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IMAGINEIMAGINEIMAGINEIMAGINE—

MOONDROP LOOKING AFTER CHILD![NAME] AFTER HOURS N HE FEELS THAT PARENTAL INSTINCT™️ BC ITS THE ONLY CHILD HES ALLOWED TO CARE FOR 😭😭😭

I AM HEARING YOU OUT. SO HARD. I NEVER SCROLL THROUGH THE FNAF SB X READER TAG BECAUSE THERES ALWAYS SO MUCH NSFW???? BUT I. WOULD CRY ACTUALLY. I NEED THAT FUNKY ROBOT TO LOOK AFTER ME LIKE A SLIGHTLY STRANGE BUT LOVEABLE DAD FIGURE. PLEASE them being his only kid. man. he's probably so protective of them too. that's his kid. his only kid. the only one he's allowed to care for. he's so so gentle with them... or he tries to be, at the very least.

i've always imagined moondrop with a child who's probably autistic or has adhd or some other neurodivergency that makes them sensory avoidant, and therefore makes it hard for them to be around sun and all the other kids because of their sensory issues..... they get overwhelmed so so easily..... so they always want to be close to moon whenever he's around.... bc.... calm and quiet caretaker...... who (probably) smells like lavender.... sigh.

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i think it's finally time that i respond to this AJSKJFKSHKV..... thank you so much @umgatochamadopercyval @lillonvia & @jingyuansbird you guys are all so lovely and wonderful and have been nothing but those things to me.... and i am so honored that i have somehow contributed to your year in one way or another <3

@lillonvia @umgatochamadopercyval @jingyuansbird @soleillunne @june-again @archonsbane @aroacenezha @kaixserzz @zeldadou @zenobiagrace @dancingastralwitch @nervocat @auroratumbles @heiayen @jesterofwords @starryshinyskies @lesanyanyas @yinyinggie & all of my darling emoji anons

giving all of you guys platonic little kisses on the forehead. if you are not comfortable with that then i am gazing at you kindly and caringly 🫶

2023 is coming to an end so this is my annual I love my online friends so fucking much you wouldn't believe me if I told you post.

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no thoughts head empty only your post about xianyun taking in a liyue orphan. she stumbles across them randomly, thinks ‘well, another child couldn’t hurt’ and immediately takes them under her wing (get it??? wing??????)

shenhe and ganyu visit, only to find out they have a new sibling. aka:

ganyu: um… whatcha got there?

xianyun, with a random kid clinging to her feathers: a smoothie.

shall i tag you when the mama xianyun series starts, then? /lh (it's ok to say no btw i just think it's so funny and cute how mama xianyun has become such a popular idea among my friends hehehe)

LITERALLYYYYYY she's just continually taking random kids under her wing. such mom behavior tbh. and i think it would be SO funny if she just didn't tell ganyu and shenhe, then one day they see her with a random kid on her back. bc she would definitely fly them around in my brain <3 and the girls are just like "????????"

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you guys remember the pantalone & younger sibling!reader concept post? Yeah

"Brother..." they murmured softly, timidly, fingers tugging hesitantly at their elder sibling's tattered sleeve. He stopped--albeit begrudgingly, but it was in his nature indulge in their whims at least a bit--and turned back to face them wordlessly, only to find that they were not looking at him. He followed their gaze to a shivering trio, all huddled together in an attempt to get warmer; they were probably siblings, if he had to guess. "Is there nothing we can do?" "We're hardly surviving ourselves," he scoffed. "Come on. Lets go." "They're freezing." "And we're not?" They went quiet at that.

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OMG THE LORE OF THE IMMORTAL HARBINGERS

Especially for La Signora, because she used to go to the Akademiya about 500 years ago, and if Dottore was already in the Fatui 400 years ago (during the Tatarasuna incident), and therefore had been expelled a while ago, they could have been attending as students at the same time. Meaning that La Signora might have seen Dottore in his scrawny Akademiya scholar phase. (okay I know he probably wasn't that scrawny considering he strangled Sohreh to death but yk).

Plusssss if the theories about Colombina being a Seelie or one of the moon sisters are true, then she's probably been a live for a gazillion years and may have also seen Dottore when he was young.

So like they could both just bully him for it AND THEN ANYONE ELSE IN THE ROOM WOULD JUST BE STARING AT THEM LIKE D: BC THEY THINK DOTTORE'S GOING TO OBLITERATE THEM, BUT INSTEAD HE JUST GETS GRUMPY BC KILLING HIS COWORKERS IS NOT SMART AND WON'T GET HIM ANYTHING OTHER THAN MORE WORK TO DO.

