#anyway next post coming soon hopefully ive been busy this weekend

[studio-safehouse]

What if I told you. That during our week long hiatus. We changed artstyles again and Sammy has a new reference.

[alicedoessurveys]

2016 vs 2019

So I originally posted this back in 2016 and I’m intrigued to answer the questions again to see how much ive changed since then (my original answers from 2016 will be in italics) so here goes...

This survey gets all in your business, are you ready? bring it <come at me bro

Have you had sex with a black person? nope <still nope

You’re single, why? cause im a ball of anxiety who doesnt leave the house so i dont meet guys and even if i did im disgusting to look at so yeah.. <I mean, I do actually leave the house now but the rest is still 100%



The person who hurt you the most calls you, why? they’re related to me, but the dont call me anyway so all’s good <God knows, we don't talk

Did you stand on your tippy-toes for your last kiss? nope <nope we were lying down



Who was your girlfriend/boyfriend on your last birthday? nobody <we had only just started “courting” so we weren't official or anything

Will your next kiss be a mistake? hope not <I don't plan for it to be but with my track record who knows

Have you ever been told you were hot by a complete stranger? HA nope <not a complete stranger but by someone who I didn't know very well yeah

Think of your last two kisses, were they with the same person? only had one <yes

Do you remember who you liked in August? probably some famous guy who doesnt know I exist <unfortunately yes

Did things work out between the two of you? … <nope

How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? one <I don't know if I truly fully trust anyone 

Tell me why you like the last song you listened to? i think it was Purple Rain, i just like it <it was New Eyes by Adam Lambert, I just like it



Is there anything you wish you could say to an ex? If so, what? i dont have an ex <just, “why?” 

What color shirt were you wearing the last time you kissed someone? i cant remember, i think it was red/Burgundy <green

Are you planning to go see a movie anytime soon? friend wants to see zootropolis but we cant figure out a time we’re both free <yes, desperate to go see Knives Out but im so bloody busy at the moment 

Think back to your last kiss; looking back now, was it a mistake? yes yes yes yes yes i knew it was a mistake as it was happening so yes <no it was nice

Would you be surprised if your most recent ex called you tonight? yeah since i dont have an ex <yes

What does your current Facebook status mean? my last status was about how many pairs of socks i found in my car.. quality content right there <its a picture of the pie I made yesterday because I was proud of it :’)



Do you want to be single or with someone? i think im a little bit in love with the idea of being in love, and i think if i was actually with someone i wouldnt like it.. <nah I liked being with someone and im bored of being single

Do you know what the last person you kissed is doing right now? idk, probably hanging with his actual girlfriend <idk probably pissing someone else off



Have you ever kissed under fireworks? nope <still nope

Last person you hugged? either mom or dad <Jacob

Do you ever get paranoid when someone is reading your text messages? yup, even though i hardly text anyone so theres not much to read i just dont like it <same answer

The last person you kissed tells you they love you, you say? i dont trust you as far as i could throw you <for how long this time?

Who was the last person to call you baby/babe? probably one of my parents idk <I have no idea, I cant remember 

Have you ever had a sleepover with the opposite sex? yah lots, i have more guy friends than girls <same answer

Who are you closest to in your family? mom or cousin Tayla <mom



If your last ex said they hated you, what would you say? you dont even exist :’) <fuck off

Is it possible to be single and happy? yeah <yes

Who were the last 3 people to text you? my sis, friend rhys & mom <Jacob, grandad, Addison & Rhys (group chat)

Have you ever dated someone in jail? nope <nope



Do you want things to change right now? yes please <please

Are you stressed out? kinda <very

Do you like to cuddle? yes!! <even more

Do you hate the last person who texted you? nope <opposite of hate

Will this weekend be a good one? hopefully <a busy one, dress rehearsal all day Saturday and working all day Sunday 



Have you ever slapped someone across the face? yeah bit only jokingly <yes but not seriously 

How old is the last person you kissed on the lips? im not sure, i think hes like 5 years older than me <23

