#as soon as joshua woke up she was helping him to stay well and accompanying him on his journey

[aethersflood]

-- "It's plain she cares for you very deeply." -- "And I her. Which is why I had to let her go."

[queen-of-deans-booty]

Dark Side of the Moon: Part Two

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Word Count: 2,033

Warnings: typical supernatural violence, language, angst, blood, you know the usual

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“Hide!” you hissed, ducking underneath the window where the searchlight is.

Sam rushed over to you in a panic and stood beside it while Dean ducked behind the couch. The glass in a picture on the mantle breaks, but the family continued to eat. The searchlight streams through the window right above your head, and Dean dropped down lower so he wouldn’t be detected. More furniture falls over as more glass breaks. The searchlight stayed for a few more seconds before disappearing. The lights come on in the house, and everything goes back to the way it was before this happened.

“What the hell was that?” Sam asked when everyone came out of hiding.

“I don’t know, but we are taking the escalator back downstairs,” Dean declared. He noticed a radio on the mantle, and he went over to it since it’s what Castiel decided to use in order to talk to you. He hit the top of the radio with force, yelling out the angel’s name. “Cas!”

“What are you doing?” Sam asked.

“What’s it look like?”

“Like you’ve lost your mind.”

“Cas talked to me before using this phone-home radio thing, so I— Cas!”

“I can hear you,” the angel said, flickering to life on TV.

His whole face was on screen, and you backed up to look at him. The picture is rolled and is filled with static. His voice fades in and out and is sometimes being distorted. Whatever connection he has isn’t good.

“Cas. Hey! So I, uh, I found Sam and Y/N but something just happened. There was this weird beam of light,” Dean was the first to speak.

“Don’t go into the light.”

“Okay. Thanks, Carol Ann. What was it?”

“Not what, whom. Zachariah. He’s searching for you.”

“What if he finds us?” you asked.

“You can’t say yes to Michael, Lucifer, and Amara if you’re dead, so Zachariah needs to return you to your bodies.”

“Great! Problem solved!” Sam exclaimed.

“No, you don’t understand. You’re behind the Wall. This is a rare opportunity.”

“For what?”

“You need to find an angel. His name is Joshua. “

“Hey, man, no offense but we are kind of ass full of angels, okay. You find him,” Dean scoffed.

“I can’t. I can’t return to Heaven.”

“What’s so important about Joshua?” you asked.

“The rumor is, he talks to God.”

“Yeah, so?” Dean shrugged.

“You think maybe—just maybe—we should find out what the hell God has been saying?”

“Jeez. Touchy.”

“Please. I just need you to follow the road.”

“What road?” Sam asked.

“It’s called the Axis Mundi. It’s a path that runs through Heaven. Different people see it as different things. For you, it’s two-lane asphalt. The road will lead you to the Garden. You’ll find Joshua there. And Joshua… can take us to God,” the picture on TV starts to break up badly which meant the connection was fading fast. “The Garden. Quick. Hurry.”

“So... What do you think?” Sam asked when the TV suddenly died.

“I think we hit the yellow bricks and find this Joshua cat.”

“Really?” Sam asked surprisingly.

“What? You don’t?” you wondered.

“No, uh. I’m just surprised you do. Last time I checked you wanted to break God’s nose, now you think he can help?”

“He’s the only one who can. I mean, come on, Sam. We are royally boned. So prayer? The last hope of a desperate man,” Dean shrugged.

“It’s either kill or be killed at this point, and we’re kind of already dead,” you pointed out.

The family was still eating the same fucking plate of food, so you three started to leave the house. However, when you opened the door, there was nothing but trees surrounding the house. Nothing but trees to replace the road that was supposed to be there.

“Wasn’t there a street out here?” Sam asked.

“There was.”

“We have to find a road somewhere,” you shrugged, going back inside the house.

As soon as you did, you began trying to look for it. Dean began to do the same kind of thing, but Sam watched with a confused eye.

“You,” Dean opens the closet door underneath the stairs, “you think the road is in a closet?”

“We’re in Heaven, Sam, okay?” he turned on the light. “I mean, our memories are coming true. Cas is on TV. Finding a road in a closet would be pretty much the most normal thing to happen to us today.”

You and Dean looked down to see the same exact thing on the floor. It was a small Hot Wheels set that Dean used to have when he was a kid. He bends down and picks up the small blue car to inspect it.

“What is it?” Sam asked.

“I used to have one of these when I was a kid,” he muttered, placing the car on the track and flung it in motion.