I mean, Colombina did kind of already do it in A Winter's Night Lazzo when she commented on how young he looked and Dottore was like >:(

I love Dottore (me when mental illness 😍), but I also want to see him get bullied by other immortal Harbingers bc everyone in Teyvat is terrified of this man and yet these people are here like "L imagine getting kicked out of the Akademiya"

I'm sorry if this is extremely disorganized; my thoughts are always chaotic 😭 (ADHD core 😍😍😍)

Anyway, bye bye and I hope you have a good day!!!

YOU GET ME. YOU GET IT. IDK WHY I HAVEN'T FOLLOWED YOU BACK YET, YOURE ALWAYS IN MY NOTIFICATIONS WITH THE MOST REAL TAKES EVER 🙏🙏🙏🙏

signora when dottore: lol i got my degree and you didn't. loser.

YOU HAVE TO HEAR ME OUT ON THIS. EVERYONE NEEDS TO HEAR ME OUT ON THIS. PLEASE. THEY'RE ALWAYS IN MY BRAIN. I DON'T EVEN LIKE DOTTORE (i am one wrong step away from becoming a dottore liker though LMFAO i walk a dangerous line as a pantalone liker......)

dottore: no lover? signora: no phd? 🥺

but seriously--YOU GET WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY!!! dottore was already part of the fatui ~400 years ago, and presumably already at his current harbinger status (or perhaps lower ranked, but i believe, based on his attitude, he was already a harbinger at that point).

whether it's been canonically confirmed or not, it's very very very likely that dottore is zandik. i wasn't into genshin when hyv was hinting at signora being rosalyne, but... looking back on it, the foreshadowing seems sort of obvious from a writing perspective. so, it is reasonable to assume they were at the akademiya around the same time. maybe they had no interest in one another (and probably were students of different darshans), but that doesn't really matter because they were probably there at the same time. rosalyne probably knew about him but didn't know him. he seemed infamous and shit.

THEREFORE it is COMPLETELY reasonable to assume signora would always be teasing him and shit. and we already know columbina DOES. i mean, girlie looked at him and said "you're looking young today, doctor 🤭" SO?????? THOSE TWO WOULD TOTALLY FUCK W/ HIM TOGETHER

and everyone else (save for pierro) is like ????? because what the fuck kind of messed up relationship is this.......

i bully dottore regularly and i think it's just so funmy to consider this potential dynamic.

...but, hear me out. do you think he had a hard time getting used to the silence after signora died? there's hardly anyone else on teyvat that had the guts to look him in the face and call him a loser and now the one who COULD do it died. she was harrassing him for like 500 years and now she's gone. crazy.

SO REAL FOR THAT BTW we do not control the adhd, the adhd controls us 🤝

i hope you have a lovely day as well dear!!!!! thank you for entertaining my thoughts mwah mwah /p <33

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I FORGOT TO REBLOG THIS. WEEPS. HI ALYYYYY. I WILL ALWAYS LISTEN TO YOUR RAMBLES MWAH MWAH I AM SO GLAD I CAN MAKE YOUR DAY AT LEAST A LITTLE BIT BETTER ILY /P <333 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶

— happy new year everyone!

İ would like to start this by saying that while it hasn't been that long since I've been here I've had a great 2023 here and I've made lots of new friends that i would die for. So thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for making this year great :) İ haven't been able to talk with you for some time and i hope to fix that soon so here are some people that helped me through 2023.

May 2024 be better for all of us <3

-Aly

@https-furina ; MY LOVE!! We haven't known each other for long, but you've managed to worm your way in my heart regardless. You've been there for me for the short time we've known each other and i can't express how much i appreciate everything you did for me. İ say this very often but I'm truly so happy i met you. You're the reason I'm still here, and you've made me feel happy, truly happy, for the first time this year. İ can't thank you enough.

@lillonvia ; LİLİ BELOVED!! Talking with you is so fun and there's never a dull moment with you and i love you so so much!! İ wish i could take away your problems so that you'd never frown again.

@umgatochamadopercyval ; CLARA!! we've known each other for a very very short time and i haven't been able to talk with you as much as I'd like but i will fix that this year (as soon as exams are over-) but i want you to know in the short time I've known you, you've always made me smile and i appreciate it more than i can express.

