#anyway i am very embarrassing and sheltered and i cringe at myself regularly if that makes you the reader feel less awkward | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

wild-at-mind · 1 year

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I wonder if there's a correlation between lack of self image/comfortableness in being yourself, and being someone who had to watch a lot of how people were behaving socially and imitate it in order to slightly cope with school etc growing up?

#if so then that's basically my issue isn't it #i am very susceptable to peer pressure also there was a period in my late teens where i smoked (cigarettes)#because this one guy would make a tonne of roll ups and just give them to everyone like shove it in your mouth and light it #like obviously i can be like fuck off and not smoke it but instead i was like oh cool #the only reason i haven't tried drugs at this point is because i've never been around people who were actively doing them #not since i reached the age where i stopped being afraid weed would make me throw up instantly (long story) so like 18ish #anyway i am very embarrassing and sheltered and i cringe at myself regularly if that makes you the reader feel less awkward #like....i know. I know what i'm like and i know it's the least cool thing ever #and i'm basically that character in a comedy movie who gets taught to live a little (only i didn't)#so like...............sorry about the self loathing i guess

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