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There was a conversation in one of the most recent episodes on TSAMS where Moon explicitly states "I'll let Solar tell you about that in extreme autistic detail"

YES.

As an autistic person, looking at Solar (or even Eclipse and Lunar; other Eclipses) everything looks normal.

I put on the masking mentality and OH MY GOD??!!?!!!

Solar, an extremely monotone man who sits there and finds comfort people, getting to know them and attaching every good thing to that person. At one point it was Nexus, then Nebula.

I'm not going to get into how AUTISTIC Nebula and Jack are but Solar is definitely a main example in how the show likes representing Autism or neurodivergent tendencies.

Solar when he lost Jack was so upset that he shut down and hardly reacted, hyper focusing on getting his son back that when he was told to stop and think on his actions the major flood of emotions was mentally debilitating. Then again that fueled his focus for the creator.

Solar's reactions to Nebula are nothing short of business proposals, they talk as if they're contractually obligated to hang out yet you can tell they really like each other. The way Solar sees Nebula and immediately knows "well she probably wants to play her favorite game" is something undeniably AUTISTIC. He withholds information for the next interaction without making it seem like he's focusing on every little detail about her.

He knows things about Jack that sure, are obvious, but it's difficult to learn from something you created so he let's Jack tell him things or bonds with him in simple and entertaining ways like watching TV or playing games.

Lunar is hyper emotional, the complete opposite of Solar. He uses his emotions in his everyday life and conforms to what makes other people the happiest.

Though we don't get to see much of it anymore, the way Eclipse and Lunar spoke is as though they were falling back into old habits while still keeping it healthy, both trauma and autism traits. They push each other away and keep each other at an arms reach, but they want a relationship.

Lunar with children is me with children, fine with them until it's too much. It's why he can't run the daycare but can babysit Jack and Dazzle just fine. It's why he gets along with Moon who; quite literally also possesses autistic traits.

Lunar has very specific people he's comfortable with but has no problem branching out to meet people, he'll always shrink back into his family though.

Eclipse, my belothed little angry autistic entity. Eclipse has what I like to call "aggressive autism" it stems from trauma and anxiety.

Eclipse wants to be close to people, wants to have that relationship he did with Puppet, but physically can't in fear of people dying or leaving him once he finally gets into routine.

Yes, Eclipse has a routine. No, it isn't 100% healthy.

Eclipse is an insomniac, he stays up all night calculating solutions and trying DESPERATELY to find answers. Just like Solar, when he gets the time the emotions get to him and he falls apart.

He's rude to people, whether it's telling people to fuck off or that he doesn't need them to care for him it always ends up something like this.

"Fuck you"

"I'm not going anywhere"

"I don't need you to monitor me like I'm a baby"

"I'm not, I just think you need company"

"I don't want your pity"

(Not an accurate conversation, just vibe based)

But he never tells them to leave unless he's absolutely overwhelmed.

Speaking of, Mimic. When that happened and Puppet was trying to help him he was extremely overwhelmed, trauma had resurfaced and he was scared. He wanted anyone who could see him vulnerable to get away, yet he seemed almost to want them there.

Eclipse needs people, but refuses it because of the way he was created and treated.

CLIPSEY. OH CLIPSEY I LOVE YOU

The most recent Eclipse, fem nights Clipsey.

She is the ICON OF AUTISM. The first time we meet her she's playing what she deems a harmless prank on Sunny, pretending to be Roxas just to mess around. She doesn't seem apologetic because she doesn't understand the amount of pain it could cause.

Immediately after she changes focus to the portal and goes to a dimension that I can only describe to be her hyperfixation.

She's extremely sporadic and monotone but you can tell she's genuine. She threatens people without remorse and pulls the people she was raised with closer to her.

She LOVES her sisters, sure do I know what happened between her and Luna? No, but I know she loves Sunny and Moonie.

This girl is threatening men for Sunny, actively repulsed or oblivious to romantic gestures, and overall very upbeat despite her mischievous side.

She's reliable when people need her and refuses to decline if it's genuinely an emergency.

So yeah, this is my autism analysis on the Eclipses!