@idyllic-affections ; APHH Hİ!! thank you for always listening to my silly ideas and rambles and being patient with me <33 it's always a pleasure seeing you on my dash and you always make my day a lil bit better MWAH

@ilyuu ; YUİ SWEETHEART!! i love talking to you sm and it's been so long but just know my inbox is open whenever <33 i love whenever i talk to you bc you're so so energetic and it makes me feel happy that you're having fun when talking w me!!

@7kei-soft ; (i searched for your blog for like 15 minutes aya help me) you're one of my earliest mutuals here and i love talking with you!! Thank you for sticking w me through everything

@kopivie ; gosh it's been super long since i talked with you last but you hold a special place in my heart either way. İ understand life has been hard for you lately but my inbox is always open for you and I'm down to talk about anything!! İ hope 2024 treats you better (just like you deserve)

@supernova25 ; Hİ SWEETHEART!! you're so so fun to talk to and it always makes me smile whenever i see you on dash !!

@n3r0-1417 ; ARİİİ Hİ!! you're so so sweet and i love talking with you!! İ haven't been able to lately and I'm so sorry for that, but i promise I'll be back with chaos soon!!

@papiliotao ; REİ SWEETHEART!! You're like a sister to me and i love you so so much i hope you have the greatest year ever <33 not much to say right now but just know that I'll be in your inbox soon enough hehe

@delusina ; KAZU Hİ!! i know you probably won't see this now as you're taking a break however i just wanted to say thank you for all the times you've been here for me <33 I'll be here once you're back, so please take care of yourself !

@kazumist ; AKİ!! gosh i haven't talked with you since ebg i think and i miss you RAAAAA you're so sweet and i hope you're doing alright!!

@yaminohimeyume ; YUME YUME Hİ!! we haven't been mutuals that long but you're the sweetest ever and you're so so kind to me and i hope you know how much i appreciate it <33

@ryuryuryuyurboat ; RYUU Hİ!! we haven't been mutuals for long either but i love talking with you so much <33 I'll get to know you better this year trust

@nordicbananas ; SHROOM!! you've been here since i started writing, silently cheering me from the background and i can't thank you enough. Seeing you in my notifs always made me smile and kept me going when i felt like i no longer could.

@alexisomnias ; ALEXİS Hİ!! We haven't been able to talk in forever but I've always enjoyed talking with you!! You're so so sweet and i hope you never lose that spark <3

@mccnstruck ; ZEE!! Hi hi!! Talking with you is so fun and you're so so sweet AAA i don't have much to say for you but RAAAA İ GİVE KİTH

@mysnowmanandmebaby ; JO!! we haven't talked much on Tumblr but you keep sending me Xiao pics on discord and i scream everytime- cough i mean ahem (thank you <3)

@zhongrin ; miss Rin!! İ want to start by saying thank you for putting up with me bdndjd I'm a lot to handle sometimes but you're so kind to me aaaaa i love dropping by your cafe to talk with you sm and you always listen no matter what it's about i can't thank you enough <3

@m1shapanda ; MİSHAAAAAAA Hİ OMG HOW ARE YOU I'm so sorry i haven't been able to drop by and scream more often we'll have to fix that soon RAAAA

@dustofthedailylife ; we haven't talked much but i love stalking your blog when I'm bored enough /lh you're so sweet and so so kind (I'm just shy) but i hope I'll be able to talk w you more often this year!!

@mikacynth ; MİKA SWEETHEART it's been so long since i last saw you on dash and i hope life's treating you well !! İ hope you have a great new year bc you deserve it mwah!! Thank you for being there for me

@camvrin ; THE CHAOS CHİLD!! hi!! You're so chaotic i love it. You never fail to make me smile and i can talk about anything with you for hours on end. İt's always refreshing to talk with you as i never know where the conversation will go

@floraldresvi ; Vİ !! MY LİGHT!! The queen of selfship!! You're probably the reason i feel comfortable sharing selfship on this hellsite bc you never once judged me for it and I'm v v happy to see yours as well!! Flower anon made a bunch of appearances on my inbox this year and im keeping every single one and i appreciate it sm MWAH MWAH KİTH FOR YOU

@lovelyney ; hi fawn!! Confession time i actually screamed when you first followed me lmao it's been a while since we've talked but it's been so fun everytime we did!! Thanks for listening to my rambles !!

