#another coworker saying the people at job training programs are usually losers (same type of people I thought were the only real ones) | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

mx-princey · 6 months

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Like. Too awkward for people to enjoy talking to. Too socially anxious to bring myself to try or to feel any enjoyment when I do. Too depressed and detached to get absorbed into things to connect with other people. Too suicidal to be worth getting invested in. Too degenerate for people to want to be associated with. I don't know how I'm going to make any more genuine connections at this point.

#not even to mention my 'autistic' coworker implying that people who sturggle to make friends r creepy and is a red flag #another coworker saying the people at job training programs are usually losers (same type of people I thought were the only real ones)#multiple coworkers gossipping about how another coworker looks like a murderer and stalking through #his facebook to see if he's ever been arrested just because he's a bit awkward #my partner keeps telling me most people are good people but then why is it like this everywher i go #even on the internet people moralising over who youre friends are and talking aout how people like me deserve to be dead #like okay i know that if i killed myself mo t people wouldnt know or care and if anyone knew why they would celebrate my death #how am i supposed to drag myself out of this #vent

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