#anyway for everyone thats been around since then ty and ily

[5hehzada]

[soopysoap]

Uh, I read your post about having an 80's au for the foreigen kids. And since I'm a Foreigen kids stan, can you tell me more about it?

HI. ANON? ILY.

They're really just random n messy ideas and i forget how many there are but i'm throwing them all here

so the whole thing takes place in highschool and mainly surrounds the cockswolds cotswolds (mainly mark but rebecca is usually there too)

most of them are seniors, rebecca's a junior

mark is an unpopular nerd, therefore the main character because it's the 80s. so is rebecca but she's not the main character

uhh everyone else is kinda just there

like there are no side characters all the foreign kids are kinda equal focus- wise but the main one is mark i guess

like the leader of their group idk idk

estella is the stereotypical rich popular girl, but she's also a closeted lesbian they're all closeted tbh so she's trying to hide that from her mom. Her mom, instead of being all 'Blah blah blah brrak hearts to fuel my life' or something she's just obsessed with status and how popular Estella is. She's always pleased when Estella has a boyfriend, but it's not often. Basically Estella is more smiley and happy than she usually is, but she's stil usually indifferent. Smiles either when she's genuinely happy or wants something. Most of the time she's deadpan or rolling her eyes

Gaydamien is the rich popular jock, his ego is huge. His dad (since he cant be the son of satan in this one) is the principal of their school. He usually gets what he wants, no matter what. Instead of "You dare [insert something here] to the Prince of Hell????" its that but with "Damien Thorn???" yknow because of his last name. He's been dating Estella to boost his ego, mainly. Doesn't realize he likes guys yet. Estella and Damien hate each other, but everyone believes they're dating because they're too scared to say otherwise. They complain about each other to each other AND to people in private.

Pip is just- he's less of a nerd but more of a kid that's just. There. He isn't nerdy but he definitely isn't popular. At all. He's just a pushover man idk what to tell you. He's usually being bullied. He has a huge crush on Damien, because he got him out of trouble with some other jock like. Once. Always gets giggly around him, it's funny to watch. Also very passive aggressive @ Estella because she's dating him. They have very few classes together, but whenever they do he's always like "hey :) so hows damien" and she responds with "why would i know" and he's like "because??? youre dating him???" and she looks really confused for a second and then is like "OH- Oh yeah okay uh. I don't know. So." and then she starts complaining about him or something and pip is all ":) why not just break up?"

Pip also hates Christophe

Which, speaking of, Christophe is also an annoying egotistical jock who plays football with Damien. Damien and Christophe are best friends. Christophe and Gregory are dating in secret

Gregory is the stereotypical gay kid. No other way to put this. If Ryan Evans from High School Musical had a superiority complex. He's a theatre kid, and takes pride in tha- OH MY GOD. Rachel??? Maybe he's Rachel Berry from Glee??? it would kind of work idk,, ok uh anyway yeah he's always bullied for being openly gay and it sucks but he took defense classes in Yardale (yes he's still a transfer from Yardale, yes he constantly mentions it) so he's able to hold his own. But Christophe usually steps in to get Gregory out of there and tend to his wounds.

Rebeccaaaaaa she's the unpopular girl, just started school and doesnt know shit about it after being homeschooled almost her whole life. Has a little crush on Estella, but Estella "Doesn't" notice her. (Estella just thinks of her as some pretty girl who isnt worth her time) Rebecca usually keeps to herself, is usually gossiped about. Estella never gets involved, but whenever she'd get asked about it, instead of defending Rebecca she just says "I hardly believe any of the rumors. She was homeschooled, not taught in witchcraft or satanisim. Or whatever else everyone's saying. Everyone should really calm themselves, if they were so worried about what people thought of them when Rebecca started going here then they should get that in order first before ruining Rebecca's social life. God. You all have to grow up." So, not necessarily a defense but also not an insult. Rebecca still finds it sweet.

Mark is a neerrrrrrd 80s main character. Minus the popular love interest and yearning 😩 And also if the main character had a god/superiority complex.. he's bullied the most other than Gregory, mostly by Damien n Christophe. Girls don't like him, guys don't like him, he really only had Pip and Rebecca for a while. Pip because he's overly nice to almost everyone and wanted to befriend Mark immediately. Usually during lunch Mark sits with Pip and Rebecca. Mark has to hear about Damien all the time from Pip though, so that's annoying.

