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crimeronan · 2 years

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i woke up after horrible nightmares earlier and could walk without limping and was like "sweet! i'm cured!" then after eating food and being awake for like a half hour i couldn't keep my eyes open and accidentally fell asleep for another 7 hours and had more horrible nightmares. my first 19 hour painsleep binge in a while. recovery is not linear sometimes this happens two steps forward one step back etc etc etc but. Girl.

#they were clearly pain-induced nightmares #the first was about being slowly irradiated to death and the second was about watching human beings slowly ground up by machinery #as they screamed and oozed and their bones splintered and they stayed conscious for far longer than youd expect #and no one would turn the machines off because they did it to themselves by slipping on the wet floors #my subconscious could stand to be a LITTLE less heavy-handed with the metaphor. girl.#dreams

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