#and today a firend contacted me asking me if we'd go to the women's protest together and just called me and cancelled
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#txt#saskia talks#got an email today from the company i applied to and they said they chose ssomeone else#which i guess was to be expected but they said they'd let me have a practise day and didn't even let me do that#which kinda makes me feel like i did something wrong and also embarrassed bc i told my entire family that they'd contact me bc of that#and a few days ago my friend cancelled our plans to go to the cinema together#and said we'd do it next week#and today a firend contacted me asking me if we'd go to the women's protest together and just called me and cancelled#and said we'd do smth next week#which is honestly fine i'm not mad at her at all for that cause she has to work and i KNOW she wants to see me#while i'm not too sure my other friend does bc she never contacts me ever#anyway i juat wanna go back to sleep but now i have to write more job applications and i'm just so :(#like the company wasn't the right thing anyway i know that but it just hurts to be rejected without that chance#and also having to tell everyone#anyway i can do this i have to do this i have no choice i jusr wish i had at least 1 energy point#so i could at least get out of bed but i'm too tired too hungry too sad#but i gotta do this hiding in the darkness isn't gonna help#also if anyone is still reading this i'm sorry ajdjaka ignore me jist reying to gather some motivation#not sh
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