@i23kazu ; YİNGİEEEEE Hİ!! you're the sweetest person ever and you deserve the best and RAAAA i love you sm you're so so kind and i hope this year treats you well <3

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okay like your kaveh fic has made me start thinking... what if it was kaveh who was the one experiencing grief? if it was alhaitham--i don't think kaveh would handle it as well, i think it would honestly break him. there goes his lifeline; the one person who helped him when he was at his lowest. his child tries to be there, despite their own suffering, but for once kaveh can't seem to pull himself out of his depression. it was alhaitham who challenged him; who always was there. how was he supposed to manage without them?

or... to make it 10x worse, imagine if it was his child. his beautiful, precious child. his child whose life was worth more than his will ever be. he'll never get to wrap them in a hug, or kiss their forehead, or even see their smile again. no one—not even alhaitham would be able to comfort him. he would blame himself, knowing that it was him who brought misfortune to everyone he loves; first his father, and now his beloved child.

anyway just a thought :)

OH YOU. YOU SILLY. SILLY AVERY. PUTTING THESE ANGSTFUL THOUGHTS INTO MY BRAIN.....

GODDD if it was alhaitham, kaveh would definitely have a hard time pulling himself out of his grief. i think he could do it, given enough time... or maybe he couldn't. maybe he ends up being just like his own mother. kaveh, who was once a brilliant father (of course, not without his faults, but still a wonderful father in spite of them), becomes as bad as his own mother. and maybe he doesn't realize it, because he doesn't seem to think that she did anything wrong. but what he does notice is how his child has pulled away from him. how they don't seek him out for... anything, really. they offer him comfort when he needs it, they do everything they can to support him as he once did to his mother when she needed it, but they aren't open and vulnerable with him anymore. and maybe he realizes it once it's far too late--he has done unto them what his mother did unto him. and maybe it's too late to fix it.

and if it were his child? goodness, i don't think he would recover. to know that he will never get to hear their laugh, see their new artwork, see them smile, hold them in his arms... he will not get to feel, see, or do any of those things ever again. and he would blame himself. oh, he would blame himself so deeply. because what kind of a shitty father like him would let his child get hurt? get killed? he'd hate himself. and everyone can tell him "it's not your fault" but he would never believe them, not even if it were nahida who told him. because he brings misfortune wherever he goes. to his father, to his child. no, he would not recover.

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DON'T.... BECAUSE KAVEH'S YOUNGER!SIBLING BEING ANGRY IN THEIR STEAD.. im so sorry for swarming ur inbox but ydbihsjakdas

i could just IMAGINE their arguments about it

"she's our MOTHER, you don't disrespect her like that!"

"yeah, but she ABANDONED us!"

"she didn't abandon us-"

"YES SHE DID! she ran away and left us here, in sumeru, because she was hurting. i know."

"she deserves to be happy-"

"but what about us? what about me? what about you? she sounds SO much happier with our step siblings, and she doesn't even visit us! you can't keep defending her!

you can love her all you want, i don't care. you say she's our mother, but she's been absent ever since dad died."

"you have to understand-"

"I DO UNDERSTAND! and you took care of her when she was sad. you took care of me because she was sad. you were a child too, and you were more of a mother to me than her!"

"don't say that-"

"just because she's my mom doesn't mean i have to like her!"

kinda projected here but good god this makes me wanna explode. i like to think kaveh's younder!sibling has been going through that "rebellious teen phase", but it's not a phase, it's just how they are after growing up with a pretty absent mom and dead dad. they see how much their brother suffer, they 100% wanna help him, but they're going through it too yk??

imagine how frustrating it is for them whenever kaveh talks about their mom and he always says nice things about her but they could see the sheer bitterness, guilt, and melancholy in his eyes. they can't help but hate her for not being there for them (i like to think they're maybe an infant or very very young when it happened) n making their big bro, their parental figure, go through this horrible mess.

n they just kinda grew up with that hate w/o telling kaveh bc they didn't wanna add into his plate of problems. but the hate slowly manifested with other stuff until they went from 'not wanting to cause trouble for kaveh' to 'i cause trouble because i can't control myself and i need to release my anger on something else'

so ya i think kaveh's younger!sibling would be temperamental n people see them kinda like a bully, opposite of kaveh :( even if kaveh raised them kindly, i think reader's hatred to their mom saved them from copying kaveh's self destructiveness...

which caused kinda of a strain in their relationship when reader became a teen

(on the flip side for some reason i think reader would get along with alhaitham more (which would hurt kaveh tbh) bc alhaitham's mentality clashes so much against kaveh's n it's probably what reader needs more... they probably preferred alhaitham's "you're allowed to get angry at things you felt was unfair, even if she's your mother" than kaveh's "she still loves us... she just- she just needed to move on to be happy. she deserves it.")

sorry i kinda developed a whole reader here and maybe this is incoherent blabbering im gonna hide now >q< feel free to ignore !!

