#anyway im metaphorically beating myself upside the head with a rolled up newspaper
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Stop thinking and wanting, it's never gonna happen you stupid idiot
#franposting#it certainly. is a monday#like usually when im feeling like this past 10pm sleep fixes it#if i WAKE UP still bad. well. then u know its bad#its not even like romantic pining. i don't GET crushes really. or not often#its like#pining after the concept of being loved and cared for and doing so in return#romantic. platonic. qpr partner. idc i just WANT#i mean. mistkis one good movie kiss does make a compelling point. and i am just.nobody on repeat#but its a broader want than that#anyway im metaphorically beating myself upside the head with a rolled up newspaper#STOP WANTING! its about duty and goodness. who care about your lonely soul we strive towards a larger goal.#gotta crack open the grief of stones again. i got distracted. lost focus. thara celehar is the only one that matters maybe#ughhhhhh#ok. i log out. i have to go to work now#idk. idk#a combination of things. but the comfort and kindness velasin received in a strange and stubborn endurance. certianly isn't helping#im early book vel. a false dutiful creature.
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