#anyway. love u guys hope ur all doing well 💜 and thank u for the hundredth thousandth time for putting up with me 💜💜💜

[byanyan]

still alive but still struggling

[katyakurae]

OMG Thank you for liking my art!!! I am very proud of my little nuggests, been team appleradio since day one. I agree, any fic where a deal causes lucifer to be the one in the losing position immediately scrambles my brain, like no way Lucifer is that scared of Al, or desperate for any kind of company that they have him being easily manipulated by Alastor and fall for the deer tricks...Lucy has witnessed his manipulation and threat to his status in Charlie's life, let’s give the devil some credit. Also I am not saying Al is not smart but I don’t see him as this master manipulator everyone wants him to be. He definitely likes to think he is, but in reality Al just spends a lot of time observing people, so he knows how to act around them and manipulate them to do what he wants. Or at least that’s how I see his persona. He works hard for what he craves most and always waits the right moments to attack or use what he has at his disposal to survive, but in the end he is just a silly little guy with so much ego to put shame on the devil himself, who can see through his bullshit miles away lol

So yea what u done with those two is the only way I would have seen a deal between them play out. Alastor was always gonna lose against Lucifer.

Ohh wait I just remembered that one of the reasons Al wasn’t using his shadows to escape Lucy in the last chapters is cause he exhausted his power and wasn’t feeling very well afterwards. Could it be that something happen to him when he ran away from Angel?!?!He hasn’t appeared at all during all that chaos between the two Morningstar and that’s so unlike him. U don’t have to answer ofc, my brain just won’t shut up and I needed to write it somewhere ehehe

Unrelated but I read others storyline u worked on and they way u write just makes me want to read more, the dialogue are so entertaining and the characters are so well written that I don’t even mind using google translate for every few sentences. I have a very poor attention span, but u managed to pique my interest more than once now and I gotta say I am impressed And grateful that my curiosity won the other night. One of my fav scene from one of ur fic, called ‘Embajadores Celestiales’was when Lucy slapped Alastor…like the gasp I let out cause I thought he was gonna hug him or something, that was so funny and also when Alastor confesses to his mother that he lied to her. Couldn’t stop laughing at Al saying he should have told his mum about the people in the fridge and invited her to dinner lmao I love that silly little deer so much!!!

Cannot wait to read more of your work. It was such a pleasure 💜

Yeah, I see your point. I mean, Lucifer is older than time. And yeah, he is clumsy, depressed and a disaster, but I don't see him falling for Alastor's little mind games.

It's like what you said. Alastor is smart and works hard, but he is not the ultimate mastermind. That's an ego thing and, highly probably, a charade to feel safe. In control. I also see him more as an opportunist. When he recognizes a chance, he takes it. And yeah, he may has some kind of plan in the long shot, but it's not enough to rope the literal Devil. And if he tries (I hope he tries) it will end... badly.

(You can tell Alastor is my favourite character cause I want to see him suffer.)

I will not make spoilers u.u buuuut (it's no secret, I just post the new sneak peek) you will see soon in the new chapter. It will be out tomorrow!

Anyway, it really makes me so happy to read your kind words, opinions and coments either in The Deal or in my other works. I hope you keep enjoying it!

Thank you so much! 💜💜💜

Read you soon!

[tender-rosiey]

(I'm the Fyodor affectionate and thoughtful s/o requester) IM SO EXCITED FOR YOUR MASTERLIST LOVE, LIKE VERY. I can't wait to binge your headcanons and oneshots, especially the bsd ones of course. But im lowkey obsessed over haikyuu as well lol.

I really reaaaally, loved how you wrote my previous request, thank u for taking the time writing it, ya made my day💜

If it's no trouble, can I ask for another request? U don't have to write it if ur busy, I totally understand.

Maybe Fyodor, Dazai, & Sigma (if u dont write for him tis okay love) headcanons for a fem s/o who's good at board/card games? Chess, scrabble, uno etc. And she often wins most of their games lol. Wanna know how they'll take it.

Thank u for even spending time to read this💜 ily sm

❥ Fyodor and Dazai with a s/o who is good at board/card games

ᴀ/ɴ: HI BBY I AM HONORED YOU SEE MY WORK AS BINGE WORTHY 🥺 I am glad you liked it! I really enjoyed writing it as well; I hope you like this too 💘

Dazai Osamu:

First

He is so proud of you and shows you off like the lottery

PRAISES YOU ALOT

“BELLADONNA THAT WAS A GOOD MOVE”

“AHHHH YOU ARE SO SMART”

“YOU LOOK EXTRAVAGANT WHILE PLAYING”

And

“KUNIKIDA-KUN MY BEAUTIFUL ANGEL CAN AND WILL KICK YOUR ASS IN ANY FORM OF BOARD GAMES”

You did challenge Kunikida and won like the boss you are

W H I C H gave dazai enough salt to rub it on Kunikida

Kunikida was high-key going to throw your boyfriend out of the window

Okay now screw the handsome blonde because this is about the two of you

Dazai likes wait no-

LOVES spending time with you and like board games are a nice way to pass time together

Why?