NOOOOO NO DON'T HIDE I AM HEARING YOU OUT SOO MUCH RN WE ARE ON THE SAME WAVELENGTH

ohhh the strain that would come as a consequence of that rage and pain... sigh. parentified kaveh is so real, honestly, because with how bad faranak's mental health became, she definitely would not have been able to raise her youngest child. kaveh would be the one to raise them. kaveh would be the one they ran to when they scraped their knee. kaveh would be the one to kiss away their tears. kaveh would be the one to help them with homework and little things like that.

it would always be kaveh.

(and i think faranak would be painfully aware of the way they no longer come to her for comfort and consolation, but i don't think she would be able to feel bad about it until years later, because she's already so... fucked up. she would just be glad that someone was nurturing her child, even if that had to be kaveh.)

i think [name]'s anger would be a good and important testament to how well kaveh really raised them, though.

(but of course, it would also prove dangerous and self-destructive which i mention a bit further down in the post!!)

one who values themselves is one who feels angry when mistreated.

and [name] is fucking livid, for both themselves and kaveh. [name] is aware of faranak's neglect. because kaveh taught them to love themselves more than he could ever even hope to love himself. kaveh raised them well, even if that responsibility never should have been his in the first place.

so it honestly hurts them both when they fight like that.

"don't you dare disrespect her, [name]. you have no idea what she did for us." "what she did for us?! what the hell-- kaveh, she left us for some random fucking guy neither of us have ever met! how can you not see what's wrong with that?!" "do not talk about her like that. she did her best. doesn't she deserve to be happy, [name]? doesn't she?!" "oh," they'd scoff, "so 'her best' is abandoning her kids, parentifying her oldest son, and running from her past like a fucking coward?" they would roll their eyes and turn away at that point. "no, kaveh. she doesn't. neither of us are, so why does she deserve to be happy?" they'd then leave.

and consider this dialogue somewhere in there:

"she isn't my mother. she didn't raise me. you can like and defend that woman all you want, but she never was and never will be my mother."

they care so much about what kaveh went through for them. they are so painfully aware of the sacrifices he made to raise them. you know how parentified oldest siblings are usually the only ones aware of the abuse and neglect, whereas the younger siblings they raised think their parent is an angel who did no wrong? it's the opposite here.

and [name] getting along better with alhaitham in their teens... you are so right. they would.

i can imagine them fighting like this in alhaitham's home, and when [name] finally gets pissed off enough that they just leave to cool down, kaveh also retreats and stays in his room for a bit. but a few minutes later, when he comes back out, alhaitham is gone.

he left after [name], because a pissed off teen out wandering alone in sumeru and possibly sumeru's wilderness is unsafe.

(i feel like [name]'s anger could translate into ambition. hmm. pyro vision [name], maybe?)

kaveh knows they get along better with alhaitham nowadays, and i think it hurts him so much. but... he also does want what is best for them, and maybe. just maybe he is not best for them anymore.

(little does he know, they cry a lot to his roommate about just... wanting their brother. but not being able to open up to him like they used to because he'll only keep making excuses for their mother. and he'll only keep hurting himself in the process. and they don't want to see him destroy himself.)

alhaitham would validate their feelings more than kaveh would. he believes they should be pissed. he's not good with tears and feelings in general, but he is rather decent when it matters. and it very much matters when it comes to kaveh's mentally and emotionally wounded younger sibling.

i think alhaitham is better for them at this point in their life. and, you know, i feel like... in a way, he could help them learn to be less destructive. because also i feel like [name] is self-destructive in their own way, too. they get pissed and push away the people they love (aka kaveh). and they're hurting themselves in the process, but it's in a less obvious way than how kaveh is hurting himself (all the overworking, constantly doing everything for everyone, etc etc).

alhaitham is so blunt and straightforward and it would be refreshing compared to the mental gymnastics kaveh does to justify what faranak has done. and honestly, the factual truth is that [name] is allowed to be angry. alhaitham knows that and he's very clear about it.

and hear me out--

[name] enrolling in the akademiya, but instead of the expected darshan (kshahrewar or something similar)... they enroll in haravatat. just a thought.

