: No way, absolutely not! If a hunk like him calls me a hunk, we'll get stuck in a hunk loop where I keep telling him, "No, you're  a hunk!"

Rinto: The word "hunk" is starting to lose all meaning! 

Yuki: Don't be silly. You're a hunk too, Momo.

Momo: You're such a hunk for complimenting me, Yuki..!

Gaku: So this is the hunk loop (lol)

Tamaki: lmao

Tsumugi: I'd love to see Re:vale's new (?) marriage routine..!

Tsumugi: Iori-san, you're next!

Iori: Right. I want Momo-san to woo the listeners with a phrase he thinks will make their hearts race.

Momo: Ah! Isn't that the request I came up with for your show!?

Iori: Yes. I thought I'd like to see you give it a try, as well.

Momo: Thanks for doing my request (・ω<)☆

Mitsuki: I know you said something about taking revenge on your show, but I'd totally forgotten about it..!

Momo: In other words, it's a challenge from you to me? I'm already itching to show off my skills, lol

Momo: You're gonna receive something that'll make you so flustered that you turn off the radio!

Momo: In short, my Heartthrob Cannon!

Gaku: Wait, what is it supposed to be short for!?

Ryunosuke: That sounds like a strong weapon from a shonen manga!

Nagi: You understand nothing, Tsunashi-shi. A Heartthrob Cannon is the kind of sweet technique magical girls use.

Iori: I'm going to receive some kind of nonsensical attack..?

Riku: I'll be checking whether or not your Heartthrob Cannon has an effect on Iori!

Momo: I'm counting on ya, Riku (゜▽^d)

Riku:

Iori: Besides, I want you to woo the listeners, not me!

Tsumugi: I feel like if  anyone will find the words  to make even Iori-san's heart skip a beat, it's Momo-san..!

Tsumugi: Riku-san, it's time for your request.

Riku: Okay! Mine is to try out personality tests! 

Riku: Have you done any before? It's really fun, you find out things you didn't even know about yourself!

Momo: Wow! I've played around with that kinda stuff, but never seriously. That sounds fun~!

Riku: There's this app for doing them, and I've been using it a lot. You can do them over short work breaks, or when you're on the move.

Yamato: Riku's personality was something like, "Rude and uncharming. Doesn't even care if you think he's cute or not~" (lol)

Momo: Are you sure that's accurate!?

Riku: I thought I should get rid of my spoiled emotions and become more honest..!

Iori: Please stop phrasing it in such a familiar way.

Momo: But you're super honest already, lolololol

Tenn: There's no way that test was accurate

Momo: That sounds like a fun app. I'm kinda curious to see what I'd get, lol

Momo: It'll be fun to challenge the app to see into my heart (*`ω´)

Riku: I'll tell you the name of the app later!

Ryunosuke: But if he checks it now, what will he do for his request corner!?

Riku: Aaaah! I forgot!

Momo: Riku, you're just the cutest~ (○´∀`)σ)д`○)♪

Tsumugi: Personality tests, now that sounds fun! Riku-san, tell me what app you're using later, too...

Tsumugi: Kujo-san, you're next!

Tenn: Right. Mine is to tell the fans something you want them to know.

Tenn: I felt that was one of the strengths of hosting a radio show by yourself during my Twelve Hits! broadcast.

Tenn: It lets you engage with your listeners properly. I think they'll be happy if you remind them how you feel about them

Momo: Great idea! I don't get to so solo radio shows often, and I do have a ton of stuff to tell my fans!

Gaku: You're pretty quick to tell the fans how much you appreciate them during lives, too.

Mitsuki: Yep! It always makes me think about how happy your fans must be that you love them so much!

Sogo: Same here. Because you respond positively to your fans' feelings of affection, it lets them know that they're allowed to like you.

Tamaki: Can't they  just like you anyway?

Sogo: Of course they  can. But doing that gives them a sense of security that makes them happier.

Tenn: That's important.

Ryunosuke: We should be more aware of that, too.

Gaku: Yeah!

Momo: Our job isn't to smile at our fans, it's to make them smile.