Uh I know that Pocket is TECHNICALLY a foreign kid but idk shit about him and dont really think about him but he's Estella's cousin and often hangs out with her since he doesn't really have a friend group. He's also really good friends with Pip. BUT since this is a horror au he dies off early

After theyre all friends some stuff happens yada yada yada Gaymien realizes he's pan and has a crush on Pip, Estella takes Rebecca out for a makeover , Christophe gets severely injured because this is a horror au as well, Damien and Pip make out at some point-

Estella and Rebecca both know that theyre Lesbians but they refuse to admit that they like each other

Kinda thinking of this as if it was stranger things or something so i definitely want there to be like... a series of bad events. everyone thinks everythings cool and fine and whatever and there are moments where our group kinda just get to chill n' be kids. idk i just want there to be a falling out in the group and then they all realize they need each other or something dumb like that

also for some fun chill moments we can have estella and rebecca walking around holding hands and laughing n' stuff bc they love each other idk idk

and after the falling out when they all join together again estella is the first to see some scary stuff but she was also the first to drop everyone except damien and christophe (because of her mother) and so she blames herself and doesnt think she can go to them and just has to deal with it on her own

eventually she tells damien who immediately tells pip who immediately wants to get the group together again

everyone's (the cockswolds) are reluctant to hang out again because of the way they were just forgotten so easily, but they go anyway. because of the horror stuff. they both are pissed at estella though

at some point estella gets badly hurt and rebecca saves her and starts nursing her back to health

estella: why are you... why are you doing this. dont you hate me?

rebecca: i'm doing it because i actually care for you, idiot.

estella: i care for you i just... couldnt...

rebecca: what? spend time with a lowlife like me?

estella: you know thats not what i meant-

they go on like that for a little while longer until they wind up confessing to each other "Because I love you! Is that so fucking hard to believe?!" Would be rebecca's and Estella's would probably be "I don't hate you! You're my favorite person, and I hated having to stop hanging out with you! I love you, okay?!" it would be :) fun

damien and estella come out to each other first. well- damien doesnt really come out he just tells her how confused he is and they hug it out and estella tells him she's a lesbian and they both talk a little while longer and decide that breaking up would be the best idea

thats all i've really figured out for sure,, i have some more ideas but this is. a lot already so. i'm just gonna stop before i write too much 👉👉 anyway, anon ily ty for this. also sidenote: the horror stuff has to do with weird sacrificial cults. i know i have nothing for that and really only talked about how everything starts and drama instead of the interesting stuff but 🥴 i have no defense i just love my kids ok drama is fun

[shreyamistry]

ooo can i have angst 18 and 26? for aiden? m!mc? if thats not too much to ask for? ily

“Do you think you could teach me that?” “I fucked up...” “Shut up and kiss me already.” “I’m dying.” “I wish I never met you.”

Aiden x M!MC (Axel Griffin)

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Summary: Aiden remembers his time with Axel, their first real connection, the time he fucked up and ruined everything, the kiss that saved them, and their final goobye. With the help of his friends Aiden accepts what happened.

Aiden stands in front of the mirror, his hands moving to the tie around his neck, that he barely had the strength to finish tying himself, his hands shaking with his thoughts and sadness. Tears building on his tear duct, as he closes them holding his breath to help steady himself from the chaos of pain and hurt that burrows deep into his chest. He couldn’t let himself fall apart, he needed to be strong for Axel.

He finishes fixing up his hair in his bathroom mirror, putting his toothbrush back into its cup, his eyes lingering on the cup, misery filling in his chest as the image in his head felt off looking at the cup. Even now his toothbrush container felt empty, and he pulls open the medicine cabinet’s mirror pulling the toothbrush in the zip-lock bag out and putting it back into the cup with his own, and everything feels normal for a few seconds.

He exits the bathroom, where his parents stand in the doorway of his bedroom, a soft comforting smile on his mother’s lips, an equally meaningful look on his father’s face who chooses to make no eye contact.

“Are you ready Aiden?”

Aiden watches Axel with curious eyes, as he sits perched at Aiden’s piano. Aiden didn’t think he could ever be ready for the moment to come, his mind hurt just thinking about the atrocity he was sure was to follow watching him play Aiden’s piano. He had already apologized to the piano for what was to come.

“You don’t have to look like you need to vomit Aiden.” Axel grins, pressing down on a key of the piano. “I’m an all natural piano player, you won’t be able to keep up.”