they're probably just kind of mean in general compared to their brother, and i think that comes as a surprise to a lot of people, but i mean... who can blame them?

they need to go to family therapy HELSPDKDHSKGA

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all i can think of rn is reader braiding their hair to look like shenhe bc of how much they look up to her (i imagine their hair would be p short at this point so its a lil braid yknow)

this is all your fault how dare you /lh /j

AWWWWW OH THEY SO WOULD :(((( i don't imagine that their hair would be long enough to perfectly resemble their big sister's yet, but they still try!!! they would admire shenhe so much i think.... she's so strong. they would think she's the coolest.

and then ganyu--they would also admire her so deeply bc they see how hard she works for everything and it motivates them to also work very hard. cloud retainer isn't pushing them too hard yet, really, and she's still pondering about whether she should also take them under her wing as an official disciple. but seeing how hard they work for everything and how deeply they admire ganyu and shenhe, she decides that she will.

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OUGHGHHGHGH CLARA 🥺🥺🥺🥺 CLARA..... CLARA MY BELOVED I LOVE YOU TOO!!!!! AND HEARING ABOUT YOU AND YOUR LIFE IS ALSO SOMETHING I REALLY ENJOY..... we live such different lives from what i can tell, but we are friends nonetheless. isn't that cool? the universe works in such wonderful ways. <3

Open Letter

This year I was way more chronically online so acquired awesome mooties (lh). This is my love letter to them 💖 HAPPY NEW YEAR DARLINGS <33

@idyllic-affections ADDI! My liege. I love you so much. I always like to learn more and more about you, your life and your interests. Our talks always make me laugh and smile so much. I love you, and can't wait to see what you will create <3 @luciadiosa Hey! It's been a long time, I just wanted to say you are always a pleasure to talk to, and that I'm sending a lot of good energies to you and your baby :)

@pins-pinea PINS. You are the sweetest. Always listening to my rambles, and being very kind. Your work always brings me close to tears (it's Bastard's fault, with a sprinkle of Sieg's lack of brain cells). I hope you have a good 2024, and that the Brain Course doesn't affect you too much. Anything I'm here for you. <3

@soleillunne Ally my little sunshine. We don't know each other very well (yet), but you are so precious. I will fight anyone who hurts you, always. I remember you when there's a pretty moon in the sky, when I'm annotating the book and when I eat desserts. Happy 2024 Sol. :))))

@https-furina Perce! We don’t know each other very much (yet) but you are already very precious to me! That you have a very good 2024 💖

@lillonvia Lilli, you are precious. Our talks always make me happy, and even though we know each other very recently I already consider you my little butterfly 🦋

@ilyuu MOOTIE POOKIE! Your chaotic energy match mine in a way that is awesome! You are my baby sibling and I love you so much. Remember that you can always count on me 💖

@floraldresvi Vivi. You are so sweet flower. I hope you can soon leave that toxic environnement behind you and work to overcome the trauma it brings. I’ll always be here to you and you have 100% of my suport

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finally started the lantern rite quests moon carver and mountain shaper sound like an old married couple to me LMAOO

NO BC THEY LITERALLY DO I SWEAR THEY ARE AN OLD MARRIED COUPLE THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT THEY SOUND LIKE!!!!

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ON A SIDE NOTE LISTENING TO KINGDOM DANCE FROM TANGLED RN AND THINKING ABOUT THAT ONE VENTI FIC IDEA I SENT YOU A WHILE AGO

a festival in mondstadt... venti spotting the reader sitting somewhere alone and looking kinda sad... and of course he won't have his best friend sitting there sad and alone during a time that should be a time for celebration... so he talks to them and eventually also asks them to dance with him

OUGHGHDGDJFKJKSMDWJEH KINGDOM DANCE.... maybe that's what i'll title the fic when i write it <3 venti the silly the beloved the adored i love him soooo much dancing with him would be so fun.......