Momo: I know what kinds of miracles idols can make happen. So I just want to share the happiness I've received!

Yuki: I knew you were a hunk, Momo

Momo: No, that's you \(´д`;)ノ

Yamato: That started out nice, but you ended up going straight back to the married couple (?)  shtick again.

Tenn: I learn a lot from Re:vale's lives, too

Tsumugi: I think I understand why Momo-san makes people so happy a bit better now..!

Tsumugi: Nagi-san, you're next.

Nagi: I have a wonderful request for Mister Momo :-)

Nagi: He may ask anything he wants of me, and I will do it.

Momo: Wait, so it's a reverse request!?

Nagi: Precisely. Re:vale have been good senpais to IDOLiSH7, so I want to repay you somehow.

Nagi: It most certainly has nothing to do with me being unable to come up with a request.

Momo: You're so upfront about this, lolololol

Mitsuki: Nagi, you little...

Tenn: As always, your generosity only extends to members of IDOLiSH7.

Nagi: Whatever do you mean?

Momo: Your reasons aside, you're gonna fulfill my request properly, right?

Nagi: Of course. Whether it is an all-night Cocona marathon or merchandise hunting in Akihabara, I will help you with anything you want.

Iori: That's nothing but your own hobbies, Rokuya-san...

Momo: That sounds kinda fun! I don't really do either of those things, so it might help me find a new hobby!

Yuki: Another one?

Yuki: Make it  something you can do at home

Momo: Don't worry! I'll make sure not to even look at the TV if I'm watching the DVDs with you \(*´∀`)ノ

Banri: Yuki... Can't you at least let Momo-kun do what he wants in his free time?

Yuki: Momo's too busy

Momo: You're a hunk even when you sulk, Yuki~!!!

Nagi: Wait a second. Even if Cocona would forgive such an insincere way of appreciating her, I will not.

Nagi: You must devote every fiber of your being to watching her!

Momo: Your Cocona marathons must be pretty hardcore, lol

Momo: I'll think of something you can do for me~(・∀・)ゞ

Tsumugi: I'm excited to see Nagi-san's request get chosen!

Tsumugi: Sogo-san, you're next!

Sogo: Yes. Mine is to talk about something you're secretly proud of.

Sogo: It can be some kind of special skill, too. You've got a wide range of interests, so I thought you probably have many skills, as well. It'd be nice to know something completely new about you.

Momo: Huh!? I don't think I've got anything to brag about, lol I'm just an average guy, lol

Gaku: An average guy couldn't become a top idol!

Ryunosuke: You're setting a very high bar for what counts as average..!

Sogo: I won't mind if it's something really small, so could you please do it..?

Momo: I'm sure I've got some, but I'm not coming up with anything...

Tsumugi: What kind of secret skills could you have, I wonder..?

Choices/outcomes:

1. Maybe you're really good at cutting your own hair?

Momo: I cut it myself sometimes, back when we were really broke, lol I got pretty good at it. I even cut Yuki's hair a few times!

2. Maybe you can predict when your phone is about to ring?

Momo: I'd have to be psychic to do that, lol Though I like to think I've got a sharp sixth sense!

3. Maybe you can take a nap while making it look like you're still awake?

Momo: Back in school, I did that a lot in morning classes because I was tired from soccer practice, lol Don't you think Iori and Tamaki could pull it off, too?

Momo: Hmm... Sorry  for being so slow! I’ll  think of something by  the show! 

Sogo: It's fine! I look forward to your broadcast.

Riku: Excuse me! Can we take a little break!?

Riku: Yamato-san's in kind of a bad shape..!

Momo: Huh!? Did something happen to him? Is he okay!?

Mitsuki: We don't know. He's getting hounded by Iori and Tamaki..!

Gaku: A fight..!

Sogo: It's not anything that serious...

Mitsuki: The geezer forgot a whoopee cushion in the living room, lol

Ryunosuke: As in, the thing that makes a fart noise when you sit on it?

Momo: Ah... Now I get what's going on, lol

Tsumugi: The message log has gotten so long that we may as well take a little break!

Rinto: Right. We'll resume in just a moment!