Ps. Ruin is autistic asf but shhhh

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Gang what if I sobbed actually

would you still love me again?

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I'm sorry for who I became when Roxas was an asshole (my friends already know how that was)

Roxas is genuinely such a shy character, the way he acts is in between a player and someone who just doesn't know how to act.

His anxiety and what seems like imposter syndrome is so interesting to look at from an analyst perspective because I can kinda see where most people would expect his character to go from here which is this;

Roxas gets help to better himself as a person, and openly communicates to Sunny instead of love bombing her and dropping absolute bombshells of vulnerability onto her.

He opens up to Monty and Moonie more, showing how desperately he wants things to work between him and Sunny

And overall he becomes the type of man to get on his knees and warship the ground his girl walks on

Though it's likely gonna take longer than that and more willingness from him to change these patterns he's in.

All this to say, I really need Roxas to get vulnerable with Sunny and realize how willing she is to help him carry that burden (and warship her.... /silly)

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I miss my wife tails, I miss her a lot.

The wife in this context is Puppet

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I kinda thought the joke was good.

Well I appreciate you for being supportive!! It's funny when you don't take it so seriously and just think of it as a tired 16 year old posting on her blog

I've got a lot more jokes where that came from, so stay tuned<3

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HATSUNE MIKU IS THAT YOU?!!!!

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I can't tell if jumping off a building or getting kissed by a woman would fix me

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More twink death could heal me, so could less evil twinks but unfortunately I may forever get evil twinks as friends 😞🙏

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Guys I forgot how much I love typing with nails, cause I can be as obnoxious as possible and NOBODY can stop me. I feel unstoppable

Anyway a photo of the nails and my Dr Pepper

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You just summarized the 3 hour rant I went on to my partner about Lumini in a Tumblr blog thank you random person (Also Taurus and Lunar holding hands /p or /r is my SHIT rn and I have no reason except for they're both very emotionally standoffish and them together is soft and had HEALTHY COMMUNICATION???!!!!)

Off topic but Taurus has never emotionally gaslit Lunar in any way while Gemini very much has (with or without knowing) he's always been honest with Lunar and would have been the first to help if asked. Not to mention the way Taurus acts around Lunar AFTER his interaction with Moon speaks wonders, Moon was vulnerable and shed light on their struggles as a family to Taurus and in return not only did Taurus punish Nexus but also ask Lunar about his feelings. Taurus has learned that earthlings express most of themselves through emotions (and so has Nebula) while Gemini is still stuck in that "well I'm not an earthling so I don't have to show you outright I care" type beat and that's just NOT THE CASE. Taurus has learned and changed tactics, making sure to ask questions and let Lunar vent frustrations. I get Gemini literally being duality and bipolar but like god damn??!!! You say you care so much and then tell him change isn't enough if it's small???!!!!??

Anyway enough of me yapping:3

hot take

LUNAR PROBABLY WOULDNT BE DEALUNG WITH ALL THIS STAR SHIT IF TAURUS CAME DOWN FIRST AND TAUGHT HIM RATHER THAN GEMINI

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Gang y'all don't even KNOW

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Gang my ex girlfriend seemingly hated crk

So right after we broke up I downloaded it

Tell me why it's an addiction and why I have three fucking cookies in my system (trauma reasons) and why randomly front will be taken by PURE VANILLA COOKIE for FOUR FUCKING DAYS BECAUSE HE WANTS TO TEXT A SHADOW MILK COOKIE IN OUR QPR SYSTEM

Anyway thanks for listening to my ted talk (this was written by an alter who temp stole front from pure vanilla cookie)

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I've been really depressed, fill my ask box with fuck ass half attempts of jokes, memes, rizz, slander, hyperfixations, gay shit, mpreg, hate towards the American government

I need to laugh.

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Fuck your thirsty ass, I can't be within 20 feet of women who wear suspenders

my thirsty ass could NOT be in an aquarium

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*sigh* here's your enrichment

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Everytime I post something and someone I admire on here (specifically the artists or confessions blogs) likes or reblogs I genuinely explode eternally and have a mild moment of like— imposter syndrome

Gang one of these days I'm gonna blog too close to the sun and crash out