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LILIIIII. WEEPS. CRIES. WAILS. SOBS. I WAS THE FIRST? ME? 🥺 YOU ARE SO WONDEFFUL YOU DESERVE SOO MANY MUTUALS I'M HONORED THAT I WAS THE FIRST..... i will literally always apologize for replying late no matter what anyone tells me (literally everyone says it's okay) AHAHA 🫶🫶🫶🫶 so glad and honored i can feed your silly thoughts about characters mwah mwah <333

— happy new year, from your dearest lili.

first off, i want to thank all of you guys for making my 2023 such an incredible rollercoaster !! ure all v silly n fun n adorable i js wanna grrRRAAA SMOTHERS ALL OF U WITH AFFECTION TAKE MY FUCKINH LOVE RAAAAHHHH 👹 I LOVE INTERACTING W ALL OF U IT ALWAYS MAKES ME SMILE N GIGGLE LIKE AN IDIOT HEHEHEJFN 🤭🤭 

@idyllic-affections ꒱꒱ ADDIII MY ELDRITCH DEITY N LITTLE SIBLINGGGG 🥺🥺💕💘💖💖💗💘💘💕💝💗💝💖💘💖🩷💘💗 u were my v first moot on this site n ill never forget the fun convos n memories we’ve made over the months <33 ure v dear to me n i herkehehdbd *vibrating uncontrollably* I LOVEEE talking w u n DONT U DARE APOLOGIZE FOR REPLYING LATE RRRRRR 👹👹 /lh ur works always leave me feeling delulu n giddy n i end up imagining different scenarios w certain character nd AAADJFKFKFB I LOVE U SM WAAA

@soleillunne ꒱꒱ ALYYYYY !!! LYSSA !!! UUUU HI BELOVEDDDD MWAHH 😍🥰 i dont feel like weve been talking a lot bUT BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY, IM ALWAYS WILLING TO WAIT FOR U UWAAA ure soso precious to me n i js wan give u A BIG KITH N HUGGIE bc i love u vm n u deserve it !!!! 🫶🫶 i hate the fact ure stressed w education n i wish i cld do more for u to help u feel better :((( but if ure ever in need of some form of comfort my discords always open for u n ill do my best for u <33 💖💕🩷💝💘

@fatuismooches ꒱꒱ SMOOCHES MY LOVE HI HELLO !!! ure so fun to be around N NOT TO MENTION URE ALSO ONE OF THE SWEETEST PPL IVE EVER MET WAAAA 😩 i had so much fun when we were both brainrotting so hard abt our dragon otter neuvie EHEHHEHR I WAS SOOO GIDDY THAT TIME BC NOT ONLY BC IT WAS NEUVIE BUT ALSO BC IT WAS U I WAS TALKING TO !!!!! 🥹🥹 YIPPEEEEE

@areislol ꒱꒱ REIREI MY CONFETTI CREEPER OMG !! m always so happi whenever we talk bc ure SO sweet n adorable n amazing !!! 🫶🫶🫶 i remember feeling shocked when u followed me n dropped by my inbox bc OMG !!! ITS ONE OF MY FAVORITE WRITERS !!! FOLLOWING SILLY LIL ME!!!! UJWJEKRKSJANABA 🤭 

@mondaymelon ꒱꒱ the silliest watermelon to ever watermelon in existence !! interacting w u n seeing the silly things u say never fail to make me laugh BWJERJRKRKIFG m so glad i was able to work up the courage to be moots w u bc lets js say. I DONT REGRET IT 😋😋 ure so lovably unpredictable ND UR ART IS SO NOMNOMNOM DEVOURED N DIGESTED TEEHEEE JSJSKAKAN UUUU i love u 💝💕💕💗

@https-furina ꒱꒱ AAAAAAA FINA FINA FINA !!!!!! UWAAHDHHRHF NSJSJ YIPPEE YIPPEE YIPPEE MY BELOVED POMERANIAN UUUUU RUNS AROUND IN A CIRCLE AROUND U we havent been mootsies for v long BUTBUT OMGG I ALWAYS HAVE THE FUNNEST TIME W U BC UWAAHH URE SO PRECIOUS N ADORABLE AAAAAA !!!! 🥺🥺 i still cant believe we ended up rambling to each other abt liyue hell family for eight hrs straight BUT IM NOT COMPLAINING BC IT FED N SOMEHOW SATIATED MY INNER ND OUTER DELULU 🫶💕💝💗💖🫶💕💝🤭💘 i love talking abt ocs w u HEJEKEJRH UR CHARACTERS R ALWAYS SO INTERESTING ?????? WHAT IS YOUR SECRET ???? /lh I WANNA GROW EVEN CLOSER W U IN 2024 MWAH MWAH LOVE U ALWAYS <333