“I highly doubt-” Aiden falls quite as Axel starts hitting keys to obviously tune him out. He watches with slight heartache, the terrible flow and missing of notes that were clearly obvious, he couldn’t believe he let Axel talk him into this. “Please stop before you hurt both of us.”

“How would I hurt myself Aiden?” Axel asks, crossing his arms over his chest, Aiden wanted to chuckle at the cute face he made in response to Aiden’s statement, he couldn’t help himself to stop falling for Axel.

“I was speaking about the piano and me, not you.” Aiden walks over to where Axel sat, resting one hand onto the piano and one hand onto Axel’s shoulder, “You’ll get better I promise.” Aiden hoped, prayed almost, that he wasn’t lying to Axel.

“Do you think you could teach me that?” Axel looks at Aiden with a pleading smile in reference to the song on their music stand. Aiden wanted to deny the request, he definitely didn’t have time for a relationship let alone to teach a cute boy he barely knows how to play the piano. But his mouth spoke before his brain could stop him.

“Under one condition, you take it seriously,” Aiden asserts.

“Absolutely.” Axel grins, “I can do that.” Aiden nods, sitting down next to Axel, their arms brushing against each other as he leans forward to fix the music sheets in front of them, Aiden could feel himself blush pretending the moment is not happening. “Are you blushing?”

“Shush, we have work to do,” Aiden replies, still refusing to make eye contact with Axel denying him the enjoyment he wanted from watching Aiden squirm and feel blushy and nervous. He hated this feeling with all his heart, and he hated that Axel pulled it out of him so well. Aiden straightens, his posture encouraging Axel to do the same, and Axel, of course, follows his direction.

Aiden brings his hands to keys and Axel moves his hands besides Aiden’s, “Now this is the C key.” Aiden states, pushing his finger down softly onto the key, looking at Axel out of the corner of his eye, as his hand pushes down the same key after Aiden, “Now is the D key.” Aiden then pushes on the key, and Axel does the same after him. “And this is the E key.” And they both push it together, and Aiden can’t help that smile that forms on his lips afterward. “Now play the song.”

“Can you show me again?” Axel asks shyly, Aiden studies his expression softly, the confusion hiding under his typically confident demeanor, his eyes wide staring at all the keys that Aiden showed him, with a huff Aiden places his hands on top of Axel’s leading him through the first part of the song, it’s awkward and there are pauses that shouldn’t be there. He can’t help but notice how soft Axel’s hands are, and how warm they are to the touch, or how much he enjoys holding them even if he feels he shouldn’t. “Thanks, Aiden.”

Aiden smiles holding the door open for Maria who walks into the building before them, her face shaded with sadness that hurt Aiden to see, even if he and Maria weren’t the best of friends he still genuinely cared about her. “This is all so weird.” Maria’s hands pressing her black dress down, smoothing out the forming wrinkles.

Aiden knows what she means, he doesn’t quite know how to acknowledge it or accept it, but he puts a smile on his face resting a hand on Maria’s shoulder. “It’ll be okay.” The best comfort he could offer her right now, he was fairly new to the comforting emotions as he held very few friends before meeting Axel.

“Yeah, I knoww you’re right, but still.” Maria lets out a sigh, turning her eyes towards Aiden and he nods in agreement, he completly undertstands the feeling. She seems grateful the nods of agreement, maybe she felt weird about feeling it as well. ”I’ll save you and Myra a seat, I just need to use the restroom.” Maria smiles, and Aiden pulls his hand from her shoulder, letting it fall back into his pocket, giving her a soft nod as she excuses herself to the restroom, Aiden walks around for a while finding a place with no people, he finds a staircase leading to an upper floor coming to a stop in a small room with a piano sitting inside, his eyes feeling heavy all of a sudden.

He approaces the piano and sits down on the bench. Brushing a tear off his cheek, pushing his lips into a straight thin line to stop himself from crying.

“Aiden, are you okay?”

Axel sits in Aiden’s car watching him, Aiden rests his head in his hands his elbows resting on the steering wheel, Axel’s voice is soft and he refuses to leave the car even though they’ve been sitting outside his house for twenty minutes. Aiden wasn’t okay, but he didn’t know how to tell Axel that.

“I fucked up…” Aiden admits, with a burdening sigh. He watches Axel for a few hesitant seconds, his face crinkling in confusion at Aiden’s word, he knew the statement was fairly ominous, but he couldn’t bring the words out of him as he had wished.