Your surroundings immediately began to change, and you three were suddenly in a child’s bedroom. More than just the scenery has changed because Dean’s clothing had changed into a t-shirt that reads “I wuv hugs”, a flannel button up, and sneakers with one shoe untied. Both you and Sam were in your normal hunting clothes.

“That was the road?” Sam asked.

“I guess.”

“Where the hell are we?” you asked.

“Kind of trippy, right?” Dean chuckled.

“Yeah,” Sam peeks at his brother’s shirt. “More trippy. Um, apparently, you ‘wuv hugs’.”

“Shut up,” he grumbled, covering his shirt with the flannel button-up. Sam laughed at his brother’s discomfort until he began to recognize the room you three were in. “Wait a minute. I know where we are.”

“Where?”

“We’re home,” he whispered.

“Dean!”

Mary’s voice filtered into the room from the hallway. All three of you turned to the doorway to see a young Mary in a white dress. She wasn’t as young as when you met her for the first time, but she wasn’t as old as she looked in the pictures Dean secretly kept.

“Hey, Dean. You hungry?” she asked with a smile.

It seemed as if the brothers didn’t know what to do, especially Dean. Mary didn’t wait for an answer as she left out of sight. The brothers couldn’t help but flock after her in curiosity. If they were seeing their mother, then where was yours? Why was the only thing you were seeing was an unborn child? Was Amara trying to guilt you into having another child so she can have another vessel in case you died? Like you did now?

The brothers followed her into the kitchen where Dean sat at the kitchen table. In front of him sat a sandwich on a plate and an empty glass. As soon as he took a seat, she began pouring him a glass of milk to accompany the food she made.

“You want the crust cut off?” she asked.

“Yeah, I’d love that,” he grinned.

“Mom?”

Sam asked, but he received no answer from her. She continued to look at Dean without acknowledging Sam in any way.

“I guess this is not your memory, Sam. Sorry.”

“Dean, we should go. We need to keep looking for the road,” you said softly.

“Just… just give me a minute, okay?”

“Dean,” you whispered.

“Y/N. Please. One minute,” he begged.

Sighing softly, you nodded once before turning away from the scene. Dean would have loved a child in his life, and you were stupid to get rid of it in the first place. You needed to take a step back, and you did so without Dean noticing the discomfort and guilt in your eyes. Sam, however, noticed immediately.

“You okay?” he whispered as he joined you.

“I saw my unborn child, Sam. That is what I woke up to. That is my memory only it wasn’t a memory because it never happened. Sam, what did I do?” you whispered fearfully.

He could only sigh because he didn’t know what to say. Well, he knew what he wanted to say, but it would sound mean if he said it now. He knew you would reach this point eventually, and now it seemed impossible to tell Dean.

“It was a girl,” you whimpered tearfully.

Sam pulled you into a tight hug because he knew how much this meant to you.

“I remember this. Mom and Dad were fighting and then he moved out for a couple days,” Dean spoke, breaking the moment between you and Sam.

He looked back to see you wipe your eyes and became worried. Before he had a chance to say anything about it, Mary spoke in a loud voice.

“Fine. Then don’t… There’s nothing more to talk about,” she hung up the phone and turned away from the table.

She sniffled as if she’s fighting back tears.

“What happens next?” Sam asked, pointing to his mother.

Dean turned away from you to go over to his mother. He hugged her tightly as a son would normally do for his mother who was clearly sad.

“It’s okay, Mom. Dad still loves you. I love you, too. I’ll never leave you,” he said truthfully.

They break apart and she cups his cheek in one palm.

“You are my little angel,” she smiles too wide, “How 'bout some pie?”

She moves away from her son’s side to get the pie, and Sam shakes his head sadly. Dean noticed this and walked over to you two with a dismissive look.

“What?”

“I just never realized how long you’ve been cleaning up Dad’s messes,” he sighed.

“Whatever,” he frowned. “Let’s keep moving.”

While Mary was getting the pie, you and the two brothers searched what you could--cabinets, drawers, and even the damn oven. You didn’t seem to find anything that resembles a road anywhere until Sam picked up something that might.

“I’ve seen this somewhere before,” he commented, showing the postcard that says Route 66.

Your surroundings immediately changed to that of a shack. The wall in front of you is covered with postcards all from along Route 66. Dean was wearing his normal hunting clothes, but he was wearing a canvas coat instead of the usual leather one. Sam’s clothes have changed as well but only slightly. Yours remained the same except you had on sneakers instead of your hunting boots.

