#anyways helloooooooooo chat

[andromedako]

my spine shall explode into shrapnel goodbye world

[toomuchracket]

Cocky d word Matty in a club bc all these guys in their early 20s are trying to make a move on you, but you’re always gonna stay loyal to your man. Matty doesn’t even intervene really- he just sits nursing his drink, chatting with friends as he watches you dance on the dance floor. You shake your head and dance away from a guy but he doesn’t take the hint. Before you can even look to Matty for help, he is excusing himself from the conversation he is in and making his way over to you. Matty tells the guy to do one. “That was very daddy of you, I must say” you tell him.

Adding to my last ask about d word Matty in the club. He smirks when you tell him that was ‘very daddy’ of him. “Oh yeah? You like your big strong protector boyfriend, princess?”. And you’re like FUCK YEAH IM GETTING IT GOOD TONIGHT. So you say into his ear “You know I do. None of those boys even come close to my man”. And Matty goes wild at the distinction and takes his role as Man very seriously that night

COCKY D WORD MATTY HELLOOOOOOOOOO god when he gets over the initial like panic that he's too old for you his narcissism kicks in to insane levels. but yeah, a group of you all go out and end up in the club living your best lives. at one point, your hype song comes on and the girls drag you away from matty to dance - he's watching you the whole time you're dancing about having the time of your life, thinking like "god she's so fucking gorgeous like that's my girl wtf how am i so lucky" (simpy) but lowkey also debating taking you home now so he can fuck you lol. anyway, as is the nature of clubbing, some Idiot Men shuffle up to you and the girls and start dancing near you. at first, you don't acknowledge them at all, just roll your eyes at each other and move away from them (matty sees you do this and giggles to himself as he takes a sip of his drink); one follows you, though, even after you literally turn round and say "not interested", and still lingers even after you've said "literally FUCK OFF". matty's at your side within seconds, arm around you protectively like "you alright, darlin'?" - you turn to kiss his neck, literally in full view of this random guy, and matty just looks him dead in the eye and says "why the fuck are you still here? my girl told you to do one. on you go, move on". and matty's jaw is tensed, you can feel all the muscles in his body taut, and he wraps both arms around you both romantically and protectively; basically, he's hot as FUCK right now. the guy scoffs and leaves, and matty smiles sweetly at you like "how you feeling, sweetheart?", and you wrap your arms around his neck and kiss him softly before you say "feeling like i just saw you be extremely daddy there, honestly". one of matty's hands slides down to rest on your bum as he smirks and whispers (like you said) "oh, you liked me being all protective, princess? your big, strong boyfriend keeping you safe from arsehole guys?", and you're like "mmm, like it a lot. you're the best. not one of those boys could EVER compare to my man, my gorgeous man, love of my life". something in matty just shifts; even in the poor lighting of the club, you can see his eyes darken, and he kisses you so passionately you feel lightheaded before murmuring "gonna let your man take you home and make you feel good, princess?", and you whisper "yes, daddy" directly in his ear before DRAGGING him out to the taxi rank to go home. when you're in the house, matty's taking every opportunity to show you how much of a man he is, carrying you to bed and going down on you for aaaaaages before fucking you HARD - but really, the most Manly mature thing about matty is the aftercare, which is always good but especially thorough after a rougher d word session such as this. shower, cuppa, cuddles and so many "i love you"s and "thank you"s until you both fall asleep (aching lol) <3

[jjongho]

ok i need a place to write down how my call with jongho went so here it is!!! it started at 5am my time and i was fifth in line but i also had no idea how long the individual calls were going to be so i just sat ready, staring at the wall for what felt like forever until the call finally came in at around 05:17ish. he greeted me with the cutest helloooooooooo and asked me how i was. i told him i was really good because i was talking to him and he immediately just oOoOoOoOh that’s my ment!!! calling me out on stealing his lines and i told him i know his lines bc we’ve spoken before akjkjfefgk anyway i congratulated him on guerrilla and told him it was an amazing comeback and he was a shy lil giggling mess, telling me he’s so shy, so shy.

i mentioned i went to see them in london and praised him on the show, and that kind of lead me into mentioning i took a few pictures of them and uploaded on twitter, and i wanted to show him one picture i took of him. he looked really shocked and asked if it was real AKJHGKJEWG and went full O.O looking at it which made me feel some type of way honestly akjhgjkrg i told him almost 130 000 people had seen it on twitter and he leaned back in shock, still in full O.O. he thanked me for taking the photo. there was some small talk in there, i congratulated them on four years, we had a lil awkward moment where we just sat giggling at each other and then i asked him if they were planning on coming to europe again, to which he replied a sneaky lil mAaaaAaaaaybe, i don’t knoooow, it’s a secret so obvs they’re coming akjhgjk 

time was running out but he asked me what time it was as he sipped on his lil iced americano and i told him it was 5am and he just softened up and asked me if i was tired and then told me to go right to sleep after the call bc i told him i was 😭 and then tiME WAS UP and he straight up just told me ‘see you next time’ so ig i have no other choice but to find a way ig smh but those 3 minutes and 30 seconds felt like 15 seconds and i honestly want MORE. i miss him already, he truly is the absolute best boi, the kindest soul, sweetest lil angel and it felt like i was chatting to an old friend whereas the other two calls i’d done with him were mostly me just praising him to infinity and beyond (WHICH DUH DESERVED) but this time we kept a conversation going together and he asked me things and it was amazing. i’m just.... so over the moon and i love him so much 😭 life has not been easy this past year and talking to him i remembered ateez is one of the things keeping me going, as silly as that may sound.