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unganseylike · 6 months

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my anxiety has been ridiculous the last two days for a stupid reason, and i just rewatched the trolley problem episode of the good place and why do its vibes feel just like my anxiety. u are put into incredibly stressful situation. some people are moderately bothered by this, but no where as much as you. someone is telling you its just a simulation, so why are you so upset? you have blood all over your face. also, someone adds, its just a simulation, but the pain is real to give it stakes, btw. you already knew there were stakes. you are a fundamentally bad person.

#misinterpreting a sitcom and doing great👍🏼#its literally something so stupid but i think just hit me at wrong time so now im overreacting #and then it crossected with my existing indecision over planning something career related so now im catastrophizing about that #meanwhile my sister texted me 20 times to basically tell me im an ungrateful bitch #im coping well by ignoring people and taking my remaining rationed medication that was not prescribed for anxiety but works for me sometimes #ik objectively therapy wld be better choice. But like. ok i believe in therapy for people just not me.#my sister is trying to be a therapist. and shes the one telling me im an ungrateful bitch so yknow. might be arrogant but i know myself #better than people like that. would be down for some real prescription meds tho #in conclusion. chidi and declan my anxiety stomachache comrades forever

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