Did the last person to hurt you, ever apologize? kind of <no



Would you ever get someone’s name tattooed on you? nope <nope

[uglifish]

Hi! Just wanted to know when are you going to update Otokonoko? Any date??

hi anon!

i see you are probably also the same person who left comments under the fic asking about my update for this story xD thank you so much for your interest!

yes, the update for this story is coming (as always i strive to leave no fic incomplete if i can help it)

it has not been abandoned, i just really haven’t had time to write for it.if you want to hear my excuses what’s going on in my life, here it is:

ive just been incredibly busy with IRL stuff like randomly visiting relatives insisting i show them around Seattle for an entire weekend and a half, (and ofc i can’t refuse), and they visited literally right after midterms, then i died. and came back, still dead.and a certain bunny is being troublesome… (nobody freak out, but…there is another abscess forming underneath the first one…and another one forming above it. so0o0o yeah, im just not…stressed out or worried about it at all i am 100000% fine yes fine very fine mmmhm…kjhdkjhfjh he’s not in pain, and his appointment is coming up this Monday MAY 20th, so im holding out for good news then/ ….and this just seems to be a CHRONIC problem. like i thought taking care of the first abscess would mean that the hurdle has been crossed but apparently he’s just that kind of child that needs constant attention and worry so i’ll be fine yep because i’ll just keep telling myself that its gonna be ok cuz he’s acting ok, so everthing is A-OK!)and car stuff! (am looking at buying my first carrRrrrRrr eeeeeeeee…pray for me!) maybe i’ll post a pic of it when i get it cuz im so dang proud of myself kskskksksdkjsd yay debt! but also yay, no more taking the late-ass BUS or a lyft everywheremy previous weekends (since FEBRUARY actually) have been CONSUMED with going from place to place, looking at a shitload of used/secondhand cars, i swear im going cross-eyed and i dream of getting run over in my sleep for sweet relief.so as for the exact date im posting this chapter…hopefully soon, and before the end of this month i freaking hope LOL i really haven’t had time to just sit down and have a moment to really create, and really write the next chapter down, and i want it to be goodim never gonna post it half-assedly and call it an update, so thank you for your patience.

please enjoy underwater chrysalis or any of my other already completed fics to help tide you over

xoxoxoxo0o0oUgli

P to the E to the ESS–  please consider supporting my not-very-plump-but-can-maybe-pass-as-cute ass on patreon for .00013-ish? cents a day for 30 or 30+1 days (math is clearly what im good at, so you should listen to me when i sound right, and that is basically 10$ a mo.) lol x) pls kill me i didnt know how car loans or interests worked until literally 2 weeks ago seriosly pray for my stupid ass. i’ll survive somehow and com thru! with an update!anyway, thank you for caring, caring enough to ask, enough to pop in to give encouraging messages via PM on here and on discord, enough to send warm happy emojis into my lonely inbox (that is not a sexual innuendo unless u want it to be) and thank you for being my friendos on the internet and ilusmbbys im so grateful to all the wonderful peeps i met in this fandom, ya’ll seriously fuel my fire

[sakurabaneku]

anime expo was soooooooooo much and it was so hot and overwhelming (and yes, crowded) but i had so much fun! under the cut because i sure do talk a lot

i knew ax was big but WHOA OK its on a whole nother level!! i dont think i even saw the entirety of the convention center and i didnt even step into the jw! wow ok! i was really worried about it being overwhelming and everyone being too busy to.. be friendly i guess but that wasnt really a problem!! everyone was really friendly, especially at the meets!! the ff meet was on the hottest day of the weekend and it was overcrowded and difficult to get things organized but everyone was still friendly and talkative and looking out for each other in that wild heat!! SHOUT OUT TO THE ZACK FAIR PHOTOBOMBING THE SHOOT BY DOING SQUATS IN THAT HEAT!! you really are a hero, zack fair. you really are.

