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#as shitty as my class schedule was the fact id regularly get off by 12 everyday ensured i stayed alive
cinnabeat · 2 years
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i still have more to say actuallly but j shall restrain myself
#i dont know how i got from khux to ?? idek what that was#anyways im hungry tired but cant sleep and i have too many thoughts in the brain#no fr tho the dssps thing makes so much sense about me like i look back on my hs life and im like yeah i see it#exlains so much about her#and the fact i would be sleeping from 4-7 DAILY omggg im surprised i didnt fall asleep in class#ive discovered i cannot fall asleep when i have obligations and/or in public its one of those#my friends would make fun of me for taking naps during lunch and its like guys im literally dying#and then id go home and nap and itd make it worse#as shitty as my class schedule was the fact id regularly get off by 12 everyday ensured i stayed alive#like i cannot. elieve i was a functioning person#throw back to when the fucking truancy officers parked behind me like so what you up to?#and i was like going home??? what did you think#michi tag#i was one more uhhhh idk the word OFFENSE away from being a legit truant#schools do not like it when you take two week vacations in the middle of the year#or when youre regularly late to your first period class#in my defense. i had never had to wake myself up so early and to catch the bus#new territoryt#i stopped being late agter that#got my shit together#my dad would also calll me in the morning to make sure i was awake and id slap my alarm off answer my dad make some vague noise then go vack#back to sleepand theyd get mad at ME for it#like yes i should be more responsible but ALSO i was fighting insomnia or whatever the fuck like my life depended on it and also if youre go#youre gonna call me make sure im actually awake#i think my parents wouldve just had me fend for myself if i wasnt so close to accidentally sending them to courtbc i kept fgoing in late#more to noon classes are so sexy btw and id schedule my college classes like that if only most of the art classes werent in the fucking afte#afternoon#art history is always at 9#i did not mean to rant again omg i need sleep#you know when i was a kid i used to just read into the night until either my dad woke up to go to work ( @4) or id fall asleep myself
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