#anyway i start therapy tomorrow so hopefully that'll stop me rambling in the tags on tumblr and actually deal with my loud brain dkflgjldkfg | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

ridiculously-over-obsessed · 2 years

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Sometimes it’s the little things that make all the stressful shit I’m dealing with lately a little less shitty, like the student union using the right pronouns when sending emails on my behalf. Like it shouldn’t be a big deal, but it really is 🥺

#gs rambling again #i hate feeling like a charity case but being referred to as 'they/them' takes some of the sting out of it i won't lie #all i want is to not have to move back to mums #like that's literally it #it's such a bad environment for me to be in and i am absolutely petrified of retreating back to the Bad Place in my head #i have come so far and gained so much since moving out and finally becoming my own person #like i'm nowhere near where i want to be but i actually feel like myself for the first time in my life #yes i still get super dysphoric about the way i look but i also feel comfortable enough to dress and things like i have always wanted to #and i still feel super uncomfortable doing that around mum and the rest of my family (who i can never come out to)#idk there's so much complex shit all rolled up in the horror of moving home that just makes all of this that much more stressful #anyway i start therapy tomorrow so hopefully that'll stop me rambling in the tags on tumblr and actually deal with my loud brain dkflgjldkfg

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