“What do you mean?” Axel’s voice is soft and comforting and Aiden doesn’t deserve the kindness offered to him by Axel, he watches Axel shift in his seat facing Aiden more, his hand falling on Aiden’s back rubbing in soothing circles. “You can tell me Aiden, I’m your boyfriend, you can always trust me.”

“It was me.” Aiden replies hesitantly, leaning up to face Axel. “I lied when I said someone stole my password, I told Cameron the audition was postponed.” He waits for the anger, the response anything, but he looks over and sees the tears forming in Axel’s eyes, as he nods softly. “I’m very sorry.”

“Why’d you do it?” Axel asks, his voice straining. “Did you not think I was good enough to win it myself?”

“Axel, it wasn’t like that.”

“Clearly it was since I didn’t win the solo anyway. You didn’t even believe in me and I do nothing but believe in you and this is the thanks I get? I can’t even fathom why you thought this was okay.”

“I didn’t want you to feel like a failure if you got the second chair instead of first for the solo.” Aiden admits, and he can see the hurt in Axel’s face.

“So you didn’t believe in me.” Axel nods with resonating silence following Aiden after the statmenet. The air around them felt tense and strong, Aiden bites down into his lower lip to keep himself from making this worse.

“Are we okay?” Aiden regrets saying it as soon as he does, but he couldn’t tell if Axel wanted to break up with him in that moment or not. 

“I need to go Aiden.” Axel pushes open the car door before Aiden can stop him and he’s already walking up the steps to his house, Aiden feels his heart beat faster in his chest watching him enter his house without even looking back and he knows he fucked up big time. There was no coming back from that.

His phone chimes a few seconds later.

I’m here if you need to talk

Aiden smiles softly at Myra’s offer, he’d thought of taking her up on it later, but at that moment he was ready to stop talking about it. Everyone always wanted to talk about their feelings lately, and he grew tired of it, he knew Axel would scold him if he found out Aiden was bottling up his feelings yet again but talking just means hurting in Aiden’s book.

“That’s very kind of you to offer.” He smiles pleasantly at her.

“Formalities.” Myra jokes, she takes Aiden’s arm into her own. “Everyone from Berry is here. Even most of Hearst, can you believe that?”

“I can.” Aiden asserts, and he can. For today he can believe that most of Berry and Hearst are here for Axel, after all the time, energy, love, and aggression he poured into the two schools, it was no wonder they all came to celebrate. “I even saw Max and Kara outside.”

“I did too, can you believe Max and Kara?”

Aiden rolled his eyes, watching Max and Kara walk around like they owned Prom and were already voted Prom King and Queen, he didn’t believe for a split second that they would win when they were up against Mia and Axel, Kara and Max lacked so much compared to his junior companions.

“Not surprising,” Maria shrugs, “I’ve heard worse stories from Jade about last year’s prom.”

“Yeah, they totally pushed some poor girl down the stairs so she wouldn’t be able to attend prom. Could be a myth, but how would you explain the clear frontrunner magically disappearing?” Jade shrugs, “Not to mention they were last seen with her.”

“I hate that.” Axel laughs breathlessly, Aiden watching him with curious eyes. “Who cares if they win, I don’t need a crown to know I’m lucky enough to have great friends like all of you.” Aiden can see him purposely not look at him, and it makes him feel sad again, he hoped that Axel could forgive him before Prom, he wanted to share the occasion with him, he was the only reason Aiden choose to attend.

“Let’s hit the dance floor. I’m ready to show off my moves.” Everyone turns their attention to Luis, Emma giggling at him with a handful of their friends as well.

“I’ll stay here and watch your belongings.” Aiden comments, getting a few thank you in response from a few of the girls who brought purses that they left on the table. Aiden twiddles his thumbs sitting by himself, the catchy music playing around them, before he notices Axel falling into the chair next to him. “Axel.”

Axel smiles softly, “Aiden.”

“I’m so-”

“Shut up and kiss me already.” Axel grins, leaning in close to Aiden. Aiden smiles in response, resting his hand on the back of Axel’s neck pulling him in close, his lips pushing against Axel’s softly, his body feeling a brand new warmth that’s left him over the last few weeks that he and Axel were apart. Axel pulls away slightly breathless, “God did I miss that.” Aiden chuckles in response. “Also, Jade was not lying. I got triped after school today and rolled my ankle. Mia told me not to come into school today on top of it.”