If he won then he will rub it in your face and keep teasing you about it

But will compensate with kisses and hugs so fret not 👌

“Okay belladonna I am sorry you are better than me don’t give me that look-“

But if you win

We don’t really have an egoistic man but it will just hit him in a way of ‘oh my, my s/o is better than me in planning-“

And his reaction sorta varies

Either it’s him being a grumpy bby and still demanding cuddles like a little brat

Or

Just using this to even brag more about you and guilt trip you

Now I don’t know why this habit of his started but he likes kissing your fingertips after each game

“Cant I show my love some affection?”

Both inside and outside of the house

PDA much

and yes Kunikida is still bothered by losing and your pda

“GET YOUR ASSES OFF THE COUCH YOU-“

“Kunikida who beat you in chest a while ago?”

Now for something like chess which really shows that someone has a good mind if you win

He likes seeing you win against others and just goes

“My baby is so smart 😌”

But

He lost to you twice in chess maybe even more but lets spare him the misery

And was in a foul mood all day

Still accepts kisses cause he is a brat like that

I still love him tho

“You have to make it up to me >:(“

So yeah board games and chill is something you guys do on free days

Not the dirty type of chills you little shits 🥰

Fyodor Dostoevsky:

We have the master of card games here

freaking cheater

Anyways

E G O

“Yeah my dear over here is a lot more better than you but I don’t want to waste their precious time on you.”

He finds it intriguing seeing you play and it just make him feel so proud like the mf up there

Smirks that smirk in the gif because I wanna make y’all simp

Anyways

So he knows you are good and all that jazz

That makes him really excited every time you play against each other

If you win he will just clap slowly almost sarcastically but straightens up when you glare at him

If he wins then he will just leannnn back to the chair

Cross his legs and say

“Sorry dear, not everyone is as good as me.”

“Fyodor you cheated what-“

“I am a man of law, my love”

What a rat smh 🙄

Let’s give an example of a scene that could’ve happened in the dead apple movie

The three of them sitting like royal hoes and just Fyodor goes

“I have a lover who is great at playing board and card games.” Then sips tea

And Dazai who responds with “mind if I play against them sometime?”

THE MALICE LYING UNDER HIS WORDS

Which btw Fyodor answers with

“If you want to get your ass handed to you on a golden plate then have the honor.”

He will soMEtimeS praise you skills

“You did well”

“Great job”

“Meh, needs improvement.”

“Better luck next time.”

“Average.”

“That was impressive, I assume.”

Bipolar much

He likes planning stuff using your time playing games against each other

Like it would his turn to play and he would go for example:

He will hold his piece after he explains his plan and say “and just like that we get rid of them”

Then knocks it over like a little loser 🙊

copyright © 2020 tender-rosiey

do not copy or plagiarize or you will be reported

[saintobio]

Hey Saint. I hope you're doing well and all being healthy and drinking enough water. <33 I'll be patiently waiting for your next update I hope you don't feel pressured into uploading for us readers or anything.

In the events of sn and sy you did a great job I have never been more heartbroken.I really want to bring all of those characters to a whole therapy session and hey it's a therapy session for everybody because you all need it. I feel everybody's pain in the story :((. Im torn between the sides and I'm staying neutral to it.

And aos yn such a badass I LOVE IT.

Thank you Saint for bringing me the reader so much comfort through your story even though its really bittersweet I love it i find comfort from angst.

-💜 anon

Anonymous said

OMG HELLO!! im really new to your blog (just found it last night!), and i just wanna say how i only wanted angst to make me cry not until i ran into ur blog and broke my heart T__T istg if it isn't satoru x y/n at the end of sy id be crying a whole new pacific ocean (+ snot on my face). your writing skills and your way of thinking on how to make these crazy twist that perfectly expresses each characters feeling is a GEM! please do keep up the good work even though you're gonna end up breaking us

Anonymous said

hi saint! i’m kinda new to tmblr so pls bear with me 😭 anyway saint, you’re one of the best writer i’ve could ever asked. i love your “sincerely yours” and “sincerely not” fanfic sm! u changed my perspective towards gojo tbh. also your “wasteland” fanfic got me crying for almost a day 😭

back to the “sincerely yours” story, why do i feel that y/n is the only one who suffered too much in this story? 😭 like pls give my girl a rest 😩 do some how hate yn?? like on the way u answers some of your questions ?? like i’m finding some positive answers abt yn but i kept seeing spoilers that might happen to her (bad things btw)😫xx i’m trying my best not to hate utahime but it feels like something going to happen between her and gojo 😭 JAJSJJAJAJA gemme your card number pls so we can negotiate !¡!¡ HAHAHAHAHAHAHA still, ynxgojo for me and I hope for you too HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

saint, thank you for making my heart happy, sad and broken. wish I could hug you. <333

last anon i’m up for negotiations HSHSHJ but aaah thank u so much for following sn/sy up til now even tho many factors have been affecting my writing progress for that series 🥲 i really wanna be able to finish the entire series someday, but for now thanks for all the love u guys give that fic <33 who knows mayb it’s gojoxyn endgame after all ,,, or mayb not :P