speaking of the heat, idk how i survived in noctis all day in.. 106 or something degree weather but i loveloveLOVED being him!! it was worth the suffering!!!! one of my favorite costumes ive done so far i think and i got so many super nice comments from people on it and waah! also got arrested by the thot patrol and shoved into the ballpit by ardyn and ik ive already posted pics but that was fun. i didnt take nearly enough shitty meme pictures honestly. smh. I DIDNT GET A PICTURE OF ME GETTING FRIENDZONED BY LUNAFREYA which happened. noctis did a heart hand luna thumbs up’d. rip noctis. 

cosplaying kingdom hearts is always a really fun time and im kinda glad i didnt finish riku in time bc kairi was a godsend of a costume. so comfortable. bless. and i just love being her!! im glad i brought my pins back to give out, everyone had the CUTEST reactions!! a sora also tossed me a little paopu fruit as he walked by which was really sweet and its soft and adorable!! 

it was also the first time i wore bakura which was uhhhh and experience and that costume didnt make it home in one piece lol i really didnt feel great in it but i still had some fun!! littlekuriboh complimented it lol so like, my inner 10 year old can die happy! 

i think the thing that really made this con was the people!! rooming with sharon, janice and emma was like, the best, chillest hotel room and i hadnt seen any of them in EONS i miss u guys come back to cali soon!!!! and meeting angel and aj was really nice and i had a lot of fun hanging out with them and also going to dennys at midnight in cosplay. andrew and jesse are local friends so i see them a lot but it was still fun hanging out with them at the con! they braved the outdoors to meet up with me at the ff shoot. brave souls. 

i met a lot of real cool new people too, and people id seen once or twice before at cons and got to spend more time with and everyone was just! really nice!! and fun to talk to!! hopefully the people i met felt the same about me and i didnt annoy anyone or talk anyones ear off.. too much cause i sure do that my apologies if i was the biggest pest in the universe!!! 

ALSO SPENT A LOT OF TIME IN ARTIST ALLEY LOL.. someone was selling ffxv omanjuus so i got a prompto and a noctis!! omanjuus are my absolutest favoritest kind of merch ever. im so happy. actually i mostly just bought xv merch for myself... OOPS i got some cute sorikai tho!!! i got more stickers for my travel sketchbook :3 

AND!!!!! AND I GOT TO PLAY KH3 DEMO!!!! the lines were capped for most of the weekend... except for when i walked by and one of the booth employees went “PSST HEY GUYS, WANNA PLAY KINGDOM HEARTS 3?” hells yeah. uh, i know some people dont wanna see details about kh3 until they actually play it and idk if anyones actually READING this but im gonna talk about the demo so like.. leave now if u dont wanna see any of that

the gameplay!! was so good!! it was so FAST and smooth and intuitive! but it was creative and cool and you can switch keyblades in combat and the attraction attacks are SO CUTE! theres something so emotionally satisfying about killing things with the tea cups. you could play olympus and/or toy story world if you had time to do both in the 15 minutes you got (i finished toy story and almost finished olympus!) the toy story world was so cute!! TOY SORA IS THE MOST ADORABLE and fighting in the mechs was actually really fun!! the cutscenes were included for toy story but there were 7 minutes of cutscene so i skipped it rip. there’s nothing new that hasnt been seen in trailers and stuff yet but it was super fun to actually play it!! it’s a lot like bbs/ddd gameplay but a lot better and idk, im not an expert in gamedev but it just felt like combat had a good.. flow to it and its a million lightyears away from the clunky gameplay of kh1!!!! ITS COME SO FAR!! IM PROUD! and also it just feels like its a REAL CONCRETE thing thats actually happening now that ive actually gotten a chance to play it for real. kh3 isnt fake yall. wow. wow. 

ANYWAY. THAT WAS A LOT OF TALKING AND I FEEL LIKE THERES A HUNDRED MORE THINGS I WANNA SAY it was a good weekend. im very tired. im so sad its over. idk when my next con is but im hoping mayyybe ala???? maybe????????? we’ll see! other than that uhhh i really just have disneyland planned so... i guess its time to actually finish riku for the halloween party.