“Where are we?” you asked.

“No way,” Sam gasped happily.

Through the open front door, a golden retriever enters the room excitedly. The dog ran right to Sam as if they’ve been separated for a long time.

“Bones! Hey, c’mere! C’mere!” Sam laughed when the dog licked his face.

“Bones?” you wondered.

“Yeah. Bones was my dog,” he explained, getting up and walking over to the cheap coffee table where a pizza box sat.

“Your… your dog?” Dean asked.

“Yeah,” he shrugged.

He took a seat on the couch with a slice of pizza in his hands and Bones right beside him, tail wagging. This place was starting to look familiar, but it looks like Dean recognized this place before you did… and he wasn’t happy about it.

“Is this Flagstaff?”

“Yeah,” he said happily, petting his dog once more.

“This is a good memory for you?” you inquired.

“Yeah. I mean, I was on my own for two weeks. I lived on Funyuns and Mr. Pibb,” he laughed.

“Wow,” Dean scoffed, unimpressed.

“What?”

“Well, you don’t remember, do you? You ran away on my watch. We looked everywhere for you. We thought you were dead. And when Dad came home—”

He stopped himself short because you were there. You’d never seen John get so mad at Dean before. He almost got the point where he would have laid a hand on him if you hadn’t stepped in. Sam suddenly looked guilty, but Dean turned away from him.

“Dean, look, I’m sorry. I never thought about it like that,” Sam sighed.

“Forget it. Let’s roll,” he shrugged.

It was time like these that you told yourself that telling Dean about the mistake you made wasn’t such a good idea. Giving Sam one more look, you left the shack with Dean. Sam pet his dog once more before leaving as well.

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Super!Joshua

A/N: Hi guys! I’m back with another installment of the Super!Seventeen AU! First of all, I want to thank you so so much for the support and love I’ve been getting from Super!Mingyu :D You don’t know how much I appreciate it!! I’ll continue to try and improve my writing as we go. Second of all, I have something to ask you: was Super!Mingyu too messy? Should I write another Super!Mingyu where he’s part of an actual team of superheroes?? idk but I’m just wondering ^^ Anyways, I hope you’ll enjoy this second one! Love you all!

So Joshua is the resident healer/doctor in the Heroes Association Headquarters

His touch can heal wounds and his presence can calm patients I mean, how can it not

Empath!Seokmin said that he’s got a healing aura around him that makes people feel assured and comfortable whenever he’s around

His power comes with a price though

If he choose to heal someone’s wound, he would feel the pain of the person suffering the wound and he would feel like he’s experiencing the same pain on his own body

Sometimes, the symptoms would stay with him for a prolonged period, almost as if he absorbed his patient’s illnesses 

Basically it’s too draining for him to do so mentally and physically so he refrain from doing it unless it’s really necessary 

So he stuck with being the regular good ol’ doctor for heroes

Deals with injured heroes and victims of a fight on the daily

Everyone agrees he’s the real hero of the day

His gaze either heals you or sends you into a cardiac arrest

All the nurses, patients heroes and civilians alike are in love with him

Heals wounds but open new ones in his patients’ hearts lmao

Breaks hearts as easily as he heals it

Pretends to be oblivious to others’ attraction towards him because he’s too soft and feels too guilty to reject them

And he thought it wouldn’t be professional to date a patient anyways so

People would usually give up pursuing him after a while and resorts to just admire him from afar

Really soft and gentlemanly man

Genuinely cares about his patients’ well-being not only physically, but mentally too

“HOW CAN WE BE MENTALLY STABLE WHEN YOURE THE DOCTOR” THEY WANT TO SCREAM 

But nonetheless everybody’s grateful that they got a doctor as caring (and as good looking) as Joshua

Ok so you’re one of the newer heroes on the job

Despite that, you’re quite powerful cuz you’re pretty much impenetrable

Bullets, knives, you name it, can’t hurt you

One day during a simulation, you fell unconscious out of exhaustion

Naturally they brought you to the clinic

When you wake up, Joshua was hovering over you

And with the fluorescent lights above casting a halo around him, he literally looked like an angel

And you’re like, if this is what heaven looks like I’m all in lol

“Are you an angel?? Am I dead??”

lmao he heard that too many times tbh

But he just smiled and said “You’re in the clinic, Y/N. You fell unconscious remember??”

lol how are you supposed to remember when all you can think is how pretty he is?? how is that even possible???

So that’s how your first meeting went, just you starring at him like an ass, completely at loss for words

And it’s kinda amusing to see, really, but he’s concerned because are you ok???