[pinkchanelbag]

Hii!! Congratulations again on ur 1k milestone im truly proud of u💜💜

I got emperor + fuckboy/girl for Asahi Azumane (did I do this right omg🥺 and im 25 open for nsfw wink wink) thank u if you’ll do it💜

THE EMPEROR — ASAHI + FUCKBOY. [NSFW, 18+]

it would’ve been hard to guess it was him. of all the guys on campus, the guy deemed “BFG asahi” was the last guy anyone thought would have girls lined up for his bed.

but then again...why not?

there were a lot of jocks, and they tended to have girls flocking, but never like asahi. it was something about him...how he was gentle, they’d say, or how they happened to meet him. when he would walk a girl home from the library because she didn’t feel safe, or when she’d be paired up with him in a project and he’d “actually listen” to her ideas. or the rare occurrence where he’d be spotted at the sidelines of a party, drink in hand and keeping to himself rather than taking up all the attention. other guys resented him, because he could do more than get a quick fun night with the girls on campus; asahi, by no intent of his own, had them falling in love with him.

“ohh...oh, okay,” you breathe first in surprise, then adjustment. 

“ah...god...” the building of a man that has you planted between his chest and a wall let his head hang a little, wisps of brown hairs escaping his bun and tickling your skin. “you okay?”

“don’t move for a minute...”

you expected this. a fair share of the girls in your design class told you it would be like this, and dramatic as they could be, they didn’t seem to be exaggerating about this. asahi azumane is big, in every sense of the word. but knowing it and feeling it are two different things. 

it’s almost astonishing how he’s able to keep your weight pressed up to the wall while still being perfectly still inside your cunt, which stretches and aches around his girth. and you can tell it’s not easy, with the only sounds other than the muffled house rap from the floor below being his strained breathing. 

when you’re finally acclimated to the feeling of him, you squeeze your walls around his cock in signal. his hooded eyes flutter closed at the feeling. he lets out a single closed-mouth moan before he’s languidly pulling out of you and then letting himself back in. 

he makes you feel so ridiculously, impossibly full that you can’t help the way you squirm, the way you loop your arms around his neck and pull him into you. and the mewls you let out sound almost like discomfort, but asahi knows well that it’s just the feeling of overwhelming, unfamiliar pleasure. through it all, he sill holds you up steadily, thrusting in and out of sopping cunt with steady rhythm and the prettiest groans you’ve ever heard from a man. 

“fuck...fuck, feel so good,” he mumbles into your hair. he’s got one hand cradling the back of your head so it doesn’t get sent cracking into the bathroom wall with every pump of his cock into you. 

his movements are so much more assured in this state than any other time you’ve seen him. it shouldn’t be a surprise, because you know he’s experienced. but again...knowing it and feeling it are two different things. 

note: literally don’t ask me why i got up and wrote this months after the event...i still have all the requests and still hope to do them. i think it’s because i’m actually kind of close to 2k and i don’t wanna have old requests by the time i hit that, yk? anyway, i love gentle fuckboy asahi. thank u for requesting, sorry for the wait <3. 

NIA’S 999 EVENT (CLOSED).

[saintobio]

saint ;-;

i opened the finale of sn with a heavy heart only to read your additional notes and end up with a heavier heart. does this mean you're done writing? on another note, this finale truly broke me to pieces. i'm at a loss of words yet again. thank you so much for all the hard work and dedication you've put into making sn and the rest of your series. you have touched my heart time and time again and i can never thank you enough for helping me get through tough times through your writing (even if we've never directly spoken).

much love, 😔

Anonymous said

Ok, I haven't even read the chapter yet, just your author's note and when I saw how you signed it too, ahhh I never wanted to give someone a virtual hug so badly!! Your writing is beautiful and you always went the extra mile for us with all the research and everything! I really hope you enjoyed this journey as much as we did🥰

Anonymous said

Did I cry a lil reading your additional note on the finale? Yes, yes I did.

Saint, I absolutely adore your writing. Better than actually published stories I've read. Your writing is so fluent and overall stunning. I love it.

Saint, I wish you the best in everything you do. I don't know you personally, but I genuinely believe that good things will come your way.

Loved Sincerely Not, and can't wait to see you in the sequel.