“That’s why she wasn’t in homeroom.” Aiden nods, getting a laugh from Axel.

“Thanks for coming.”

Aiden smiles at Scott, who pulls him into a hug, normally Aiden would not accept hugs from his friends' parents, but he knew Scott could use a hug at the moment. Having to deal with everything by himself, Axel’s mother long passed away when he was younger. “Of course, I wouldn’t miss this, Mr. Griffin.”

“Please stop calling me, Mr. Griffin, Aiden. Just call me Scott.” Aiden notices the smile on his face as he pulls away, but the sadness in his eyes tells a different story, as he hugs Myra next and thanks her for coming. “I asked them to save you and your friends a row up front. You’re welcomed to say a few words if you’d like.”

“Thank you, Scott.” Myra smiles, Aiden’s grateful for her being there so he doesn’t have to form words at the moment, not knowing if they’d even come out. He excuses himself to go talk to other people walking through the door, as Myra and Aiden head off towards the section where Sydney, Michael, Maria, and Emma already sat. They approach the teary-eyed group, everyone exchanging glances, he never saw Michael look so sad in his entire life of knowing him.

“I miss Axel.” Sydney nods, leaning her head on Maria’s shoulder, who wraps her arm around her comfortingly. Emma leans against Sydney too, her face flushed with tears, Aiden assumes she stays silent so she doesn’t completly break down.

Michael rubs his hand soothingly against her arm, as comfortingly as he can. “I’m angry about all of this.”

Aiden watches Axel sit up in his bed in the hospital room, looking around at all the fancy equipment plugged into Axel, a few machines beeping in response to the sudden movement, Aiden’s eyes landing on the bandana tied around Axel’s head. “I’m so fucking fed up with all these fucking machines, Aiden.”

“I’m sorry, Axel.” Aiden approaches the bed, sitting down on the edge of it, looking up at him with sad eyes. “Can I get you anything?”

“I’m dying, Aiden, there’s literally nothing you can do for me.” He growls, and Aiden shrinks inside of himself, he knows Axel doesn’t mean it entirely, he’s just angry about everything that’s happening to him and around him. “I wish I never met you, sometimes.”

That hurts Aiden, he didn’t want Axel to grow to regret their relationship, but he could understand completely why Axel felt the way he did, or at least he tried to tell himself so. “I’m happy we met.”

“Why? We never even got a future we planned, we both didn’t get to go to college together, follow our dreams together, we have a broken relationship.” Axel sighs, falling backward into his bed. Aiden rests his hand on Axel’s knee giving him a gentle reassuring smile.

“Because you’ve made me happier than anyone in my entire life, Axel,” Aiden admits, he watches Axel's face grow sad, a lingering look on his face as Aiden continues to talk. “You’ve helped me to realize there is more to life than just music. You taught me to love, make friends, be open.” Aiden admits.

“And I’m already abandoning you.”

“No, you’re not. You can get through this surgery, and even if you don’t, I never for one second ever would regret the life we shared even if it was only for 2 years.” Aiden leans forward, resting his forehead against Axel’s. “I’ll never stop loving you, Axel.” He places a gentle lingering kiss on Axel’s lips.

“Thanks for everything Aiden.”

Aiden says the same last words he hears leave Axel’s lips before he went into the surgery that would save his life if it worked, sadly he fell victim to the fifty-fifty life and death rate of the surgery. Aiden stands at his casket looking down at his lover, peacefully resting in the casket, his beautiful features still just as beautiful when he was alive.  “Thanks for everything Axel,” Aiden says one last time, wiping away the tears rolling down his face. Myra comes up beside him nudging him with her arm, a sweet smile.

“You were a great boyfriend to him Aiden.”

And it finally hurt as he falls into Myra’s arm, supporting himself on her much smaller frame.  And he was the best boyfriend he could be to Axel, and he would have been the best husband he could have been if Axel lived through this surgery.

[spentgladiator]

Year in review???

So 2017 was a big year!!! Last year i got my license and this year i got a sweet ride (thank you so much to @the-avenginator for all the help!!!!) that can get me places and places it did get me!!! I moved into a place just me and Mark!! Ugh commitment is weird. This is the first time since HS ive been consistently with someone from the beginning of the year to the end. How bizarre.

A lot of things i had always taken for granted got changed in my life this year, cat moved away and (CAT DO NOT READ) i definitely cried about it a whole bunch secretly because well. Sometimes its ok if people making the right choices for themselves makes others very sad, its very rare that other peoples decisions are meant to make you sad, even if thats a result. Its an unfortunate side effect of difference.