You’re not

Team Leader!Seungcheol suddenly popped his head into the room and was like “Oh goodie, you’re alive. Thanks, Shua.”

But he saw your face and became like “Goddamit, Shua, not one of my kids, this is the third time this month >:(”

Joshua’s like IT’S NOT MY FAULT

Seungcheol figured the only way to snap you out of it is to drag you out of the clinic

But you’re like, Nooo let me stay with the kind doctor :((

Seungcheol ended up having to drag you out of the clinic by the collar

Joshua was left standing in the aftermath like 0_0

o kay

You ended up paying the clinic a lot of visit after that

You literally give zero f***s as you march up to him and complain how sick you’re feeling almost everyday

“Joshua, I feel dizzy I think I need to lie down”

“Joshua, I hit my head earlier, can you check it for me?”

“Joshua, Dino scratched my arm earlier. I think I’m bleeding, please save me.”

“Y/N, you can’t bleed from a scratch.”

“But that doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt! >:((”

Everyone’s like “Y/N, you should give up now. There’s no point in chasing him, he does not caree”

But you’re like “Nope! I’m gonna win his heart!!!” 

cue everyone sighing 

Apparently your brain is just as impenetrable as your body smh

At this point, you come so frequently that the nurses and staff started to just accept your existence and ignore you

You keep pestering Joshua whenever you got the chance

You keep him updated with the gossips that has been going around the HQ

You know you actions may be the product of infatuation and that he probably won’t reciprocate your feelings

But Joshua made you feel some kind of way and because you’re used to getting what you want, he kinda makes your heart clench a little bit

Sometimes it makes you wonder like,”Oml is this what pain feels like???”

From how cool and controlled he is when handling patients to the genuine kindness that shows in his eyes

You can’t help but be drawn to him like a moth to a light

Basically the relationship is like a pull-pull party with you doing all the pulling lol

Joshua just let you do your antics 99% of the time

One day you were out on a mission when, for the very first time in your life, you got hurt during the fight 

Turns out the enemy had found out a way to immobilize you through poison with a smoke bomb

You’re immediately rushed into the HQ’s emergency unit

Everybody’s shell-shocked because this is Y/N??? How in the world did this happen???!

They just never saw you in the clinic except for that one time and the other times you follow Joshua like a lovesick puppy so you getting hurt is a pretty big deal considering your power

Everyone went scrambling to find Joshua bc they don’t know what to do

“Dr. Hong! We have an emergency!! It’s Y/N!” 

Joshua’s so used to you getting “hurt” and trying to get his attention that he just rolled his eyes in amusement and was like “Alright, alright, I’ll be there in a minute”

But the nurse wasn’t having it and she went “Y/N IS DYING WE GOTTA BLAST”

Joshua literally dropped everything and went to follow the nurse and 

When they got to you, you were so pale and looked so lifeless, and there’s blood everywhere and it literally scared the s*** out of him because he’s not used to seeing you like this

You’re always so bright and so full of life

And here you are, lying on a cot, your life hanging by a thread

Joshua knew that if he doesn’t do anything soon, something’s bound to happen

And he doesn’t want it to

But seeing how badly you were injured and the fact that he doesn’t have the antidote for the unknown poisonous substance in your system, he really doesn’t have any choice but to get down to business

And by business I meant using his power to try and save you

The nurse was like “Dr. Hong, it’s too dangerous! You know the risks! We don’t know how it would affect you!!”

But nothing is too dangerous when it comes to saving his patients, especially when the patient is you

So that night, he sat next to your cot, his hands on yours, trying to neutralize the poison in your body

The curtain was closed for privacy, mostly to keep others from seeing how pained he might look when using his power, and the only thing accompanying him in that small space were you and the gentle beep of the heart rate monitor

You’re unconscious, your chest rising an falling in a gentle rhythm, your hands warm wrapped in his, 

And it’s painful, oh it’s f***ing painful but if that’s what it takes to save you, he would do it all over again

He felt wave after wave of searing hot pain throughout his body as he tried to ease your pain

And through these waves of pain, in this brightly-lit room, he finally looked at you

The clinic feels a little bit lonelier quieter now that you’re not awake to pester him around 

He missed that, to be quite honest

Everyone else that tried to pursue him always does it for all the wrong reasons 

Mostly because they just thought that he’s good looking

They chased him because they thought he could be the one to pick up pieces of them ad put it back together, forgetting the fact that he, too, is a human

But you’re different 

While you try to get his attention all the time that you’re around him, you’ve been looking out for him, too

Like that time he functioned on three hours of sleep

And while he’s used to the strenuous and messed up sleeping schedule that comes with his work, you won’t have it

“Joshua, you should get a shut eye.”