With love and adoration,

anonymous

awww thank you :’) i knew it was the perfect opportunity to sign off using ‘sincerely yours’ hhhh and i’m rly glad to have u guys on this journey. s2 is here now, and i hope you’ll enjoy it too <3

Anonymous said

Saint, people may have mixed feelings and different opinions about how the story is, but I want u to know that I enjoyed it so much 💜😭no matter how much I may disagree with any of the characters, the story is amazing and I’m so grateful for this amazing experience 💜thank you for this masterpiece! Pls rest well, enjoy your well-deserved break, and we’ll be waiting for your return! ✨Congrats for finishing SN1!! 🎉

Anonymous said

Hey Saint,

Just wanna say that I love your writing!

I know that after this chapter a lot of people are going to give you their opinion on how you are choosing to navigate the story/ plot. But I want you to know that I as a simple bystander am simply here for the ride. I support all your plot twist and trust your process of story telling. I can’t wait for SN2! Thank you for this masterpiece! Rest and take care of yourself on your weeks off! You deserve it!

that’s ok !! like i said in the prev ask, people’s opinions will vary depending on who’s perspective they’re looking at. anyway, thanks sm for being so sweet and for generally trusting my process <33

Anonymous said

Genuinely thank you so much for writing this series!!It gave me and probably a lot of others something to look forward to for the past few months. I had no idea how attached I’d get to the series. I just wanted to ask a few other questions.

What happened to Toji and the Ballerina 👀

Since Toji helped to raise Y/N’s child won’t it be especially painful for him when YN inevitably chooses Gojo since he’ll essentially lose a child he helped raise.

I completely understand where Y/N was coming from when she hid her pregnancy from Gojo. But also 3 years, when a child develops sm and everyone agreed to keep the information from Gojo. Although I was one of the ppl that really wanted Gojo to receive his karma I don’t quite understand why YN did that considering that who Gojo was as a husband is separate from who he’d be as a father. I understand 1 year to get away from the chaos but 3? Why? Also who knew? Ieri? Gojos mom?

Sorry if most of these will be revealed in S2! Thank you again!

ty very much <33 toji and ballerina remain just friends, and he had lesser contact w her ever since he got with yn :) and to ur other question, it’ll be painful for him but he also knows and respects his boundaries esp the fact that sachiro rly isn’t his child.

Anonymous said

kinda irrelevant rn but I've gots to ask this!! What's your opinion on Sera and her relationship with gojo?

I personally think they weren't in love with each other at all. Sera liked the good, healthy, happy and perfect parts of gojo, bec she rarely saw him in the kind of situations that y/n did, and she was hellbent on thinking that her relationship with him is the only good thing going on in her life, so ofc she held on to that idea of a perfect man (that gojo definitely was not) And gojo oof I rlly think that he just used Sera to piss off his dad, and eventually just got used to her company??? and just kept her around bec subconsciously it gave him some sense of control over his own life and decisions (which were otherwise dictated by his father) and ofc it helps that she was an attractive woman. SOOO PLS TELL ME YOUR OPINION ON HER!!

I started feeling particularly bad for her, bec I can really understand where she's coming from. Yeah she was extremely unpleasant at times and had serious issues, but I can't find it in myself to really blame her :(( she was done wrong by gojo. both her and y/n. they deserved better. I think this is why I still don't particularly feel sympathy towards gojo, Idk it's all his karma catching up to him in my opinion 😭🙏🏻

i always think that their relationship was toxic. she didn’t care for him more than having this image of a ‘perfect rich man’ while gojo’s love for her had always been strictly physical. sera has many flaws as a character, but that’s what makes her human. she leaves you conflicted on whether you should stay mad at her or if you should feel bad bc of her struggles in life :) all in all, her character is complex and will be judged from different lenses. personally, if i was yn, i think sera has learned her lesson and that’s enough for me to forgive, but not exactly forget ykwim?

Anonymous said

Miss y/n doesn’t sound very convinced about her second wedding huh… I wonder if she would have had that same reaction if Satoru had not showed up. Idk about y/n but I’m about to run to that altar and marry Toji myself at this point. Anyways I feel really bad for Satoru and I hope he can heal himself rather than be healed by y/n. I know eventually he’ll have to face her again about the whole fake abortion and hiding their baby thing, but for that to happen, I hope he can at least be levelheaded or else the child will be the one suffering with an unstable father. If he’s bound to end up with y/n at the end of the story, I just hope he can find peace within himself first and that y/n doesn’t go all “I can fix him”. But I trust you Saint, I know you’ll deliver the good drama and the craziest plot twists. I truly can’t wait for season 2 and all the new characters we’ll get to see. I’m most excited for mr sukuna and how he’ll be introduced to the story 😗

yes exactly, the best way to deal with the storm is once he’s levelheaded, but we’ll see 🥺