I saw los camp, live in Vancouver when they dropped Sick Scenes and in doing so took my very first real adult vacation, and reconnected with someone i had thought i lost forever. What a sweet and simple treasure, what a dream come true, all of it. Gareth autographed a cd for me and.... spelled my name so phenomenally wrong. Honestly? It fits so much into the god damn narrative thread of my life that i cant even be mad, only damned amused.

Coming off of birth control was very difficult. Being on it did what it always does, and made me really really sick both mentally and physically (think big angry cold sores and chronic yeast infections, something about bc DESTROYS my immune system tho i believe that the mental stress brought on by the imbalanced hormones is what really causes it yknow? Like when youre living every day in what is essentially a perpetual anxiety attack? Not healthy. Not fun. Fuck all that noise.)

My birthday party this year was possibly the best night ive ever had. It was just a few folks at my house, a big roarin fire in the pit and some inebriants. I made alfredo at like 2am and as we were all layin around on my bdrm floor all i could think is "god it feels like it used to" while cradling andrews head and trying not to cry bahaha

I got really close with scoot who turned out to be one of the coolest dudes i ever met. @co0t ily, imy, hope to see you sooooooon!!! Because he also moved away and it also made me very sad :(

I did smth im really proud of this year, i stood up to my boss who was not paying us up to labour code. It was very scary, i am not the kind of person who is very good at standing up to authority but i called her t.f. out in our work facebook group in front of everyone so that she couldnt dismiss my concerns (as she had done to other employees in the past who brought things like this up privately. However unlike the past girls i did my research and had receipts from the labour code ready) that was a day i spent 3hrs on the phone bahahahaha but now we all get paid a lot more than we used to (to the tune of, at minimum for me, $15/wk usually a lot more)

I made countless trips back home to see my mom and went to the other city to see my sibling @carlos-isnt-all-that-perfect and they stayed at my house and we played jackbox and went swimming this summer.

Speaking of this summer? Can you say BEACH DAYS??? OH MY GOD I CANT COUNT HOW MANY DAYS I SPENT AT THE BEACH THIS YEAR. truthfully? @all my beach babes...@lanternkicker and johann i dont have ur tumlr and scoot and @therealstifler all of y'all made my summer worthwhile!!!

Also lilly and i laid to waste every decent yard sale in the tri county area bahahahaha!!! Got some gr8 scores, like a bunch of good board games for like ten dollars!!

Mark and i went to edmonton to see Blind Pilot!!!!!! We were there in the city less than 12hrs, damn being working stiffs!!! It was a great trip but i get very emotional at 4am as andrew and ty would learn like two weeks later LOL!!! Mark and I also went to Callaway park and it was a BLAST!!! His friend is a higher up there and even let us use some line jumper passes on the log ride!!!!! Oh my god he was so scared!!!! Bahahahahahahaha ❤❤❤

I took my shitty little neon to the coast and back. Twice. It was a dreamy drive, all four times. Even the time i was sleeping, it was all perfect and i love the two of you so frikken much ❤❤❤❤❤❤ got thrown in a pool, left my phone at the bar, everything was so amazingly perfect.

When i got back i had a wild night out of the time stream with the softest, sweetest boy and it was an amazing night and he bought me cigarettes and i chain smoked as we wandered around the city at 4am and just talked and i love him i love him i will always always always love him ❤❤

This fall everything went completely off the fkn rails and there was some really terrible shit to trudge through. Work pretty much consumed my soul, i sprained my ankle so bad i had to be home for six days but i made the most of it and took up painting again!!! I did some cool shit im really proud of :) someone i love very much got caught up in some very terrible stuff but it all worked out in the end and everyone was safe, and very very very loved ❤❤❤

"I just love that paul giamatti lookin motherfucker" -me at countless points this year

Finally started hanging out with @mollycolliex again!!! Missed u boo!!! I know things suck, but im glad ur still around!!

Christmas was nice :) this year has been the first year in a while ive worked the same job all the way thru the year and so its nice having a guaranteed income so christmas was much easier than last year. I got super drunk at my work party but managed to not make a huge ass of myself and thats all we can really ask for bahahahahaha

Anyway i love every single person i saw this year and i love every single person reading this!!! Its been weird, but its been fun. Hope to see you all next year!!!!