“It’s ok, Y/N, my shift will be over in three”

“You said that an hour ago. At least let me go buy you coffee ok? Americano sounds good, yeah? Ok bye” 

And before he could say anything, you had sauntered off just like that

He couldn’t help but look of with the fondest look

what a cutie

He doesn’t know why but that night, the coffee tasted a bit better than usual 

He realized the irony that while he loves it when people give him their full attention and put up a good chase for him, more than that, he loves it when people actually took care of him instead of the other way around

And you certainly did

It took him hours of cleansing before deciding that you’re stable enough to be able to flush out the rest of the toxin yourself

He can’t stay by your side 24/7 because of his duties but he would spend all of his free time to check up on you and stay by your side

The staff are worried for him because he started going back to his regular routine

He still looks kinda pale and his gait gave out the fact that he’s tired but he’s like “No no no, it’s alright, I have duties to attend to”

They’re like “Dr. Hong.. :(((” and worry that he’ll work himself to the ground 

He won’t tell but he just busies himself with other things just so he could take his mind off you for a bit and not worry too much

Fortunately, a few days later, you woke up

Joshua wasn’t around but the nurses were like”!!!we gotta tell Dr. Hong!!!”

Joshua was having a lunch break with Seungcheol and Chan (after the long, tedious process of trying to coax him to leave you for a minute just to get changed into a fresh set of clothes and get something to eat) when his pager blinked

Joshua literally took a mad dash back to the clinic thinking something happened to you but when he arrived you’re awake and are trying to chat up a recently admitted patient next to you

When you saw him you go “Hey stranger! :D”

And seeing you back into your usual self, although a paler and thinner version of it, it feels like as if a huge weight has been lifted off his shoulders

But you became concerned when you see how tired and pale he was

There are dark circles on his eyes, his face a little gaunt and his hair looked as if he’d ran his hand a thousand times through

I mean, he still looks good, just now well

And you know he hasn’t been sleeping from the looks of it so despite the fact that your body’s screaming for you to stop moving and it still hurts from the residual poison left in your system (and bc you’re not used to the feeling of pain in general)

You scoot over to one side of the bed and pat the space next to you, beckoning him to sit

He’s slowly advancing on you, his steps slow and tentative

Before you know it, he’s right next to you

“How are you?” his voice raspy as he asked you

“I’m ok, I think.”

He gave you a small, and although tired, relieved smile

You wanted to take his hand and palm his cheek and tell him to rest because he looked like he’s barely awake but you also fear that he’ll push you away so you settled on just asking how he’s feeling

And he knows you’ll see right through him anyways se he said “A little tired but it’s ok”

And you realized how sluggish he looked and never before you’ve seen Joshua like this and you just like that you knew

“Joshua, did you use your power on me?”

He just looked at you sheepishly and you’re like JOSHUA HONG

“How can you do that! That’s too dangerous! You should just use it for more important things! I don’t want you to strain yourself like this!”

“But you are important!”

And there was a silence

And you both just looked at each other and he finally sighed

“I realized…a lot of things when you’re..not awake. I realized that I like it when you’re around. I realized that you cared about me. I realized that I care about you. But most importantly, I realized that I want you in my life.”

You don’t know what to do bc you literally would’ve never thought that this moment would actually happen in your lifetime, let alone with someone like Doctor Joshua Freaking Hong

Ever so gently, he took your chin in his hand

“So please, stay a while.”

You don’t know what to do because for once, Joshua’s presence does exactly the opposite of what it’s supposed to do

You feel your cheeks burning, you’re sweating, you feel like your heart’s having an attack and your brain feels frazzled and for a moment you thought “Did he really get all the toxin out of my body lard bc I’m feeling woozy all of the sudden” 

But outside, you’re like “Joshua…”

“Can I..kiss you?” he asked softly

And you’re like asdfghjkl please.

And you’re both leaning for a kiss until you hear the curtain open only to close back in 0.3493255 seconds

“oh my god” you hear a whisper from outside

You+Joshua= O_O wHO In tHe wORLD?

“Have fun playing doctor, kids!” you hear Seungcheol shout from the other side as his footfall rapidly disappears and you’re both like fffffffff

“SEUNGCHEOL THERE ARE KIDS IN HERE”