#andnthe normal listless blandness that life is becoming. always combatted that with fixating on something hard in the mean time but its just
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#been a while since ive made a babbles post#anyway sticking in the tags here bc im a coward as per usual#this is the most depressed ive been. ever? fucking hate it#feel trapped and listless all the time. tacknactual medical issues going on and its a constant feeling of shit#you feel physically good today? heres some moodiness to make up for it!#i want to do something that feels like im making a difference? which is ironic bc i am legit doing that at work healthcare and all that#but i see so many miserable people close tondying and no matter how much i try to be a postive force i cant deal with the knowledge and some#times proof that life is so fucking short or painfull for some#add on the fact im def being overworked and habing my kindness taking advantage of at work im just. constantly stressed onyopnofnall the fuc#king sadness?#andnthe normal listless blandness that life is becoming. always combatted that with fixating on something hard in the mean time but its just#not working like it used to. sighs#anyway that was a vent didnt make much sense but ive been using thisndamn website to looknat pics of pokemon and cry out to the void for#more than 10 years. not stopping now#melody babbles
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