@umgatochamadopercyval ꒱꒱ CLARACLARACLARA !!!! the cutie patootie sweetheart herself, in the flesh !!! sunshine in human form !! u have such an incredibly kind and beautiful soul UUUUU CRYING SOBBINH /pos I LOVE YOU SM love ur cat too btw JAJAJJAJ IM RLLY HOPING WE CAN INTERACT MORE OFTEN NEXT YEAR UWAAAHHJJH

to all my other moots who didnt make it on the list, M SO SORRYYYY DJJFN I JS NEED TO IMTERACT W U MORE SO I CAN HAVE MORE POSITIVE OPINIONS ABT U 😭 ITS NOTHING TO DO W U GUYS I PROMISE 🙏🙏 but w little conversation we have, i still appreciate each and every one of u 🫶🫶 KITH KITH MWAH once again, thank u sm for such an amazing year !!!! 💕💗💘🩷💝💖💖💕💗💘🫶🩷💝💕🫶

[idyllic-affections]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

my fairies have failed me but i'll get something nice done for you soon promise!! meanwhile have my favorite genshin siblings

also them

NAYWAY HAPPY BDAY LIKE I SAID!! i hope its a very fun day for you mwah mwah

OHHHH :((( THANK YOU ALYYYY I REALLY DIDN'T EXPECT SO MANY PEOPLE TO REMEMBER (NOT IN A BAD WAY!!!! I JUST WOULDN'T HAVE EXPECTED MULTIPLE OF MY FRIENDS TO RECALL WHEN I ONLY MENTIONED IT LIKE. ONCE!!!!) AWH 🥺

THE SIBLINGGGGSSSSS they're so cute....... nd kazuha & beidou HAHA that's very real!!!

please take your time!!!! you don't owe me anything, but i will of course appreciate anything you make.

[idyllic-affections]

shenhe glares at anyone that looks at lil reader the wrong way i rest my case

SOOOOO REAL. SHE DOES NOT PLAY THAT GAME. ANYONE LOOKS AT [NAME] IN A WAY THAT SHE DEEMS TO BE WRONG AND THEY GET THE MOST SHARP AND TERRIFYINGLY COLD LOOK FROM SHENHE

the red ropes are the only thing keeping her from committing a felony on those people 🙏 she would still beat them up though if they messed with [name]. just not very angrily. but those ropes come off? unadulterated fury.

[idyllic-affections]

no but you're so right???

i actually thought sagau was an interesting concept when i first saw it, and i wish people explored it more outside of the deity au! you have so much interesting ideas to work with, you could explore the character's conflicted emotions about not being real and describe their existential crisis unfolding, you could play with how video game mechanics affect the world, and yet most people choose to make everyone wildly ooc?? if you have to make a character act in a way that makes the audience say 'they would not fucking say/do that' just for your story to make sense, that's what really bothers me.

and YANDERE oml... look i could maybe accept it in a psychological horror context, but the problem is so many people see it as a romance trope??? like, honey. kidnapping isn't romantic. and seeing the trope so romanticized, and trying to justify it with 'um actually the mc likes it because stockholm syndrome' rubs me the wrong way? i mean, i don't think it's inherently wrong to explore darker themes within fiction, i am a horror fan for a reason, but i just despise when people try and pass dark topics and fucking abuse as some quirky romance trope. same reason i can't stand dark romance in novels. it's just too much for me.

(absolutely no disrespect to anyone who does enjoy those things, i just cannot.)

sagau is an interesting concept. i thought so too when i first encountered it, but... man. idk. sagau content NEVER features characters doing actual in character things. if you have to completely change a character to make them fit your story then your story was not meant for them in the first place (note: the whole point of AUs is to explore alternate universes--i get that. but you may as well just call these characters your ocs if they do not resemble their original selves at all, or if there is not a REASONABLE explanation for why a character is acting a certain way in your AU).

YOU GET ITTTT people have to understand that yandere is NOT about romance. it is about the psychological horror of being the target of obsessive, abusive, unwanted love. it is not about romance. it is about horror.

i wholeheartedly believe it's fine to explore darker themes within fanfiction; it helps process trauma, it helps you learn about the horrors of the human (or not) mind, it is not inherently bad. hell, i do it. shit man. i would be a liar and a hypocrite if i said i didn't--have you seen my ocs? have you seen the cws on moral injury? what i have an issue with is when people GRAPHICALLLY DEPICT SEXUAL ASSAULT AND SHIT. you do not need to describe it in excruciating detail. that is when, i feel, it becomes fetish-y. it's gross.

i hate you yandere fetishizers 🫶 i hate you sa/csa/etc fetishizers 🫶 i hate you abuse fetishizers 🫶

dark themes can be done tastefully, wisely, and with respect, but some people do not understand that.